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Narrated by:
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Rebecca Lowman
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By:
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Jasmine Warga
About this listen
Sixteen-year-old physics nerd Aysel is obsessed with plotting her own death. With a mother who can barely look at her without wincing, classmates who whisper behind her back, and a father whose violent crime rocked her small town, Aysel is ready to turn her potential energy into nothingness.
There's only one problem: She's not sure she has the courage to do it alone. But once she discovers a website with a section called Suicide Partners, Aysel's convinced she's found her solution--a teen boy with the username FrozenRobot (aka Roman), who's haunted by a family tragedy, is looking for a partner.
Even though Aysel and Roman have nothing in common, they slowly start to fill in each other's broken lives. But as their suicide pact becomes more concrete, Aysel begins to question whether she really wants to go through with it. Ultimately,she must choose between wanting to die and trying to convince Roman to live so they can discover the potential of their energy together.
This is a gorgeously written and compulsively listenable novel about the transformative power of love, heralding the arrival of an extraordinary new voice in teen fiction, Jasmine Warga.
©2015 Jasmine Warga (P)2015 HarperCollins PublishersListeners also enjoyed...
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5 out of 5 stars
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Everything to want in a book❤️
- By Jazmine on 07-04-15
By: Ellen Hopkins
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You Exist Too Much
- A Novel
- By: Zaina Arafat
- Narrated by: Zehra Jane Naqvi
- Length: 7 hrs and 53 mins
- Unabridged
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Overall4 out of 5 stars 110
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Performance4 out of 5 stars 99
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Story4 out of 5 stars 99
On a hot day in Bethlehem, a 12-year-old Palestinian-American girl is yelled at by a group of men outside the Church of the Nativity. She has exposed her legs in a biblical city, an act they deem forbidden, and their judgement will echo on through her adolescence. When our narrator finally admits to her mother that she is queer, her mother's response only intensifies a sense of shame: "You exist too much," she tells her daughter. Told in vignettes that flash between the US and the Middle East, we trace her progress from blushing teen to sought-after DJ and aspiring writer.
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3 out of 5 stars
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Narrator is distractingly bad
- By K. Tannous on 09-11-20
By: Zaina Arafat
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Suicide Notes
- By: Michael Thomas Ford
- Narrated by: Barrett Leddy
- Length: 6 hrs and 35 mins
- Unabridged
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Overall4 out of 5 stars 40
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Performance4.5 out of 5 stars 39
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Story4 out of 5 stars 39
Fifteen-year-old Jeff wakes up on New Year’s Day to find himself in the hospital—specifically, in the psychiatric ward. Despite the bandages on his wrists, he’s positive this is all some huge mistake. Jeff is perfectly fine, perfectly normal; not like the other kids in the hospital with him. But over the course of the next forty-five days, Jeff begins to understand why he ended up here—and realizes he has more in common with the other kids than he thought.
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1 out of 5 stars
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Extremely problematic
- By Pink Amy on 01-04-24
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All the Bright Places
- Movie Tie-In Edition
- By: Jennifer Niven
- Narrated by: Kirby Heyborne, Ariadne Meyers
- Length: 11 hrs and 4 mins
- Unabridged
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Overall4.5 out of 5 stars 2,408
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Performance4.5 out of 5 stars 2,116
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Story4.5 out of 5 stars 2,121
Theodore Finch is fascinated by death, and he constantly thinks of ways he might die. But each time, something good, no matter how small, stops him. Violet Markey lives for the future, counting the days until graduation, when she can escape her Indiana town and her aching grief in the wake of her sister's recent death. When Finch and Violet meet on the ledge of the bell tower at school, it's unclear who saves whom.
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5 out of 5 stars
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Best YA Quirky Love Story of 2015
- By FanB14 on 06-09-15
By: Jennifer Niven
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How It Feels to Float
- By: Helena Fox
- Narrated by: Candice Moll
- Length: 9 hrs and 34 mins
- Unabridged
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Overall4 out of 5 stars 115
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Performance4.5 out of 5 stars 108
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Story4 out of 5 stars 108
Biz knows how to float. She has her people, her posse, her mom, and the twins. She has Grace. And she has her dad, who tells her about the little kid she was, and who shouldn't be here but is. So Biz doesn't tell anyone anything. Not about her dark, runaway thoughts, not about kissing Grace or noticing Jasper, the new boy. And she doesn't tell anyone about her dad. Because her dad died when she was seven. And Biz knows how to float, right there on the surface - normal, okay, regular, fine.
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5 out of 5 stars
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Fantastic!
- By Melanie on 12-18-23
By: Helena Fox
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Every Star That Falls
- By: Michael Thomas Ford
- Narrated by: Barrett Leddy
- Length: 10 hrs and 11 mins
- Unabridged
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Overall4 out of 5 stars 6
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Performance5 out of 5 stars 6
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Story4 out of 5 stars 6
Jeff spent forty-five days in the psych ward of a hospital after a suicide attempt. Now that he’s home and has accepted that he’s gay, he’s ready to reenter his life feeling stronger and more comfortable being his true self than ever before. But it’s hard to come back to an old life when you have a new perspective on it. Returning to school is complicated, and his mother’s anxiety isn’t helping. Jeff will also have to figure out how to reconnect with his best friend, Allie, whose boyfriend he kissed before he went to the hospital.
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5 out of 5 stars
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Amazing author, amazing reader!
- By Anonymous User on 05-16-24
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The Glass Girl
- By: Kathleen Glasgow
- Narrated by: Gail Shalan
- Length: 12 hrs and 13 mins
- Unabridged
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Overall4.5 out of 5 stars 61
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Performance4.5 out of 5 stars 57
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Story4.5 out of 5 stars 57
Everyone in fifteen-year-old Bella’s life needs something from her. Her mom needs her to help around the house, her dad needs her to not make waves, her ex needs her to not be so much. The only person who never needed anything from her was her grandmother—and now she’s dead. There’s only one thing that dulls the pressure: alcohol. Vodka, beer, peppermint schnapps—alcohol smooths the sharp edges of Bella’s life. And what’s the big deal? Everyone drinks. Besides, Bella can stop whenever she wants.
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5 out of 5 stars
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The narration was insufferable
- By katerina on 11-13-24
By: Kathleen Glasgow
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The Last Time We Say Goodbye
- By: Cynthia Hand
- Narrated by: Julia Whelan
- Length: 9 hrs and 19 mins
- Unabridged
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Overall4.5 out of 5 stars 519
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Performance4.5 out of 5 stars 468
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The last time Lex was happy, it was before. When she had a family that was whole. A boyfriend she loved. Friends who didn't look at her like she might break down at any moment. Now she's just the girl whose brother killed himself. And it feels like that's all she'll ever be. As Lex starts to put her life back together, she tries to block out what happened the night Tyler died. But there's a secret she hasn't told anyone--a text Tyler sent that could have changed everything.
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5 out of 5 stars
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Such sweet sorrow
- By Lesaly on 04-26-15
By: Cynthia Hand
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Every Last Word
- By: Tamara Ireland Stone
- Narrated by: Amy Rubinate
- Length: 8 hrs and 15 mins
- Unabridged
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Overall4.5 out of 5 stars 418
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Performance4 out of 5 stars 372
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Story4.5 out of 5 stars 368
Samantha McAllister looks just like the rest of the popular girls in her junior class. But hidden beneath the straightened hair and expertly applied makeup is a secret that her friends would never understand: Sam has purely obsessional OCD and is consumed by a stream of dark thoughts and worries that she can't turn off. Second-guessing every move, thought, and word makes daily life a struggle, and it doesn't help that her lifelong friends will turn toxic at the first sign of a wrong outfit, wrong lunch, or wrong crush.
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2 out of 5 stars
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Nothing Special
- By FanB14 on 08-22-15
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How to Make Friends with the Dark
- By: Kathleen Glasgow
- Narrated by: Jorjeana Marie, Kathleen Glasgow
- Length: 12 hrs and 43 mins
- Unabridged
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Overall4.5 out of 5 stars 268
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Performance4.5 out of 5 stars 236
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Story4.5 out of 5 stars 237
Here is what happens when your mother dies. It's the brightest day of summer and it's dark outside. It's dark in your house, dark in your room, and dark in your heart. You feel like the darkness is going to split you apart. That's how it feels for Tiger. It's always been Tiger and her mother against the world. Then, on a day like any other, Tiger's mother dies. And now it's Tiger, alone. Here is how you learn to make friends with the dark.
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5 out of 5 stars
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It hit home (losing a loved one)
- By K.P. on 10-03-21
By: Kathleen Glasgow
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- Shofi
- 04-04-15
Will "reread" this on April 7th.
I would definitely "read" this book again and again and again. Amazing characters, amazing story. As expected, the rain washed away all the dirt, but the suspension goes on and on. And finishing this today -April 4th- of all day just make this story comes to life, make me ask myself, where am I in this story? or hundreds of stories like this? I would definitely "read" the last chapter again on April 7th. For all Romans and Aysels.
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- Megan Yang
- 05-11-15
Wow.
Absolutely beautiful. I couldn't get enough of this story, and I only want to know more about Roman and Aysel.
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- TM
- 03-15-16
Good Story
Excellent narration. I really liked how the author kept you hanging on to find out truly what the father's actual crime was. I also liked the end result.
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Overall5 out of 5 stars
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- Aliceson
- 12-29-15
Breathtaking
Rebecca Lowman portrays the characters in a way I can only imagine Jasmine Warga imagined them. I had the perfect picture of what was happening the whole time with all of the details. Amazing.
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Overall5 out of 5 stars
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- Nicole Hoefs
- 11-29-18
Great Audiobook!
This was a great audiobook on a darker subject. I'd highly recommend you check it out.
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- Marina khaustova
- 01-13-17
loved it
fell in love with the book love the story well written this is deffinetly a reread
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- Mei Shy
- 08-13-22
Was just good
The performance was good and the reader didn’t make it super dramatic.
The story was good but had so much more potential. It was a good read/listen but it could have been better. A little edgy too. You can tell it’s more of a teen/ young adult book.
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- FanB14
- 06-20-15
Depressingly Delightful
Aysel feels the dark sludge of depression daily and seeks a friend for the end of the world on a suicide partners' website. The story is honest, real and ultimately hopeful. There's depth to this one, tying together the theories of kinetic and potential energy through a school project, the pact, the future of the hero/heroine, and surrounding family. Well written in an introspective, detailed teen angst manner. Loved it and Rebecca Lowman is amazing.
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- Monse
- 03-24-16
(SPOILER ALERT)
All performance stuff aside, I want to rant a little about the story itself.
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So the beginning of the story was really intriguing. The sole focus was mental illness and suicide , which is primarily why I wanted to hear the story. Not because I'm an evil person who likes people committing suicide, but because I like stories that make me cry and sad for whatever reason .
Anyways, when the main character falls in love , I was still kind of interested in the story . but after a while I felt like it was much more about a love story and not so much about the original plot
I mean, where was the meeting with her dad? That was what I was waiting for. This problem that was set up as important and life changing and I felt like it was brushed off as nothing.
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- Brig
- 05-18-21
i could not stop listening to this book!
a perfect mix of sad and sweet... heart breaking and heart warming.... the narrator was amazing...
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