Episodios

  • Part 1: I Felt From The Depths Of My Soul That I Was Breaking | A Mother's Stillbirth Story

    Part 1: I Felt From The Depths Of My Soul That I Was Breaking | A Mother's Stillbirth Story
    Feb 1 2026

    This is part 1 of 2.

    Winter speaks with Liz about her sweet little Ellie who was diagnosed with Trisomy 18 and was stillborn at 38 weeks 2 days. Liz talks about all the joy they felt when they found out that they were pregnant, but also all the pain they experienced when the tests revealed that there were some major issues.

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    Links (some of these links are affiliate links, which means we may get a small commission off your purchase, at no extra cost to you):
    Website: http://stillapartofus.com/
    Grief Support Groups: https://nationalshare.org/

    Mom Music: "Flickering Flame" by Josh Woodward. Free download: http://joshwoodward.com/​​

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    1 h y 34 m
  • I'm Still Making Things That Remind Me Of My Baby | Advice From A Mother Of Loss

    I'm Still Making Things That Remind Me Of My Baby | Advice From A Mother Of Loss
    Jan 25 2026

    Winter has a conversation with Ellie about what has help her in the grieving process after her son Levon was stillborn at 32 weeks.


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    Donate: https://ko-fi.com/stillapartofus


    SUBSCRIBE to our YouTube channel for more birth stories from families who have experienced a stillbirth or infant loss. We're grateful that you're part of our community! https://www.youtube.com/stillapartofus

    SUBSCRIBE to our podcast Still A Part of Us, wherever you find podcasts.

    Links (some of these links are affiliate links, which means we may get a small commission off your purchase, at no extra cost to you):
    Website: http://stillapartofus.com/
    Grief Support Groups: https://nationalshare.org/


    #stillbirthstory #stillborn #stillbornstory #birthstory #infantloss #infantdeath #babydeath #stillmychild #podcast #birthstories #babyloss #mybabydied #bereavedmother #bereavedfather #infantlossawareness #dadsgrievetoo #mamasgrief #pals #childloss #lifeafterloss #saytheirnames #babylossawareness #breakingthesilence #grievingmom #grievingdad #bereavedparents #pregnancyandinfantlossawarenessmonth
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    45 m
  • I Wish I Could Have Slowed The Process To Have More Time With Him | A Stillborn Mother's Story

    I Wish I Could Have Slowed The Process To Have More Time With Him | A Stillborn Mother's Story
    Jan 18 2026

    Ellie talks with Winter about her son Levon, who was stillborn at 32 weeks for unknown reasons. Ellie talks about being up in Alaska and working with the midwife team to get ready to welcome her little son soon. Ellie talks about how towards the end of the pregnancy there were just some things that weren't like her previous births.

    Ellie has asked to not use any photos of Levon.

    DONATE $5 (aka "buy us a coffee/hot cocoa") to support the continued production of these stories. We appreciate all the help toward production and hosting costs.

    Or if you want to purchase an "Always a Part of Us" Legacy Gift for $20, you'll be providing to one of these families that shares their story, full transcriptions, mp3s, and mp4s of the recordings of their baby's birth story and advice episodes for their family history records. You will also get a shout-out on an upcoming episode. Thank you!
    Donate: https://ko-fi.com/stillapartofus


    SUBSCRIBE to our YouTube channel for more birth stories from families who have experienced a stillbirth or infant loss. We're grateful that you're part of our community! https://www.youtube.com/stillapartofus

    SUBSCRIBE to our podcast Still A Part of Us, wherever you find podcasts.

    Links (some of these links are affiliate links, which means we may get a small commission off your purchase, at no extra cost to you):
    Website: http://stillapartofus.com/
    Grief Support Groups: https://nationalshare.org/

    Mom Music: "Flickering Flame" by Josh Woodward. Free download: http://joshwoodward.com/​​


    #stillbirthstory #stillborn #stillbornstory #birthstory #infantloss #infantdeath #babydeath #stillmychild #podcast #birthstories #babyloss #mybabydied #bereavedmother #bereavedfather #infantlossawareness #dadsgrievetoo #mamasgrief #pals #childloss #lifeafterloss #saytheirnames #babylossawareness #breakingthesilence #grievingmom #grievingdad #bereavedparents #pregnancyandinfantlossawarenessmonth
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    1 h y 30 m
  • I Get To Volunteer In The Most Sacred Spaces | Advice From A Mother Of Loss

    I Get To Volunteer In The Most Sacred Spaces | Advice From A Mother Of Loss
    Jan 11 2026

    Melanie talks with Winter about finding a group of women who helped her through the difficult times right aft the loss of Bennett, who passed one day after his birth due to left ventricular non-compaction (LVNC). Melanie talks about finding out about the organization Now I Lay Me Down to Sleep ( https://www.nowilaymedowntosleep.org/ ) and what they do for mourning parents by taking photos and touching up photos of their children.

    DONATE $5 (aka "buy us a coffee/hot cocoa") to support the continued production of these stories. We appreciate all the help toward production and hosting costs.

    Or if you want to purchase an "Always a Part of Us" Legacy Gift for $20, you'll be providing to one of these families that shares their story, full transcriptions, mp3s, and mp4s of the recordings of their baby's birth story and advice episodes for their family history records. You will also get a shout-out on an upcoming episode. Thank you!
    Donate: https://ko-fi.com/stillapartofus


    SUBSCRIBE to our YouTube channel for more birth stories from families who have experienced a stillbirth or infant loss. We're grateful that you're part of our community! https://www.youtube.com/stillapartofus

    SUBSCRIBE to our podcast Still A Part of Us, wherever you find podcasts.

    Links (some of these links are affiliate links, which means we may get a small commission off your purchase, at no extra cost to you):
    Website: http://stillapartofus.com/
    Grief Support Groups: https://nationalshare.org/

    If you are experiencing thoughts of suicide or harming yourself, call 988

    #stillbirthstory #stillborn #stillbornstory #birthstory #infantloss #infantdeath #babydeath #stillmychild #podcast #birthstories #babyloss #mybabydied #bereavedmother #bereavedfather #infantlossawareness #dadsgrievetoo #mamasgrief #pals #childloss #lifeafterloss #saytheirnames #babylossawareness #breakingthesilence #grievingmom #grievingdad #bereavedparents #pregnancyandinfantlossawarenessmonth
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    31 m
  • They Didn't Know What Was Going On With Him After His Birth | A Mother's Story Of Loss

    They Didn't Know What Was Going On With Him After His Birth | A Mother's Story Of Loss
    Jan 4 2026

    Melanie talks with Winter about the birth of his son Bennett, who passed away due to undiagnosed left ventricular non-compaction (LVNC) after one day. Melanie talks about how she was overseas when she gave birth to Bennett and how the staff didn't really communicate what was happening to Bennett and his condition.

    DONATE $5 (aka "buy us a coffee/hot cocoa") to support the continued production of these stories. We appreciate all the help toward production and hosting costs.

    Or if you want to purchase an "Always a Part of Us" Legacy Gift for $20, you'll be providing to one of these families that shares their story, full transcriptions, mp3s, and mp4s of the recordings of their baby's birth story and advice episodes for their family history records. You will also get a shout-out on an upcoming episode. Thank you!
    Donate: https://ko-fi.com/stillapartofus

    SUBSCRIBE to our YouTube channel for more birth stories from families who have experienced a stillbirth or infant loss. We're grateful that you're part of our community! https://www.youtube.com/stillapartofus

    SUBSCRIBE to our podcast Still A Part of Us, wherever you find podcasts.

    Links (some of these links are affiliate links, which means we may get a small commission off your purchase, at no extra cost to you):
    Website: http://stillapartofus.com/
    Grief Support Groups: https://nationalshare.org/

    Mom Music: "Flickering Flame" by Josh Woodward. Free download: http://joshwoodward.com/​​

    #stillbirthstory #stillborn #stillbornstory #birthstory #infantloss #infantdeath #babydeath #stillmychild #podcast #birthstories #babyloss #mybabydied #bereavedmother #bereavedfather #infantlossawareness #dadsgrievetoo #mamasgrief #pals #childloss #lifeafterloss #saytheirnames #babylossawareness #breakingthesilence #grievingmom #grievingdad #bereavedparents #pregnancyandinfantlossawarenessmonth
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    1 h y 2 m
  • What Has Helped Me During The Holiday Season | Advice From A Loss Parent

    What Has Helped Me During The Holiday Season | Advice From A Loss Parent
    Dec 21 2025

    Lee goes over somethings that has helped him navigate the holiday season after the passing of his son Brannan.

    DONATE $5 (aka "buy us a coffee/hot cocoa") to support the continued production of these stories. We appreciate all the help toward production and hosting costs.

    Or if you want to purchase an "Always a Part of Us" Legacy Gift for $20, you'll be providing to one of these families that shares their story, full transcriptions, mp3s, and mp4s of the recordings of their baby's birth story and advice episodes for their family history records. You will also get a shout-out on an upcoming episode. Thank you!
    Donate: https://ko-fi.com/stillapartofus

    SUBSCRIBE to our YouTube channel for more birth stories from families who have experienced a stillbirth or infant loss. We're grateful that you're part of our community! https://www.youtube.com/stillapartofus

    SUBSCRIBE to our podcast Still A Part of Us, wherever you find podcasts.

    Links (some of these links are affiliate links, which means we may get a small commission off your purchase, at no extra cost to you):
    Website: http://stillapartofus.com/
    Grief Support Groups: https://nationalshare.org/


    #stillbirthstory #stillborn #stillbornstory #birthstory #infantloss #infantdeath #babydeath #stillmychild #podcast #birthstories #babyloss #mybabydied #bereavedmother #bereavedfather #infantlossawareness #dadsgrievetoo #mamasgrief #pals #childloss #lifeafterloss #saytheirnames #babylossawareness #breakingthesilence #grievingmom #grievingdad #bereavedparents #pregnancyandinfantlossawarenessmonth
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    8 m
  • I Was So Hopeful When He Was In The NICU | A Father's Story Of Loss

    I Was So Hopeful When He Was In The NICU | A Father's Story Of Loss
    Dec 14 2025

    Aaron talks with Lee about his son Anakin and who the last couple of years has been since the passing of Anakin at 8 day old. Aaron talks about finding a good therapist who has help him to understand the emotions and the grief that he is feeling. Aaron also talks about the Sad Dads Club (https://saddadsclub.org/) and how they have helped him to feel not so isolated in his grief.

    DONATE $5 (aka "buy us a coffee/hot cocoa") to support the continued production of these stories. We appreciate all the help toward production and hosting costs.

    Or if you want to purchase an "Always a Part of Us" Legacy Gift for $20, you'll be providing to one of these families that shares their story, full transcriptions, mp3s, and mp4s of the recordings of their baby's birth story and advice episodes for their family history records. You will also get a shout-out on an upcoming episode. Thank you!
    Donate: https://ko-fi.com/stillapartofus


    SUBSCRIBE to our YouTube channel for more birth stories from families who have experienced a stillbirth or infant loss. We're grateful that you're part of our community! https://www.youtube.com/stillapartofus

    SUBSCRIBE to our podcast Still A Part of Us, wherever you find podcasts.

    Links (some of these links are affiliate links, which means we may get a small commission off your purchase, at no extra cost to you):
    Website: http://stillapartofus.com/
    Grief Support Groups: https://nationalshare.org/


    #stillbirthstory #stillborn #stillbornstory #birthstory #infantloss #infantdeath #babydeath #stillmychild #podcast #birthstories #babyloss #mybabydied #bereavedmother #bereavedfather #infantlossawareness #dadsgrievetoo #mamasgrief #pals #childloss #lifeafterloss #saytheirnames #babylossawareness #breakingthesilence #grievingmom #grievingdad #bereavedparents #pregnancyandinfantlossawarenessmonth
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    14 m
  • In My House He Will Always Be Remembered | A Father's Story Of Loss

    In My House He Will Always Be Remembered | A Father's Story Of Loss
    Dec 7 2025

    Aaron and Lee talk about little Anakin, who passed at 7 days due to a virus. Aaron talks about how Anakin was born early and spent time in the NICU, but contracted an unknown virus and quickly became unresponsive. Aaron talks about how he and his wife had to make the final decision to stop life extending measure and how they held him till the end.

    DONATE $5 (aka "buy us a coffee/hot cocoa") to support the continued production of these stories. We appreciate all the help toward production and hosting costs.

    Or if you want to purchase an "Always a Part of Us" Legacy Gift for $20, you'll be providing to one of these families that shares their story, full transcriptions, mp3s, and mp4s of the recordings of their baby's birth story and advice episodes for their family history records. You will also get a shout-out on an upcoming episode. Thank you!
    Donate: https://ko-fi.com/stillapartofus


    SUBSCRIBE to our YouTube channel for more birth stories from families who have experienced a stillbirth or infant loss. We're grateful that you're part of our community! https://www.youtube.com/stillapartofus

    SUBSCRIBE to our podcast Still A Part of Us, wherever you find podcasts.

    Links (some of these links are affiliate links, which means we may get a small commission off your purchase, at no extra cost to you):
    Website: http://stillapartofus.com/
    Grief Support Groups: https://nationalshare.org/

    Dad Music: "She Dreams in Blue" by Josh Woodward. Free download: http://joshwoodward.com/​​

    #stillbirthstory #stillborn #stillbornstory #birthstory #infantloss #infantdeath #babydeath #stillmychild #podcast #birthstories #babyloss #mybabydied #bereavedmother #bereavedfather #infantlossawareness #dadsgrievetoo #mamasgrief #pals #childloss #lifeafterloss #saytheirnames #babylossawareness #breakingthesilence #grievingmom #grievingdad #bereavedparents #pregnancyandinfantlossawarenessmonth
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    56 m