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In this week’s episode, I open up about something deeply personal that happened right before I hit record—a meditation that moved me to tears. I’ve spent the last year planting seeds, keeping my head down, and working with so much intention… and now I’m starting to feel those manifestations taking shape. It’s overwhelming in the most beautiful way.

I share how I approach manifestation from a place of light, love, and clarity—no dark energy, no spell work, just pure alignment, gratitude, and specificity. I talk about the lists I’ve written, the “movie clips” that randomly play in my mind, and why tapping into your own intuition and purpose can change everything. If you’ve ever wondered how to manifest with intention—or if you’re simply craving a reminder that your dreams are allowed to be big—this episode is for you.

Episode Highlights:

[0:22] – Opening up about meditation, emotions, and why the tears flowed
[1:05] – The truth about manifestation and clearing up common misconceptions
[2:18] – Making deeply specific lists and noticing “movie clip” visions
[3:40] – How intuition and intentional thinking guide my manifestations
[5:05] – Full-moon energy, rituals, and the plaques that keep me aligned
[7:01] – Reflecting on my toxic divorce, healing, and finding gratitude
[8:10] – Dreaming bigger than ever and stepping into my purpose
[9:35] – Using manifestation for light and love—not darkness
[10:20] – Inviting listeners to reach out, connect, and stay anonymous
[10:37] – Where to find me on social media and when new episodes drop

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In this week’s episode, I’m opening up about something I touched on earlier today over on TikTok—why it is okay to talk about the realities of a toxic divorce, and why sharing our experiences doesn’t automatically mean we’re “bashing” anyone. I’m diving deeper into what it means to tell the truth, stand in your emotional maturity, and use your story as a beacon for others who feel like they’re barely surviving the storm.

I also explore what healing has actually looked like for me—how far I’ve come, the resilience I didn’t even know I had, and the profound peace I’ve found in my new life. If you’re navigating isolation, confusion, or the aftershocks of someone else’s destructive behavior, this episode will help you feel understood, validated, and far less alone.

Episode Highlights:

[0:02] – Welcoming everyone and setting the intention for open conversation.
[0:22] – Expanding on today’s TikTok about sharing the truth of a toxic divorce.
[1:05] – Why telling my story matters and how it supports and inspires others.
[2:45] – The court attempt to shut down the podcast—and what the ruling affirmed.
[3:18] – Speaking truthfully vs. “bashing” and why emotional intelligence matters.
[4:20] – The scale of the smear campaign and the isolation it created.
[5:20] – Reflecting on the painful dynamics from the marriage and divorce.
[6:41] – The sleep-schedule differences and the inconsiderate behaviors that escalated.
[7:30] – Reclaiming peace, joy, and freedom in my new home and new chapter.
[8:15] – Why sharing my story establishes trust for those seeking mentorship.
[9:05] – My commitment to helping others rise from their own ashes.
[9:50] – How to connect with me and where to find my social media platforms.

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In this deeply personal episode, I reflect on a powerful reel that brought me right back to one of the darkest seasons of my life—my divorce. I share what it felt like to be in that deep place of despair and isolation, and how I reached out to a higher power when no one else could truly understand what I was going through. This episode isn’t just about pain—it's about resilience, emotional intelligence, and the healing journey that unfolds when you’re willing to surrender and rebuild from the inside out.

I talk candidly about what it means to seek support, the limitations of human advice, and why turning inward—and upward—was the only thing that helped me pull myself out of the darkness. If you've ever felt misunderstood, betrayed, or broken, this conversation is for you. My hope is that my story will help light the path for yours.

Episode Highlights:

[0:21] - A touching reel about love, strength, and asking for help sparks deep reflection
[1:34] - Remembering the lowest point during my divorce and the desperate need for support
[2:41] - Turning to God when no one else could understand my pain
[4:55] - The risks of seeking advice from others with their own unhealed wounds
[6:14] - Pulling back from sharing and embracing spiritual guidance instead
[7:58] - Battling isolation, a smear campaign, and staying grounded in my truth
[9:44] - Trusting in karmic justice and letting go of revenge
[11:15] - Reaffirming my mission to inspire and uplift others through this podcast

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Hey everyone, I can hardly believe it – this is my 50th episode of The Music of Life! As I sat down to record, I found myself reflecting on how much has unfolded since that very first episode nearly a year ago. This milestone felt like the perfect moment to pause, express my gratitude, and share something a little extra special.

In this episode, I dive into the powerful energy of November’s Full Beaver Moon – the brightest supermoon of the year – and the rituals and manifestations that can align with this celestial moment. I also talk about how vulnerability is a true measure of courage, and how showing up authentically has been the heart of this podcast journey for me. I’ve got some exciting updates to share about what’s coming next for Season Three – including guests(!) – so don’t miss it!

Episode Highlights:

[0:20] - Reflecting on reaching 50 episodes and nearly a full year of podcasting
[1:05] - A heartfelt thank you to loyal listeners and supporters
[1:26] - Introducing the Beaver Moon: what it is and its spiritual significance
[2:15] - Rituals and manifestation ideas tied to the Beaver Moon in Taurus
[3:30] - Caryn’s personal take on using supermoon energy for intention setting
[4:26] - Vulnerability as a courageous act and its link to authenticity
[5:30] - How this podcast has been a space for honesty, healing, and growth
[6:00] - A sneak peek at Season Three and upcoming guest appearances
[6:52] - Where to connect and keep up with Caryn online

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Hey friends, it’s Caryn, and in this week’s episode, I’m diving into a very raw, very real experience I had recently — one of those days where everything just hits the fan emotionally. If you’ve ever had to deal with a toxic relationship or ongoing tension with an ex, this one’s for you. I talk about the power of compartmentalization, choosing healing over reacting, and how to take negative energy and turn it into something meaningful and uplifting.

I’m sharing two moments that truly shifted my energy — both involved giving love and encouragement to complete strangers who needed a little light. These moments reminded me of what I’m here to do, and I hope they inspire you to recognize your own power to rise above and be a force of good. Tune in for a dose of vulnerability, reflection, and a whole lot of heart.

Episode Highlights:

[0:21] - A rough day, emotional triggers, and navigating harassment from my ex
[1:40] - Practicing compartmentalization during toxic divorce aftermath
[2:54] - Replacing negative energy with positive action
[3:40] - Responding to a sincere question in a divorce group about dating and distance
[5:50] - The unexpected joy of being seen and appreciated for spreading encouragement
[6:07] - Uplifting a TikTok creator bravely sharing her story of abuse
[7:30] - A reminder of why sharing our truth and lifting others matters so much
[8:45] - Reflecting on how these acts of kindness transformed my day
[9:25] - Asking for your feedback and ideas for future episodes
[9:55] - Where to find me: TikTok, Instagram, Facebook, and my website

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TikTok: @iamcarynportnoy

Instagram: @the_music_of_life_55

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Hey everyone, it’s Caryn! I'm back after a short break, and this week I'm opening up about a powerful, life-shifting trip to California — a journey that truly marked the beginning of my new chapter. While I can’t quite reveal the full story yet (soon, I promise!), I dive into the emotions, the energy, and the transformation I experienced. This episode is raw and real — it’s about stepping into a new version of myself while staying grounded in the work of healing and helping others.

I also share two deeply personal stories about people from my past unexpectedly coming back into my life — and how those reconnections are challenging me, inspiring me, and reminding me why I do what I do. From emotional wounds to spiritual alignment, I reflect on the difference between helping and fixing, and what it really means to walk with someone through their healing journey. Plus, I give a behind-the-scenes peek at my growing presence on TikTok and Instagram, and how it's all aligning with my purpose.

Episode Highlights:

[0:22] – Why I skipped the last two weeks and how California changed everything
[1:33] – A powerful reconnection with a friend from my past and what I learned trying to “fix” him
[3:50] – A personal breakthrough: realizing it’s not my job to fix people — it’s to inspire through my own growth
[4:16] – A heartfelt message and review from someone I’ve helped — and why it meant so much
[5:50] – Another old friend reaches out after watching my TikToks — a story of inner child wounds and resistance
[7:22] – The difficult truth: some people aren’t ready to heal (and that’s okay)
[8:31] – God’s timing, repeated cycles, and learning when to lead and when to let go
[10:12] – Why social media is becoming a powerful extension of this podcast
[11:30] – Exciting things ahead: staying connected, sharing more, and helping others formally

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Instagram: @the_music_of_life_55

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Hey friends — I’m back from an incredible weekend, and I couldn’t wait to share what unfolded. In this episode, I reflect on my experience attending and speaking at the Empowered Podcasting 2.0 conference — and let me just say, it was next level. From deep conversations and spiritual moments to unexpected connections and soul-level friendships, this weekend was one for the books.

I talk about what it was like to speak on a panel for the first time, how I chose to share from the heart, and what happened when I did. You’ll hear about powerful moments with fellow podcasters, the aura insight that left me speechless, and a conversation with a man navigating his own healing journey. This one is all about truth, community, and the transformational power of showing up as your full, authentic self.

Episode Highlights:

[0:22] - Why I skipped last week’s episode and where I’ve been
[0:56] - Behind the scenes of the Empowered Podcasting 2.0 conference
[1:44] - Meeting online friends IRL and how quickly bonds form
[2:59] - What it means to be in a room full of podcasters and why it felt so special
[3:33] - Speaking on the panel — from divorce to healing and transformation
[5:00] - Receiving unexpected support and validation after sharing my story
[6:22] - A powerful aura reading and what it revealed about my energy
[7:12] - Unexpected deep conversations and spiritual connections
[8:13] - Chatting with a man exploring healing through psychedelics
[9:27] - Why I don’t listen to other podcasts — staying grounded in my own voice
[10:47] - Gratitude for my producer, new friends, and this unforgettable experience
[11:50] - How to reach me, share your stories, and get involved with the show

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Hey friends! In this episode, I’m diving deep into something we all experience when we’re on the brink of something big—those moments when fear and excitement blur together. As I get closer to a dream I’ve had for over a decade finally coming true, I’m noticing just how intertwined those two emotions can be. And I’m not alone in that feeling, right?

I share some really personal reflections on how I’ve navigated fear—especially the kind that creeps in when life stretches you out of your comfort zone. From learning to sit with the unknown to fully owning the strength it took to rebuild my life, I’m getting honest about what it looks like to show up scared and do it anyway. This one’s for anyone who’s ever had a big dream and needed a little push to keep going. You’re going to feel seen and inspired—I promise.

Episode Highlights:

[0:22] - The blurry line between fear and excitement as a decade-long dream approaches
[2:48] - Embracing fear without letting it take control
[4:45] - The importance of stretching ourselves out of our comfort zones
[6:42] - Crawling out of a dark chapter and learning self-reliance through healing
[8:30] - Building strength through adversity and why “what doesn’t kill you” really does make you stronger
[9:58] - Creating a new rhythm for life: work-life balance, self-care, and purpose
[10:53] - Redefining success and working smart, not hard
[13:40] - Where to connect with me online and stay in the loop

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