If You Leave Me

A Novel

By: Crystal Hana Kim

Narrated by: Greta Jung, Keong Sim

""If You Leave Me is graced with truly wonderful writing; great poise, lyricism, intelligence, and an utterly engrossing portrayal of life.""—Richard Ford

""An unforgettable story of family, love, and war set against the violent emergence of modern Korea.""—Gary Shteyngart

""A gripping, heartrending tale of the birth of modern Korea filtered through the prism of an intimate love story. In fresh, often astonishing prose, Kim brings her characters to life: complicated, flawed, and hard not to fall in love with. A strikingly original work.""—Jessica Shattuck

An emotionally riveting debut novel about war, family, and forbidden love—the unforgettable saga of two ill-fated lovers in Korea and the heartbreaking choices they’re forced to make in the years surrounding the civil war that still haunts us today.

When the communist-backed army from the north invades her home, sixteen-year-old Haemi Lee, along with her widowed mother and ailing brother, is forced to flee to a refugee camp along the coast. For a few hours each night, she escapes her family’s makeshift home and tragic circumstances with her childhood friend, Kyunghwan.

Focused on finishing school, Kyunghwan doesn’t realize his older and wealthier cousin, Jisoo, has his sights set on the beautiful and spirited Haemi—and is determined to marry her before joining the fight. But as Haemi becomes a wife, then a mother, her decision to forsake the boy she always loved for the security of her family sets off a dramatic saga that will have profound effects for generations to come.

Richly told and deeply moving, If You Leave Me is a stunning portrait of war and refugee life, a passionate and timeless romance, and a heartrending exploration of one woman’s longing for autonomy in a rapidly changing world.

Good but fast

I enjoyed the characters and the story a great deal, but it jumped around a bit too much for me. Listening to this was hard because if I missed the opening of the section I wouldn't know what year it was or who was telling that section. I wish it had been a bit more evenly paced but I liked the story itself.

Relateable emotions

A story that truly stands out with how a reader/listener can understand the thought process and feelings of a character. Grief is strong, and unless one has felt true grief, difficult to understand, but this author truly brought the emotions to life. Struggles of dealing with personal choices, consequences of choices one thinks was right in the moment, conflict, sadness, joy.
Excellently written

Beautiful and compelling story!

Lovingly told, this talented young author unflinchingly tells a tale of love and tragedy set against a compelling historical tableau. The characters are real and human, flawed yet loveable, relatable in their shortcomings and inspiring in their growth. There is action aplenty but the pacing is fair, giving the reader plenty of time to absorb the generous lessons and metaphors. The prose is sweeping and poetic, the imagry rich and lush. Highly, highly recommended. If you love good books you will love this story!

Just ok

I love to read Asian books, and had high hopes for this one. But the story dragged and dragged. I wouldn’t recommend it for book club. Overall I’d say it was rated PG-13

Do not waste your time

This book was awful. I had to read it for book club and no one could finish it. I tried to listen to it as well. The narrators where monotone and did not keep my attention.