Ma and Me

A Memoir

By: Putsata Reang

Narrated by: Putsata Reang

Length: 11 hrs and 21 mins

Publisher's summary

2023 Lambda Literary Award - Nominee, Short-listed

"Putsata Reang's quiet narration of her beautiful, poignant memoir holds both deep compassion and raw pain. Reang's ability to capture both her own and her mother's histories, desires, and dreams--in her voice and her prose--is remarkable." -AudioFile on Ma and Me

This program is read by the author.

"A nuanced mediation on love, identity, and belonging. This story of survival radiates with resilience and hope." —Publishers Weekly, starred review

"This openhearted memoir . . . opens the door to include queer descendants of war survivors into the growing American library of love.” —Sarah Schulman, author of Let the Record Show

When Putsata Reang was eleven months old, her family fled war-torn Cambodia, spending twenty-three days on an overcrowded navy vessel before finding sanctuary at an American naval base in the Philippines. Holding what appeared to be a lifeless baby in her arms, Ma resisted the captain’s orders to throw her bundle overboard. Instead, on landing, Ma rushed her baby into the arms of American military nurses and doctors, who saved the child's life. “I had hope, just a little, you were still alive,” Ma would tell Put in an oft-repeated story that became family legend.

Over the years, Put lived to please Ma and make her proud, hustling to repay her life debt by becoming the consummate good Cambodian daughter, working steadfastly by Ma’s side in the berry fields each summer and eventually building a successful career as an award-winning journalist. But Put's adoration and efforts are no match for Ma's expectations. When she comes out to Ma in her twenties, it's just a phase. When she fails to bring home a Khmer boyfriend, it's because she's not trying hard enough. When, at the age of forty, Put tells Ma she is finally getting married—to a woman—it breaks their bond in two.

In her startling memoir, Reang explores the long legacy of inherited trauma and the crushing weight of cultural and filial duty. With rare clarity and lyric wisdom, Ma and Me is a stunning, deeply moving memoir about love, debt, and duty.

©2022 Putsata Reang (P)2022 Macmillan Audio

Easy to listen.

This was such an easy book to listen. It resonates with me as an immigrant and a parent of a LGBTQ child.

Great book

This is a very good Audible book. The story is important. In my ignorance, I had not spent much time thinking about the atrocities of Pol Pot and the impact it left on Cambodian people. The author also very beautifully details the balancing act of duty to culture vs duty to authentic self. This is helpful to me in understanding some dear people in my life. Thank you!

A must listen!

Loved listening to this book and learning the history of the Cambodian refugees in America. As a first generation Canadian and born of Dutch immigrants after the Second World War, Putsata brought a greater understanding of the trauma our parents endured and carried with them in their new life abroad.
Also, the author helps us understand the real struggles to be true to who you are and living your own life.

Beautiful memoir, full of hope, love and grief.

This was such a beautiful story. As a first generation Queer Chinese-Taiwanese American, there were so many things that I felt and never had the words for and Putsata said it perfectly. My family did not have the same experience as theirs but I know that every Asian American kid whose parents, aunties, or grandparents are immigrants can relate to this book in one way or another and will feel seen. The complexity of Putsata’s and their mother’s relationship is so real and hits home hard. The way they talk about straddling both cultures was on point.

Easy to listen to, recommend to friends

This book was recommended to me by someone who knows the author personally. I greatly enjoyed listening to the story, the author's reading was so interesting and great. The descriptions of places, times, history, I learned a lot about immigrants to the USA, much of which I never thought about. I enjoyed the Audible book very much. I already thanked my friend for recommending it.

Great story

Listening to this on audible, I felt like I was there with the author .. Great book . My 14 year old son is listening to it now .