-
I Will Not Beg
- Mountain Masters & Dark Haven, Book 9
- Narrated by: Kai Kennicott, Wen Ross
- Series: Mountain Masters & Dark Haven, Book 9
- Length: 11 hrs and 14 mins
- Categories: Erotica, Literature & Fiction
Add to Cart failed.
Add to Wish List failed.
Remove from wishlist failed.
Adding to library failed
Follow podcast failed
Unfollow podcast failed
Buy for $24.95
No default payment method selected.
We are sorry. We are not allowed to sell this product with the selected payment method
Listeners also enjoyed...
-
Master of Solitude
- Mountain Masters & Dark Haven, Volume 8
- By: Cherise Sinclair
- Narrated by: Kai Kennicott, Wen Ross
- Length: 9 hrs and 11 mins
- Unabridged
-
Overall
-
Performance
-
Story
Since childhood, Mallory McCabe has dreamed of falling in love with a hero. And then one saves her life. He's honest and blunt. Deadly, but filled with pain. Overpowering, yet ever so gentle with her. Oh yes, she's found her hero. Taking him to her bed is simply ... right. As is losing her heart. How could she have known he'd want nothing more to do with her?
-
-
AWESOME!
- By d.e.matthews on 02-01-18
By: Cherise Sinclair
-
My Liege of Dark Haven
- By: Cherise Sinclair
- Narrated by: Kai Kennicott, Wen Ross
- Length: 9 hrs and 58 mins
- Unabridged
-
Overall
-
Performance
-
Story
Threatened by university cutbacks, Professor Abigail Bern's only hope is to publish a provocative research paper - soon. Planning to covertly observe behavior in the notorious Dark Haven BDSM club, she takes a receptionist job. When the owner calls upon her to assist in a demonstration, she's appalled. Then fascinated. Under the unyielding hands of the master known as my Liege, she discovers a need to be more than an observer.
-
-
Oh My......
- By Terri on 04-01-17
By: Cherise Sinclair
-
Edge of the Enforcer
- By: Cherise Sinclair
- Narrated by: Kai Kennicott, Wen Ross
- Length: 10 hrs and 8 mins
- Unabridged
-
Overall
-
Performance
-
Story
Fleeing false murder charges, Lindsey lands in San Francisco. There she builds a satisfying life until, in the notorious Dark Haven BDSM club, she encounters deVries. Moth, meet flame. A security specialist and occasional mercenary, deVries needs an adorable submissive like a knife to the gut.
-
-
The Mercenary and the Murderer
- By KindleBabe on 01-14-17
By: Cherise Sinclair
-
Defiance
- Masters of the Shadowlands, Book 14
- By: Cherise Sinclair
- Narrated by: Noah Michael Levine, Erin deWard
- Length: 3 hrs and 13 mins
- Unabridged
-
Overall
-
Performance
-
Story
Z’s day begins with sadness. A phone call from a dying friend leaves psychologist Zachary Grayson determined to fulfill the old survivalist’s request - a send-off that will comfort his grieving sons. And then, it turns deadly. The death threat is only the beginning because the letter isn’t a hoax. Z walks out of his office into a barrage of bullets. He can take being shot at, but when the second shot splinters the empty child seat in his car, he’s shaken to the core. The horror of what would have happened if his little girl had been there spurs him to action.
-
-
This is a novella
- By Kristeen on 10-09-19
By: Cherise Sinclair
-
Master of the Abyss
- By: Cherise Sinclair
- Narrated by: Kai Kennicott, Wen Ross
- Length: 7 hrs and 31 mins
- Unabridged
-
Overall
-
Performance
-
Story
On the mountain, the watcher seeks out evil women. And then they die. Two years ago, when Jake Hunt uncollared his slave, she committed suicide. Guilt-ridden, he will commit to a woman for one night only, devoting his energy to a mountain lodge that caters to a BDSM crowd.
-
-
Awesome narration-style and hot story.
- By ReadingMad100 on 08-08-18
By: Cherise Sinclair
-
Master of the Dark Side
- Mountain Masters & Dark Haven, Book 4
- By: Cherise Sinclair
- Narrated by: Kai Kennicott, Wen Ross
- Length: 3 hrs and 56 mins
- Unabridged
-
Overall
-
Performance
-
Story
Virgil's first taste of BDSM was disturbingly enticing. Hoping to burn out his interest, he visits an infamous San Francisco club, where he wins himself the prettiest little submissive he's ever seen. He's in a quandary. A man shouldn't render a woman helpless, let alone spank her ass. But the nervous little submissive clearly loves being in his ropes. Her need to be controlled is as powerful as his need to control. So he indulges himself, and her.
-
-
great story
- By Rose Hutton on 09-29-19
By: Cherise Sinclair
-
Master of Solitude
- Mountain Masters & Dark Haven, Volume 8
- By: Cherise Sinclair
- Narrated by: Kai Kennicott, Wen Ross
- Length: 9 hrs and 11 mins
- Unabridged
-
Overall
-
Performance
-
Story
Since childhood, Mallory McCabe has dreamed of falling in love with a hero. And then one saves her life. He's honest and blunt. Deadly, but filled with pain. Overpowering, yet ever so gentle with her. Oh yes, she's found her hero. Taking him to her bed is simply ... right. As is losing her heart. How could she have known he'd want nothing more to do with her?
-
-
AWESOME!
- By d.e.matthews on 02-01-18
By: Cherise Sinclair
-
My Liege of Dark Haven
- By: Cherise Sinclair
- Narrated by: Kai Kennicott, Wen Ross
- Length: 9 hrs and 58 mins
- Unabridged
-
Overall
-
Performance
-
Story
Threatened by university cutbacks, Professor Abigail Bern's only hope is to publish a provocative research paper - soon. Planning to covertly observe behavior in the notorious Dark Haven BDSM club, she takes a receptionist job. When the owner calls upon her to assist in a demonstration, she's appalled. Then fascinated. Under the unyielding hands of the master known as my Liege, she discovers a need to be more than an observer.
-
-
Oh My......
- By Terri on 04-01-17
By: Cherise Sinclair
-
Edge of the Enforcer
- By: Cherise Sinclair
- Narrated by: Kai Kennicott, Wen Ross
- Length: 10 hrs and 8 mins
- Unabridged
-
Overall
-
Performance
-
Story
Fleeing false murder charges, Lindsey lands in San Francisco. There she builds a satisfying life until, in the notorious Dark Haven BDSM club, she encounters deVries. Moth, meet flame. A security specialist and occasional mercenary, deVries needs an adorable submissive like a knife to the gut.
-
-
The Mercenary and the Murderer
- By KindleBabe on 01-14-17
By: Cherise Sinclair
-
Defiance
- Masters of the Shadowlands, Book 14
- By: Cherise Sinclair
- Narrated by: Noah Michael Levine, Erin deWard
- Length: 3 hrs and 13 mins
- Unabridged
-
Overall
-
Performance
-
Story
Z’s day begins with sadness. A phone call from a dying friend leaves psychologist Zachary Grayson determined to fulfill the old survivalist’s request - a send-off that will comfort his grieving sons. And then, it turns deadly. The death threat is only the beginning because the letter isn’t a hoax. Z walks out of his office into a barrage of bullets. He can take being shot at, but when the second shot splinters the empty child seat in his car, he’s shaken to the core. The horror of what would have happened if his little girl had been there spurs him to action.
-
-
This is a novella
- By Kristeen on 10-09-19
By: Cherise Sinclair
-
Master of the Abyss
- By: Cherise Sinclair
- Narrated by: Kai Kennicott, Wen Ross
- Length: 7 hrs and 31 mins
- Unabridged
-
Overall
-
Performance
-
Story
On the mountain, the watcher seeks out evil women. And then they die. Two years ago, when Jake Hunt uncollared his slave, she committed suicide. Guilt-ridden, he will commit to a woman for one night only, devoting his energy to a mountain lodge that caters to a BDSM crowd.
-
-
Awesome narration-style and hot story.
- By ReadingMad100 on 08-08-18
By: Cherise Sinclair
-
Master of the Dark Side
- Mountain Masters & Dark Haven, Book 4
- By: Cherise Sinclair
- Narrated by: Kai Kennicott, Wen Ross
- Length: 3 hrs and 56 mins
- Unabridged
-
Overall
-
Performance
-
Story
Virgil's first taste of BDSM was disturbingly enticing. Hoping to burn out his interest, he visits an infamous San Francisco club, where he wins himself the prettiest little submissive he's ever seen. He's in a quandary. A man shouldn't render a woman helpless, let alone spank her ass. But the nervous little submissive clearly loves being in his ropes. Her need to be controlled is as powerful as his need to control. So he indulges himself, and her.
-
-
great story
- By Rose Hutton on 09-29-19
By: Cherise Sinclair
-
Lethal Balance
- Sons of the Survivalist, Book 2
- By: Cherise Sinclair
- Narrated by: Gunnar Qualen, Jenna St. Claire
- Length: 12 hrs and 10 mins
- Unabridged
-
Overall
-
Performance
-
Story
His name means hunter. Once the best assassin in black ops, Cazador is now the best at saving lives. His path has changed from seeking bloody vengeance to running a health clinic in Rescue, Alaska. He will never again risk loving someone he can’t protect. His mother and sister were murdered in front of him, his fiancée slaughtered in a war zone. Despite his popularity with women, he’s determined to remain unattached. His heart can bear no more loss. Unfortunately, the universe isn’t listening.
-
-
So good!
- By Avid Reader on 11-27-20
By: Cherise Sinclair
-
Simon Says: Mine
- Mountain Masters & Dark Haven, Book 2
- By: Cherise Sinclair
- Narrated by: Wen Ross, Kai Kennicott
- Length: 3 hrs and 4 mins
- Unabridged
-
Overall
-
Performance
-
Story
With an empty nest and divorce in hand, Rona decides it's time to explore the fantasies that nourished her through a long, tedious marriage to a man whose idea of outrageous sex was leaving the lights on. At the top of her fantasy list is touring Dark Haven, the BDSM club, but she isn't prepared for the effect of a powerful Dom. When Master Simon takes control and introduces her to toys and sensations she's never felt before, she realizes he could fulfil every fantasy on her list all by himself.
-
-
I love Master Simon
- By Kindle Customer on 04-18-17
By: Cherise Sinclair
-
Master of Freedom
- By: Cherise Sinclair
- Narrated by: Paul Boehmer
- Length: 9 hrs and 16 mins
- Unabridged
-
Overall
-
Performance
-
Story
Detective Atticus Ware gave up Idaho to start again in the California mountains, close to his imprisoned brother. Although he's found good friends, the experienced Dominant wants more than the "do me" submissives flocking around him. He needs a woman to give her heart, as well as her body. After Virginia Cunningham exhausts herself propping up a failing relationship, she accepts a social worker job far, far away in a California prison.
-
-
Narrator killed the story
- By No Go on 03-16-19
By: Cherise Sinclair
-
Not a Hero
- Sons of the Survivalist, Book 1
- By: Cherise Sinclair
- Narrated by: Tor Thom, Charley Ongel
- Length: 10 hrs and 22 mins
- Unabridged
-
Overall
-
Performance
-
Story
In the Alaska wilderness, four streetwise boys became men...and brothers. Now, the crazy ex-military survivalist who plucked Gabriel and three other boys from an abusive foster care home has died. But the sarge leaves them a final mission: to revive the dying town of Rescue. Gabe is done with being a hero. Wounded in body and soul, the retired SEAL simply wants to remain holed up in his isolated cabin. He sure doesn’t want to be chief of police in some defunct town. But he has his orders.
-
-
Loved the story!
- By jennifer schultheis on 01-17-20
By: Cherise Sinclair
-
Master of the Mountain
- By: Cherise Sinclair
- Narrated by: Phil Gigante
- Length: 6 hrs and 42 mins
- Unabridged
-
Overall
-
Performance
-
Story
When Rebecca's boyfriend talks her into vacationing at a mountain lodge with his swing club, she quickly learns she's not cut out for playing musical beds. Now she has nowhere to sleep. Logan, the lodge owner, finds her freezing on the porch. After hauling her inside, he warms her in his own bed, and there the experienced Dom discovers that Rebecca might not be a swinger... but she is definitely a submissive.
-
-
Master of the Mountain
- By Dragonfly on 04-19-15
By: Cherise Sinclair
-
Beneath the Scars
- Masters of the Shadowlands, Volume 13
- By: Cherise Sinclair
- Narrated by: Noah Michael Levine, Erin Deward
- Length: 13 hrs and 1 min
- Unabridged
-
Overall
-
Performance
-
Story
Pregnant at 16, Josie learned the hard way about men and their empty promises. She picked herself up and is raising her 11-year-old son. By herself. And that’s the way she intends it to stay. Unfortunately, her impressionable boy becomes fascinated by the scruffy, intimidating biker who lives next door.
-
-
Holt was such a sweetie..normally doesn’t describe Dom
- By Lisa on 10-19-18
By: Cherise Sinclair
-
Mischief and the Masters
- Masters of the Shadowlands, Book 12
- By: Cherise Sinclair
- Narrated by: Noah Michael Levine, Erin deWard
- Length: 11 hrs and 48 mins
- Unabridged
-
Overall
-
Performance
-
Story
Her life destroyed by a stalker, Uzuri Cheval starts anew in Tampa and joins the exclusive Shadowlands club. Unconvinced of her claims that she can overcome her fear of big men without help, Master Z gives her a time limit. And she is improving - until she hears the stalker is out of prison. Now her time limit is up, and the Masters will intervene, which is okay - as long as whoever helps her is short. Okay, sweet and gentle would be good, too. But two Doms? Dangerously experienced and dauntingly powerful cousins? No way.
-
-
Love this series!
- By Susan D'Spain on 04-13-18
By: Cherise Sinclair
-
Eventide of the Bear
- The Wild Hunt Legacy, Book 3
- By: Cherise Sinclair
- Narrated by: Noah Michael Levine, Erin deWard
- Length: 12 hrs and 45 mins
- Unabridged
-
Overall
-
Performance
-
Story
All her life, Emma longed for someone to love. Instead, disaster sees the brand-new bard banished from her people for long lonely years. Injured saving a child, the werebear has to steal food from humans, breaking shifter Law. The territory’s Cosantir and his lethal grizzly warrior catch her in the act. To her surprise, she’s healed and welcomed. Obviously, they don’t know her past. But oh, she can’t resist being around other shifters - especially the captivatingly powerful warrior. Maybe she can stay...just a little while.
-
-
Emotional and Compelling Read
- By Christine Amsden on 09-24-20
By: Cherise Sinclair
-
This Is Who I Am
- Masters of the Shadowlands, Book 7
- By: Cherise Sinclair
- Narrated by: Noah Michael Levine, Erin deWard
- Length: 12 hrs and 14 mins
- Unabridged
-
Overall
-
Performance
-
Story
When trying to save a woman from slavers, Sam screwed up. Royally. Now Linda wants nothing to do with him. Or with BDSM. She won't even admit she's a masochist. As a dominant and sadist, he can give her what she needs, and when an opportunity arises he slips into her life, intending to make amends. She's everything he knew she would be...except for her bullheaded determination to be "normal".
-
-
I can't get enough of this series!
- By Coleen on 05-16-16
By: Cherise Sinclair
-
If Only
- Masters of the Shadowlands, Book 8
- By: Cherise Sinclair
- Narrated by: Noah Michael Levine, Erin Deward
- Length: 15 hrs and 15 mins
- Unabridged
-
Overall
-
Performance
-
Story
FBI special agents Galen and Vance have waited to play with Sally for a long time. When the mischievous submissive returns to the exclusive Shadowlands BDSM club after an ugly relationship, the experienced co-tops are more than pleased. Realizing she's suppressing deep-seated emotions, the powerful doms push her - only to find that her sassiness conceals a scarred and vulnerable heart.
-
-
Ok, definitely not the best in the series
- By V from Kansas on 11-24-16
By: Cherise Sinclair
-
To Command and Collar
- Masters of the Shadowlands, Book 6
- By: Cherise Sinclair
- Narrated by: Noah Michael Levine, Erin deWard
- Length: 13 hrs and 41 mins
- Unabridged
-
Overall
-
Performance
-
Story
Determined to find the human traffickers preying on Shadowlands' submissives, Master Raoul gets himself invited to a small slave auction. Once informed, the FBI orders him to reject the limited choices so the slavers will invite him to the big auction. To Raoul's shock, one of the slaves is the kidnapped friend of a Shadowlands sub. She has a scarred body...and an unbroken spirit. He can't leave her behind. Ruining the FBI's carefully laid plans, he buys her.
-
-
Story Good, Audio Quality Bad
- By greho on 05-17-18
By: Cherise Sinclair
-
Make Me, Sir
- Masters of the Shadowlands
- By: Cherise Sinclair
- Narrated by: Noah Michael Levine
- Length: 12 hrs and 17 mins
- Unabridged
-
Overall
-
Performance
-
Story
Across the country, rebellious BDSM submissives are being systematically kidnapped, one from each club. When her friend falls prey to the slavers, FBI victim specialist Gabrielle volunteers to be bait in a club not yet hit: the Shadowlands.
-
-
suspense with suspension?
- By erobbins33 on 10-06-15
By: Cherise Sinclair
Publisher's Summary
She signed away her freedom....
Starved for affection, young Piper Delaney surrenders her life to a master. But there is no love...only abuse. She’s told she can’t leave because she signed the slave contract. Years later, beaten and starving, she hears an English dom say the contract’s illegal. Unenforceable. And she runs.
She reclaims her life and rises above the nightmare that was her past.
But her enslavement left scars. She longs for love, but the only men who truly attract her also terrify her: dominants. Hoping to conquer her fears, she visits Dark Haven, but the sounds of the club are too much.
When a submissive panics, Sir Ethan steps in.
The powerful English dom recognizes the shivering submissive in his lap. Years before, he’d corrected her master’s deceit about a contract. She’s come a long way since then. Cynical at being pursued for his wealth, he finds Piper’s honesty compelling. She’s intelligent, brave...and she needs him. Which dom could resist?
He’s the dom she’d dreamed about - perceptive, firm, and utterly self-confident. His voice pulls her from panic attacks. His arms enclose her in safety. He treats her like a person, not something to mistreat. As he helps Piper overcome her fears, she starts to fall in love.
Then her past finds her and destroys...everything.
More from the same
What listeners say about I Will Not Beg
Reviews - Please select the tabs below to change the source of reviews.
-
Overall
-
Performance
-
Story
- LilleyLoohLah
- 10-31-19
A little bit too much servitude for me
I’ll start by saying that BDSM is not normally a genre I read but I got the opportunity to listen to this book, both narrators are favourites of mine, so I took a chance. The writing was great, the narration fantastic, the story though was a little too much BDSM for me. I do like dark romances, and I love alphas and controlling main characters, but I’m not a fan of the master servant practice, and that plays a large part in this story. The characters were likeable, but I wasn’t overly invested in them as a couple, in fact I think I preferred the cat ‘Churchill’ to Piper. Ethan however, did come across as a perfect Dom, so I can see that fans of true BDSM would love him. Not a genre I will be reading again soon, but if that’s your jam, I’m sure you’ll love it. Narration, as always perfect from both Kai Kennicott and Wen Ross.
2 people found this helpful
-
Overall
-
Performance
-
Story
- RC18
- 08-30-19
Great Addition to a wonderful series
Cherise Sinclair once again deftly brings the positive aspects of the BDSM lifestyle to life as well as addresses the possible dangerous pitfalls that can occur. Sir Ethan and Piper were a perfect pairing. Narrators Kai Kennicitt and Wen Ross did an outstanding job as well.
2 people found this helpful
-
Overall
-
Performance
-
Story
- ShyMo
- 07-21-20
Loved the story
Ethan and Piper’s story was a very interesting one. You know what happened. But reading / listening to determine how they would overcome the obstacles was worth every second. Definitely worth a read/listen.
1 person found this helpful
-
Overall
-
Performance
-
Story
- Kindle Customer
- 04-30-20
Great Book
I absolutely loved this book in both forms ! I recamend it to any everyone!
1 person found this helpful
-
Overall
-
Performance
-
Story
- Geeky Girl Review Cafe
- 02-23-20
Great book, awesome audible version!
I loved this book when I read it and have loved getting to listen to it several times now.
Wen and Kai are my personal favorites when it comes to book narrators, they do dual POV so well.
1 person found this helpful
-
Overall
-
Performance
-
Story
- Rhonda
- 11-08-19
Be still my beating heart
I read this story when it first came out and fell in love with the characters. Wen and Kai are just the icing on the cake in their narration of this awesome book. Cherise Sinclair is a one click buy for me and this was a beautiful story.
1 person found this helpful
-
Overall
-
Performance
-
Story
- Sara Ella
- 02-06-21
LOVE THIS SERIES - SEXY AND EDGY
This is my favorite of this series. There's so much action and each character is so well developed. Piper is struggling with her past as she tries moving forward with her new life. Ethan is the best master with a heart of gold. The audio is so easy to follow and the characters are well portrayed. Love the English accent <3
-
Overall
-
Performance
-
Story
- L.Sisson
- 11-26-20
Great team, Kenicott and Ross
I had such a strong reaction to the beginning of this book that it colored the way I felt about the entire story. Its hard to read about such significant abuse. Thank goodness I purchased the audio version which made it easier to get over the rough parts to get the feels for the good (read hot, loving) parts. Kenicott and Ross really bring it in this book! Thank you!💞. It allowed me to further appreciate Cherish's great writing.
My only complaint is the consistent mispronounced word, criminy. The first i is long!
-
Overall
-
Performance
-
Story
- Metalkarin
- 10-09-20
I’m in love
When I first read this story I was more engaged with Dixon and Stan than with the main characters. I’m not sure if it’s because I know the story or if it’s because the great narrators, but this time I also fell in love with Piper and Sir Ethan. What a skilled Dom and what a brave and strong submissive!
-
Overall
-
Performance
-
Story
- Dragonfly
- 07-23-20
I will not Beg!
I really liked this 9th foray into the Dark Haven series. It is a meaty book so you can really get into it. I loved Sir Ethan so much. Well worth the time to listen to it. Five Stars on this one! 🌟🌟🌟🌟🌟
-
Overall
-
Performance
-
Story

- Angel Parkinson
- 11-26-20
Smoking hot read!
I am fast becoming a lover of Cherise Sinclair’s books. She creates amazing dynamics between the main characters and the additional ones in the book. Brilliant humour and well developed storyline.
Kai Kennicott did an amazing job of her role as Piper and the other female characters. Wen Ross also did a good job, my only issue was with his posh British accent. It did make me chuckle, being a Brit myself, some of the words were a little ‘too posh’ if I can say that. Especially when he called Piper “Poppet” But laughing is better than cringing!
-
Overall
-
Performance
-
Story

- 🎧Mandy🎧 Sawyer 🎧Audiobook 🎧Obsession🎧 Reviewer🎧
- 05-19-20
Loved this book
Oh how I love a gentleman. This storyline has a lovely sweet protector that will melt your heart. Great narration from both Kai and Wen.
-
Overall
-
Performance
-
Story

- Caroline
- 09-01-19
I want a don 😍
Outing nothing more I can say GET The BOOK u will not be let down I swear 👌