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Hold Me

By: Courtney Milan
Narrated by: Xe Sands, Sean Crisden
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Jay na Thalang is a demanding, driven genius. He doesn't know how to stop or even slow down. The instant he lays eyes on Maria Lopez, he knows that she is a sexy distraction he can't afford. He's done his best to keep her at arm's length, and he's succeeded beyond his wildest dreams.

Maria has always been cautious. Now that her once-tiny, apocalypse-centered blog is hitting the mainstream, she's even more careful about preserving her online anonymity. She hasn't sent so much as a picture to the commenter she's interacted with for 18 months - not even after emails, hour-long chats, and a friendship that is slowly turning into more. Maybe one day they'll meet and see what happens.

But unbeknownst to them both, Jay is Maria's commenter. They've already met. They already hate each other. And two determined enemies are about to discover that they've been secretly falling in love.

©2016 Courtney Milan (P)2017 Courtney Milan

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Witty and heartwarming

Survivors guilt, academic arrogance, misogyny and pretention meets dirty jokes about lasers and a smart witty protagonist whose gender identity is not the center price of the story and I never knew how much I needed it until I started listening. I am impressed and I cant wait to read anything this author writes. The performance bouncing back and forth between narrators took me out of it but that's a personal preference.

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... but I liked it.

I liked the book, story and readers. Some subject areas were a little uncomfortable for me, but informative and I googled more to understand. Well written, very well read.

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Outstanding.

Very refreshing and original. Nice addition to this series. Excellent writing and loved the Bay Area setting.

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Tender and memorable

I struggle to be "woke," but my kids will tell you that I fail, miserably. I read what I'm most comfortable reading: authors I know, stories that fit familiar patterns, or recommendations from friends who know me. Transgender romances don't normally make it to my to-be-read lists, not because I consciously reject them but because I'd never think to give them a try. But when I love an author, I'm willing to try just about anything he or she has to offer. I love Courtney Milan. She is a talented wordmaster and a brilliant story teller who consistently delivers sensitive, passionate, and memorable romance. So if she offers up a transgender heroine, then I'll give it a go. And I'm so glad I did. Hold Me was a beautiful story. Because in the end, all stories are the same. If two individuals work up the nerve to take a chance on love in spite of life lessons shouting "BEWARE," then their love story has merit. I loved Hold Me; I look forward to the next chapter in the Cyclone series, and I hope we hear how Maria and Jay are doing, even as Ms. Milan introduces us to new characters with stories of their own.

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Another winner

Another great book by Milan. I loved the first one, and while I enjoyed the inclusivity of this one, I wasn't as invested in the story. Something about it just wasn't compelling enough. It was still honest and romantic and heartfelt but I feel like it was missing something. Not sure what. Maybe I've been reading too many romances recently and just need a break. Either way, I did really like this.

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*insert obligatory title here*

*insert obligatory 15 word review because all I want to do is rate the book*

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Just okay for me.

This book was not nearly as good as Trade Me. I had a very difficult time trying to get into this book. Other people may like it, but it was a struggle for me.

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Love her books!

This is no exception to her books, the strong female character who is academic.
But what is different is the transgender character. I wished a bit more into transgender's struggle. The family not able to understand and not supporting her in the change she choose is very meager but done to support the insecurities she has in her life.
It was my first female transgender book & I loved Milan's trade mark female personality mix!

As for the voices it was OK. But the variation is good.

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I do not comment but

Honestly it’s hard to hang in until the 21st chapters to get to the point. 2 details in the story you thought was going to mean something but it never did. It took all the way until 2 mins left in the books to end then you wonder REALLY. If any book that needed a book 2 it was this one. I’m so disappointed and it took me over A week to finish.

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Sweet story

Sweet story. I expected more interaction with the Cyclone crowd but good. Interesting to have a trans woman as the protagonist

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