
L Is for Lion: An Italian Bronx Butch Freedom Memoir
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Annie Rachele Lanzillotto
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A 1960s Bronx tomboy learns how to survive her brutal but humorous Italian family and all the rest that life throws her. The harder you hit the pavement, the higher you fly.
This vivid memoir speaks the intense truth of a Bronx tomboy whose 1960s girlhood was marked by her father's lullabies laced with his dissociative memories of combat in World War II. At four years old, Annie Rachele Lanzillotto bounced her Spaldeen on the stoop and watched the boys play stickball in the street; inside, she hid silver teaspoons behind the heat pipes to tap calls for help while her father beat her mother. At 18, on the edge of ambitious freedom, her studies at Brown University were halted by the growth of a massive tumor inside her chest. Thus began a wild, truth-seeking journey for survival, fueled by the lessons of lasagna vows and Spaldeen ascensions. From the stoops of the Bronx to cross-dressing on the streets of Egypt, from the cancer ward at Memorial Sloan-Kettering to New York City's gay club scene of the '80s, this poignant and authentic story takes us from underneath the dining room table to the stoop, the sidewalk, the street, and ultimately out into the wide world of immigration, gay subculture, cancer treatment, mental illness, gender dynamics, drug addiction, domestic violence, and a vast array of Italian American characters. With a quintessential New Yorker as narrator and guide, this journey crescendos in a reluctant return home to the timeless wisdom of a peasant, immigrant grandmother, Rosa Marsico Petruzzelli, who shows us the sweetest essence of soul.
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- Jay
- 06-16-21
Can't Recommend Enough!
I stumbled upon this book out of pure coincidence and I could not be more happier that I found this. Annie Lanzillotto has a voice that could be talking to you about something absolutely mundane and you would still be riveted as if she was talking about winning the Olympics with a broken leg. Her voice truly gave even more life to her writing and felt more like a friend retelling old stories than a stranger reading a memoir. I frequently go back to this book during long drives or when I am working late and it never fails to make me laugh & pull at my heart strings.
As a butch woman, I am always looking for memoirs and other such books written by butch women as there are unique experiences that a rarely shown in other queer writer's books.
Cannot recommend enough!
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- Anonymous User
- 07-12-20
L is for Love it!
This is an inspiring story of resilience, creativity, family, and self-discovery. The performance was highly enjoyable.
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- Sandor Katz
- 03-04-16
Riveting!
Annie Lanzillotto is a gifted storyteller and performer. This is more than a random voice reading; it's riveting performance. I loved this audiobook.
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- superduperchamp
- 09-29-20
Wow! What an incredible story!
To read this book without hearing the author's voice would be to really miss out! Her own take on her life comes through with great humor, reflection, and wisdom. I want the entire world to be immersed in this incredible story. Also, I know it's not the end, so I look forward to more from this author and artist.
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