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Jesus Land
- A Memoir
- Narrated by: Elizabeth Evans
- Length: 10 hrs and 6 mins
- Categories: Biographies & Memoirs, Art & Literature
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Julia and her adopted brother, David, are sixteen-years-old. Julia is white. David is black. It is the mid-1980s and their family has just moved to rural Indiana, a landscape of cottonwood trees, trailer parks, and an all-encompassing racism. At home are a distant mother more involved with her church’s missionaries than her own children and a violent father. In this riveting and heartrending memoir Julia Scheeres takes us from the Midwest to a place beyond imagining: surrounded by natural beauty, the Escuela Caribea religious reform school in the Dominican Republicis characterized by a disciplinary regime that extracts repentance from its students by any means necessary. Julia and David strive to make it through these ordeals and their tale is relayed here with startling immediacy, extreme candor, and wry humor.
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- Susie
- 01-08-13
A Story of the Most Un-Christ-like Christians
Sheeres shares jaw-dropping stories from her childhood in the mid-1980s when her Bible-obsessed parents moved their family to Indiana. Her two adopted brothers, both African-American, faced cruelty and racism in and outside the home, a 15-acre farm where the children were little more than slaves.
Christian radio served as an alarm clock at six o'clock in the morning. Spy speakers were installed around the house so that all their conversations could be heard by the mother. The violent father, whose favorite biblical injunction was "spare the rod, spoil the child" beat the sons countless times and left permanent scars.
Eventually, Sheeres and her younger brother were sent away to an over-the-top Christian boot camp in Latin America that takes a "by-any-means-necessary" approach to getting repentance from the students. You can't help but wonder if the kids are going to be killed.
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- Lisa
- 03-14-13
Fascinating Listen!
What made the experience of listening to Jesus Land the most enjoyable?
I thought the reader got the essence of the author and I forgot that I wasn't listening to a young woman telling her own story. The story of conservative religion affecting young teenagers mixed with racial intolerance tell the story of our similiar South African experience with that era.
I found Julia's candidness regarding her own personal journey most affecting as well as the relationship with her brother, David. There were moments when I groaned aloud at the abuses that happened to both of them.
I could not stop listening.
What did you like best about this story?
I loved the similarity to my own growing up in a racially intolerant society - one that didn't understand teenagers at all and spent no time in changing that attitude.
What does Elizabeth Evans bring to the story that you wouldn’t experience if you just read the book?
She afforded the mother a sharp, intolerant voice that I may not have been as affected by. She brought Julia to life through her complimenting the excitement, or sadness with her tone of voice.
Was there a moment in the book that particularly moved you?
There were many because she took me back to me being a teenager. I think that every time the love that Julia had for David was related, it reminded me of the relationships that one has with one's siblings in an environment when children are trying to survive - when on the outside everything looks perfect.
Any additional comments?
I have just bought her other book. Julia fascinated me so much with her amazing resilience and her love for her brother.
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- Daryl
- 03-15-13
Jesus Land - how NOT to be a Christian
What made the experience of listening to Jesus Land the most enjoyable?
This book was not enjoyable in the sense that it was happy, hopeful, or even primarily redemptive. In fact, many passages of this book made me angry - not at the author, but at her parents (her father's abuse and her mother's cold indifference and hypocrisy)... and then to add reform "school" on top? This is not the Jesus I know... any of it!
I have to include the black v. white race issue here, as it was prominently displayed in the book. I honestly challenge anyone to find where in the Bible it says that black people are inferior, as for some reason that seemed to be the prevailing belief in conservative America...
What other book might you compare Jesus Land to and why?
I read this book on the heels of reading Lauren Drain's "Banished - surviving my years in the Westboro Baptist Church". There are many parallels, and yet these two women have come out completely different - one a secular humanist with no need for religion; the other still seeking answers and believing that there is a God of love out there..
Which character – as performed by Elizabeth Evans – was your favorite?
Elizabeth Evans was incredible as a narrator for this book. She infused so much of the teen angst, pain and frustration that Julia must have felt... I felt like a young Julia Scheeres was telling me her story.
Any additional comments?
As stated above, many parts of this book made me angry. It is a cautionary expression of the Biblical words for parents not to grieve their children. It causes me to reflect on how I plan to raise my own children as a Christian. They will need so much more than just food and shelter - they will need love and affection, something notably absent from Julia's parents.
This book is not representative of all Christians, or Christ Himself. I personally believe that one can be a strong believer in Christ and neither hold so many convictions as to stomp out compassion and grace nor so few as to be ineffective. Christ - as portrayed in the Bible - is not a brutal task master nor a spineless sissy.
I applaud Julia Scheeres for writing this brutally honest book and Elizabeth Evans for perfectly narrating it.
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- J. Wall
- 10-21-14
Incrediable Memoir of How Our Familes Shape Us
What did you love best about Jesus Land?
I grew up in rural Illinois the same time as Julia Scheeres grew up in rural Indiana. Her memories reflect so many of my own in regards to racism, religion and the constant peer pressure. I felt as though I was on her journey with her as she traversed heartbreak at the hands of her own family and prejudice at every turn.
What other book might you compare Jesus Land to and why?
I don't think there is any book that compares to this one - this is such a personal story.
Which scene was your favorite?
My favorite scene is when Julia Scheers returns to Escuela Caribe and offers the advice "trust no one."
Was this a book you wanted to listen to all in one sitting?
I wanted to desperately finish this book in one sitting because it was so good. I wanted to know that Julia Scheers somehow found happiness and that David found the true meaning of family.
Any additional comments?
This memoir is truly moving. It is so heartbreaking and honest, I want to thank Julia Scheers for finding the strength to write it.
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- monica carter
- 05-22-15
Felt contrived until the final chapter
The relationship between the narrator and her adopted black brother is shown through the years. The hypocrisy of her religious parents and the racism in her Indiana hometown were touched upon. I learned a bit about the experience of being a white girl and having black brothers.
The final chapter was worth listening to: a touching section that showed how much she loved her one brother.
However, most of the book was full of overwrought descriptions of the mundane. I fast forwarded through many sections. Heavy use of adjectives that often felt off and many descriptions felt contrived.
The narrator made this story seem harsher than it may be in print. The dialogue was read in irritating "religious" voices that made the content seem like hyperbole. Everyone was an enemy except for her brother and that made the chapters hard to trudge through.
This story would've been better told as an essay.
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- Silly Lilli
- 06-01-20
The best book ever
I could be a publicist for this book I love it so much I’ve read it multiple times and I always push it on my friends family strangers even foes lol.
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- Blaire
- 10-29-18
loved it. so insightful. i laughed, i cried.
so insightful and beautifully read. thank you for sharing this story. i will absolutely reccomend.
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- Holden
- 05-25-16
amazing story and narrator's voice perfect for it
such a great book recomended for all book lovers and people who don't read much
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- SIR_FERRO
- 05-24-16
Thought I was the only one
I grew up in a similar household, this book nailed it from the "far away place" numbing out of reacurring sexual trauma. To the ridiculous baby boomers, that then try to run every aspect of your life.
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- Elijah
- 05-19-16
Gut wrenching but hopeful
Enthralling from beginning to end. You can't help but root for these siblings to overcome.