“Every morning for 15 years, my first thought was: ‘How will I kill myself today?’ I put a gun to my head at 19—it misfired. That moment began a journey into the wild that saved my life and revealed an ancient path back to wholeness.”Most men today are living someone else's life, domesticated beyond recognition, severed from the primal wildness that once kept us alive and thriving. The result? Epidemic levels of depression, addiction, and spiritual emptiness that no amount of success can fill.In this raw conversation, wilderness guide Ned Weiner shares how tracking animals taught him to track his inner wildness, how nature became his therapist when therapy failed, and why the modern crisis of masculinity is actually a crisis of disconnection from our deepest selves.If you've ever felt like you're pushing a boulder up a mountain alone, this conversation offers a different path—one that leads home to who you really are.CONNECT WITH NEDwww.stepintoyourwild.com/🔥 READY TO STOP DRIFTING? → Take The 7-Day Reset for High-Performing Men: https://www.stumurray.com/7-day-reset Seven questions that separate the men who change from the men who stay stuck. Most won't finish it.ABOUT STU MURRAY & BROTHRI help high-performing men break free from the performance prison that's left them successful on the outside but hollow within. This channel is your roadmap from isolation to brotherhood, from achievement to fulfillment, from doing to being.🔺Key Timestamps :00:01:54 Rivers, mountains, and horses kept him alive → the birth of "Step Into Your Wild" 00:08:30 Store-bought food vs. honoring the hunt → deeper nourishment and connection 00:14:36 You don’t need gear to connect with nature + surviving suicide attempts through tracking 00:19:30 Tracking animals as a metaphor for tracking your inner wildness 00:36:45 Offering pain to nature → aloneness and the Sisyphus boulder struggle 00:41:49 Why asking for help feels so hard in Western culture 00:46:15 Learning to receive → reciprocity and growth in relationships 00:55:04 Healing in relationship with people and the land (fire, stars, moonlight) 01:01:05 Writing as healing → shifting from victim to creator 01:17:58 Closing message: “Just take that first step” → a life beyond imagination is waiting

Strong men don’t say "I have to," "I need to," or "I should"—but most guys leak power through this victim language without realizing it. These three phrases instantly signal weakness and make you appear untrustworthy to your wife, kids, and colleagues.If you're tired of feeling powerless, resentful, or like you're constantly seeking approval, this simple language shift will help you reclaim your masculine authority. I'll show you exactly how to reframe weak language into confident leadership communication that makes people want to follow you.The result? You'll stop giving your power away, eliminate resentment, and become the grounded leader your family needs.CONNECT WITH WAYNEwww.instagram.com/asacredking🔥 READY TO STOP DRIFTING? → Take The 7-Day Reset for High-Performing Men: https://www.stumurray.com/7-day-reset Seven questions that separate the men who change from the men who stay stuck. Most won't finish it.ABOUT STU MURRAY & BROTHRI help high-performing men break free from the performance prison that's left them successful on the outside but hollow within. This channel is your roadmap from isolation to brotherhood, from achievement to fulfillment, from doing to being.🔺Key Timestamps :00:00 - The 3 phrases that secretly weaken men ("I have to, I need to, I should") 00:01:00 - A real story: a man on the edge of divorce repeating "I have to" 00:02:30 - Why saying "I need to" kills confidence and trust 00:03:50 - Reframing chores: from "I need to" → "I choose to" 00:06:00 - The powerful framework: "I choose to [action] because I value [belief]" 00:08:00 - How childhood trains us to give away our choices 00:12:50 - The path to fulfillment: reclaiming power through conscious choice

Most men are performing strength instead of embodying it – and women can sense it from a mile away. After Wayne Barkus’ divorce, he discovered he was choking on his own truth, seeking approval from everyone except himself. This conversation reveals why the age of uninitiated men is ending and what rises from the ashes.

We explore the invisible forces keeping men sedated, the difference between fitting in and belonging, and why women are exhausted carrying the weight of potential. From the collapse of masculine mentorship to the urgent need for modern initiation – this isn't just another self-help conversation.

Wayne shares his journey from performing for approval to self-sourcing his worth, and why the real work begins when comfort ends. If you've ever felt successful but empty, achieved everything yet satisfied nothing, this mirror might sting – but it could change your life.

CONNECT WITH WAYNE : www.instagram.com/asacredking

🔥 READY TO STOP DRIFTING? → Take The 7-Day Reset for High-Performing Men: https://www.stumurray.com/7-day-reset Seven questions that separate the men who change from the men who stay stuck.

Most won't finish it.ABOUT STU MURRAY & BROTHR

I help high-performing men break free from the performance prison that's left them successful on the outside but hollow within. This channel is your roadmap from isolation to brotherhood, from achievement to fulfillment, from doing to being.

🔺Key Timestamps :

00:00 – Cracking open in therapy & meeting real men

02:47 – Realizing the hero’s journey & the power of talking

08:05 – Facing betrayal of self & the missing spiritual initiation

11:20 – Childhood conditioning: “man up” & suppress emotions

17:20 – The call of the awakened warrior & peeling back layers

19:16 – The age of the uninitiated man is ending

26:54 – Why men can’t mature while seeking parental approval

29:36 – Women sensing truth & unsafe “I’m fine” responses

41:26 – The dark engine: disconnection from spirit & creativity

1:06:23 – Initiation begins with one step – Rumi’s wisdom