Dealer to Healer

A Modern Tale of A F--cked Up Male

By: Liam Browne

Narrated by: Liam Browne

Length: 15 hrs and 54 mins

Publisher's summary

Do you want to find the inspiration to make positive changes? Want to overcome obstacles? Want to figure out what you're supposed to be doing with your life? Are you suffering from depression, and want a way out? Are you looking for some quirky inspiration? Then keep reading!

During this rapturous adventure, you will become empowered to take that step you have been putting off for so long. Let the true you step forward and dazzle the world. Become what you were born to be.

The story follows my journey from being a football-mad, lager-drinking, drug-taking, drug-dealing atheist in 2011 to, 12 months later, being in Guatemala for the end of the Mayan calendar and heading to Peru. Ayahuasca was calling me to the Amazon. The book interweaves my spiritual travels in the Americas and pivotal life events, like the death of my mother, domestic abuse, and dealing with depression. Suicide seemed the only option as my depression intensified. I thought drugs would be the best option, taking a large overdose of something. I didn't want to jump in front of a train or a car and ruin people's commute and cause disruption, and I didn't want to make a mess of it and end up a cabbage.

I said to my body and my mind, "I’m gonna give you three years to sort this out and try everything to get better. I’d have either happiness or death. If that meant becoming a monk, I’d do it; if it meant getting a sex change, I’d do it. I needed a path and direction. I needed something to live for. I wasn't going to loaf around. If I really wanted to die, I had to prove it to myself, and I had three years to do it."

Here we go....

©2019 Liam Browne (P)2020 Liam Browne

A journey of a book, loved it!

was unsure of this book when I picked it but was quickly drawn in. It took me on a roller coaster of emotions. It made me think, made me cry, made me smile and gave me hope. Liam Browne is relatable, wise and easy like Sunday morning. I could listen to him for a lifetime.

A Brilliantly Told Story Full Of Heart

Wow, wow, wow! I can’t remember the last time I felt so pulled into someone’s writing & voice, interpretive and spoken. Cheers, Liam on an excellent piece of art that is your life!! Gorgeous!!

Profoundly honest look at one mans self inquiry and journey to be a better human

This book triggered places with in me that I didn’t know I was still holding stories and needed to heal, through his totally candid open sharing I was able to make sense of past relationships and the workings of the masculine. To let go of my own ‘it’s me’ stories. A true inspiration on what it takes to change everything about ones self and best if all he is really funny. Also grateful that in a post book ayahuasca ceremony when it all got a bit intense I heard the voice of Liam Brown saying ‘sit up and be present with the medicine, do not lie down and fall I to the madness’ and I honestly think it was this that got me through the night. So much love for this insight, this man and his journey.