This one almost didn’t make it out of the vault.

I’ve recorded dozens of episodes over the last year and a half–at different points on my way to healing–as I grieved and found clarity. When I started shaping this season, I realized this one didn’t quite belong to where I’m headed now. But then I listened again. And I understood something important:

On the Record is my closure.

It is the moment I stopped circling the pain and finally named what happened–without apology or self-doubt or my incessant need for permission. It’s where acceptance settled in as opposed to the resignation and defeat of the past. It is acceptance that I did everything within my capacity, and that leaving wasn’t failure. It was completion.

I talk about why I wrote my resignation the way I did, why documentation matters, and why truth has to be recorded before institutions rewrite it. I reflect on building community without a blueprint, on watching that work be dismantled, and on the loneliness that comes when you realize a system wants the outcome but not the person who made it possible.

On the Record isn’t for spectacle. Like most of my recordings, it started as a conversation with myself, a way to listen back, to remember, and to heal my mind, heart, and soul. And in listening, I realized I had reached the end of a chapter–not just in my career, but in how I measure worth, balance, and belonging.

Season 2 was created because this chapter closed.

So, this is me putting it “on the record,” not to prove anything, but to move forward clear, grounded, and open to what comes next.

Sound Effect by freesound_community">https://pixabay.com/users/freesound_community-46691455/?utm_source=link-attribution&utm_medium=referral&utm_campaign=music&utm_content=31350">freesound_community from Pixabay">https://pixabay.com//?utm_source=link-attribution&utm_medium=referral&utm_campaign=music&utm_content=31350">Pixabay

I’ve been candid throughout this project so why stop now? In this episode I’ve decided to share a bit of about my struggles with anxiety, and how I’m overcoming it by embracing self-love and finding peace through my faith. I hope these reflections and insights leave you inspired to trust yourself and seek stillness amidst life's chaos. Tune in for the season finale by stepping into ‘Robins Hood’!

Time to tackle the unique challenges Black women face in professional settings. Inspired by Erica Stallings' article "When Black Women Go from Office Pet to Office Threat," I’m sharing my journey of self-discovery and resilience—from overcoming microaggressions to owning my worth and trusting in my purpose. Tune in to hear a story of navigating systemic biases and finding strength through faith and self-empowerment.

I’m ready to explore the significance of evolving both personally and within relationships. Reflecting on my early 30s experiences, and the challenges of the pandemic, I share about the events that inspired this journey towards personal growth, and what has helped me rediscover my individuality. I get into really candid stories about friendship and self-reflection, and discusses how evolving relationships, especially with my twin sister, have shaped my journey. ‘Evolving Friendships’ is an honest and uplifting dialogue about the power of change and the importance of deeper connections.

In this episode, I open up about the importance of self-honesty and transparency. I decided to delve into healing my inner child and overcoming past burdens, from family dynamics to intrusive thoughts. By sharing intimate stories and faith-driven insights, I aim to inspire you to embrace your own worth and seek renewal through self-acceptance and candor. Tune in for an exploration of personal growth, resilience, and the liberating power of being true to oneself.

Let's go! In the premiere I take you through my "Eat Pray Love" journey of self-discovery and spiritual renewal. I share how overcoming feelings of unworthiness and anger led to a powerful rebirth. Through daily prayers with my mom and a renewed relationship with God, I found purpose on a road to self-confidence. Listen as I candidly reflect on perseverance, forgiveness, and the power of self-love. ‘You Have a Great Purpose’ is for anyone seeking to reconnect with their inner strength and embrace their greater purpose.

In this deeply personal bonus episode, I feel the serene beauty of peace and introspection. I’m navigating through life's challenges by putting on my "armor of faith" and embracing my emotions. Let’s discuss the impact of dissociation on my life and how therapy and self-reflection have been crucial in this healing process. Inspired by Beyoncé’s musical genius, ‘They Didn’t Break My Soul’ is a testament to the strength and ambition that helped me reclaim my story and embrace my true self.