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If I Can't Have You

By: Charlotte Levin
Narrated by: Chloe Massey
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'I implore you to read (or listen to) it' - Marian Keyes, author of Again, Rachel

An all-consuming story of loneliness, obsession and how far we go for the ones we love, If I Can't Have You is the debut novel by Charlotte Levin.

After fleeing Manchester for London, Constance Little attempts to put past tragedies behind her and make a fresh start. When she embarks on a relationship with the new doctor at the medical practice where she works, she’s convinced she’s finally found the love and security she craves.

Then he ends it.

But if life has taught her anything, it’s that if you love someone, you should never let them go.

That's why for Constance Little, her obsession is only just beginning . . .

'Exceptionally raw and visceral and painfully funny' – Emma Flint, author of Little Deaths

'Darkly comic and beautifully written’ – Woman

‘Blackly comic, heartrendingly sad’ – Best

'Compulsively readable and darkly funny’ – Laura Marshall, author of Friend Request

'One of the best books I’ve ever read' – Ruth Jones, author of Love Untold

©2020 Charlotte Levin (P)2020 Macmillan Publishers International Ltd 2020
Family Life Genre Fiction Psychological Romantic Suspense Suspense Thriller & Suspense Urban Women's Fiction
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I waited almost all year for this and the audio book was so long winded and the flat narrator made it a bore for me. I think it would be better to read.

Meh

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I loved this book from the beginning to the amazing ending! It was easy to listen to and has a great story. I am going to miss Constance!

Excellent!

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Found story too dragged out with no excitement. Ending was interesting though but story was not

Too dragged out

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I didn't care for this book very much. It outlines the struggles of a woman with mental health issues. But instead of getting help, she just gets away with all her crazy and moves on as if nothing is wrong. The story should have included how there is help for mental illness.

Mental health issues.

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Slow hard to follow. The character lacks interest, pretty predictable and took me forever to listen because it just didn’t hold my interest.

Boooooring

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