“I’ve made mistakes… but I want Jesus to say ‘well done.’” — Mike Baldwin shares the faith that sustained him as a First Responder.In Part 1, we heard how former law enforcement officer Mike Baldwin’s career shaped his perspective on service, identity, and the unseen spiritual battles faced by First Responders. In Part 2, the conversation moves deeper, into faith, intentionality, and the eternal “why” behind the badge.In this powerful continuation, host Jeremy Wade sits down with Mike Baldwin, former Arizona law enforcement officer, to explore what it truly means to live with Courage, Faith, and purpose in one of the most demanding professions in the world. Baldwin shares how many First Responders unknowingly anchor their identity in the uniform, only to discover that the job alone cannot sustain the weight of trauma, responsibility, and moral decision-making.Drawing from decades of experience in law enforcement, Baldwin offers practical wisdom on maintaining spiritual strength while navigating high-pressure decisions, exposure to darkness, and the emotional toll of serving others. Through personal stories, from split-second decisions in the field to quiet moments comforting victims on their worst days, he reveals how faith transforms not just how officers work, but how they see people.At the heart of this episode is Mission First Alliance’s calling: reaching an often-overlooked mission field, the First Responder community, with hope that lasts beyond the shift. Baldwin’s expertise in leadership, character development, and faith integration provides a roadmap for living intentionally, leading with integrity, and pursuing a life that seeks eternal approval rather than temporary recognition.This conversation challenges listeners to move beyond performance-based faith and toward daily spiritual discipline, showing how small, consistent choices build resilience, clarity, and lasting impact both on and off duty.Through honest reflection and hard-earned insight, this episode speaks directly to First Responders, families, and anyone seeking to live with deeper Courage and Faith in difficult environments. It’s a reminder that influence isn’t built through loud words, but through consistent, Christ-centered living that others can trust.Because in the end, the greatest success isn’t recognition on earth, it’s hearing “well done.”Mission First Alliance is a national non-profit bringing Real Hope to first responders and their families. We believe the first responder culture is one of the greatest unseen mission fields in our country today, and it’s a mission too important to do alone. Connect: Subscribe to our email list: www.missionfirstalliance.com/email-sign-upJoin the Alliance: Do you have a desire to join us in the effort to bring Real Hope to first responders? Are you a First Responder looking for a community, encouragement and support? Become a member. Membership is Free: https://missionfirstalliance.com/membership/Contact Us: Reach out to our team at: https://missionfirstalliance.com/contact-us/Share: Help us grow the mission. Share this podcast and mission with others. Because every first responder needs Real Hope.Follow UsWebsite: https://missionfirstalliance.comFacebook: https://www.facebook.com/missionfirstallianceInstagram: https://www.instagram.com/missionfirstalliance/YouTube: https://www.youtube.com/@MissionFirstAllianceContent AdvisoryThis episode includes honest discussions about the experiences of first responders and the challenges they face. Graphic situations may be distressing for some listeners and younger audiences. Discretion is advised.This conversation is shared to bring awareness, hope, and encouragement to those serving on the front lines. If this episode connects with you, reach out or seek trusted professional support. You are not alone.

What if God sent you to make a difference? In Part 1, veteran law enforcement leader Mike Baldwin shares how faith reshapes the mission of a First Responder.In this powerful opening episode of the Living Mission First Podcast, host Jeremy Wade sits down with Mike Baldwin, a respected law enforcement veteran with more than two decades of frontline experience, to explore the unseen spiritual battle faced by today’s First Responders. From the very first question,“God, why do you allow this?” this conversation moves beyond headlines and into the heart of service, sacrifice, and calling. Mike shares how a career he never planned became a lifelong mission shaped by Courage, Faith, and a deep desire to make a difference in even one life.Part 1 traces Mike’s journey from teacher and coach to patrol officer, detective, and mentor, revealing how purpose is forged not only in high-risk moments but in quiet acts of leadership and compassion. Drawing from years investigating violent crime, training officers, and mentoring the next generation, Mike offers honest insight into the emotional and spiritual toll carried by First Responders, and why many struggle not because of the streets, but because of what happens within the system itself.This episode exists for a deeper “why” To remind those who serve that their work matters, that their oath has eternal significance, and that they are not alone. Through real stories and hard-earned wisdom, Mike highlights how faith restores identity, anchors leadership, and renews purpose in the middle of difficult careers.Listeners will discover how Mission First Alliance seeks to reach this often-overlooked mission field, bringing hope, encouragement, and Gospel-centered support to the men and women protecting our communities every day.About Mission First AllianceMission First Alliance is a national non-profit bringing Real Hope to first responders and their families. We believe the first responder culture is one of the greatest unseen mission fields in our country today, and it’s a mission too important to do alone. Through collaboration and Christ-centered resources, we are not only bringing them the Real Hope found in Christ but we are bridging the gap between the Body of Christ and these brave men and women who serve and sacrifice for us each and every day.Connect: Subscribe to our email list: www.missionfirstalliance.com/email-sign-upJoin the Alliance: Do you have a desire to join us in the effort to bring Real Hope to first responders? Are you a First Responder looking for a community, encouragement and support? Become a member. Membership is Free: https://missionfirstalliance.com/membership/Contact Us: Reach out to our team at: https://missionfirstalliance.com/contact-us/Share: Help us grow the mission. Share this podcast and mission with others. Because every first responder needs Real Hope.Follow UsWebsite: https://missionfirstalliance.com Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/missionfirstallianceInstagram: https://www.instagram.com/missionfirstalliance/YouTube: https://www.youtube.com/@MissionFirstAllianceContent AdvisoryThis episode includes honest discussions about the experiences of first responders and the challenges they face. Graphic situations may be distressing for some listeners and younger audiences. Discretion is advised.This conversation is shared to bring awareness, hope, and encouragement to those serving on the front lines. If this episode connects with you, reach out or seek trusted professional support. You are not alone.

“Is life even worth living anymore?” Marcus Allred shares the moment his faith, and his future as a first responder, hung in the balance.

If you listened to Part 1, we followed Marcus Allred’s journey into law enforcement and the unseen spiritual battles that shaped his calling as a first responder.
This Episode of the Living Mission First Podcast takes us into the deepest valley of Marcus Allred’s story, a place marked by loss, isolation, and the crushing weight of shame. In a raw and unfiltered conversation, Marcus opens up about divorce, hidden sin, and the moment he questioned whether life was worth continuing. This episode reveals what many first responders quietly carry: the internal cost of courage without surrender.

Marcus, a veteran first responder and committed follower of Christ, shares how God met him not after he “fixed himself,” but in the middle of his brokenness, alone in a car, later in a hotel room, with nothing but a Bible and a desperate heart. Through Scripture, the Holy Spirit reminded him that even in failure, he was still loved, still called, and still held.

This episode gets to the heart of reaching first responders where they actually are, not with platitudes, but with hope that holds up under pressure. Marcus unpacks the difference between head knowledge and heart surrender, the danger of “doing” faith instead of living it, and how unresolved pain impacts marriages, families, and spiritual health in the first responder community.

With honesty and humility, Marcus speaks to the long road of faith, the cost of not dealing with internal wounds, and the courage it takes to fully surrender control. This conversation is for every first responder who feels disqualified, exhausted, or stuck.

About Mission First Alliance

Mission First Alliance is a national non-profit bringing Real Hope to first responders and their families. We believe the first responder culture is one of the greatest unseen mission fields in our country today, and it’s a mission too important to do alone. Through collaboration and Christ-centered resources, we are not only bringing them the Real Hope found in Christ but we are bridging the gap between the Body of Christ and these brave men and women who serve and sacrifice for us each and every day.

• Connect: Subscribe to our email list: www.missionfirstalliance.com/email-sign-up
• Join the Alliance: Do you have a desire to join us in the effort to bring Real Hope to first responders? Are you a First Responder looking for a community, encouragement and support? Become a member. Membership is Free: https://missionfirstalliance.com/membership/
• Contact Us: Reach out to our team at: https://missionfirstalliance.com/contact-us/
• Share: Help us grow the mission. Share this podcast and mission with others. Because every first responder needs Real Hope.

Follow Us

• Website: www.missionfirstalliance.com
• Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/missionfirstalliance
• Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/missionfirstalliance/
• YouTube: https://www.youtube.com/@MissionFirstAlliance

Content Advisory

This episode includes honest discussions about the experiences of first responders and the challenges they face. Graphic situations may be distressing for some listeners and younger audiences. Discretion is advised.

This conversation is shared to bring awareness, hope, and encouragement to those serving on the front lines. If this episode connects with you, reach out or seek trusted professional support. You are not alone.

Key Chapter Markers:• 00:00–04:30 – Hitting rock bottom: divorce, despair, and questioning life• 04:30–06:30 – God’s intervention: Scripture, conviction, and comfort• 06:30–10:00 – Carrying pain into the job and the home• 10:00–16:30 – Marriage, family strain, and the hidden cost of first responder life• 16:30–22:00 – From head knowledge to true surrender and renewed faith

What happens when God redirects your calling without removing your heart? In Part 1, Marcus Allred shares how faith sustained him in law enforcement and dispatch.

In this powerful Part 1 episode of the Living Mission First Podcast, host Jeremy Wade sits down with Marcus Allred, Alliance Coordinator for Mission First Alliance, to unpack a calling shaped by faith, resilience, and deep love for first responders.

Marcus never set out to be a dispatcher, but God’s redirection placed him exactly where lives were hanging in the balance. From growing up on the mission field, to pursuing law enforcement, to being medically disqualified from patrol and stepping into the unseen weight of 911 dispatch, Marcus shares an honest account of what it means to serve behind the scenes while carrying responsibility for dozens of officers at once.

This episode dives into reaching first responders where they are, acknowledging the cumulative trauma of the job, and reminding them they are not alone, spiritually or emotionally. Marcus speaks candidly about crisis moments, the cost of caring deeply, and the tension of living out faith in high-stress, high-stakes environments where courage is demanded daily.

Listeners will gain rare insight into the world of dispatchers, the emotional toll, the unseen heroism, and the faith required to keep showing up. Marcus’s story highlights how God uses every role, every setback, and every calling to bring hope to the frontline community.

This conversation is for police officers, dispatchers, firefighters, medics, and anyone who carries the weight of serving others while quietly wrestling with faith, identity, and purpose.

In Part 2, Marcus shares how God rebuilt his identity after burnout, how peer support and mission-focused faith changed everything, and what hope looks like on the other side of crisis. Don’t miss it.

About Mission First Alliance

Mission First Alliance is a national non-profit bringing Real Hope to first responders and their families. We believe the first responder culture is one of the greatest unseen mission fields in our country today, and it’s a mission too important to do alone. Through collaboration and Christ-centered resources, we are not only bringing them the Real Hope found in Christ but we are bridging the gap between the Body of Christ and these brave men and women who serve and sacrifice for us each and every day.

• Connect: Subscribe to our email list: www.missionfirstalliance.com/email-sign-up
• Join the Alliance: Do you have a desire to join us in the effort to bring Real Hope to first responders? Are you a First Responder looking for a community, encouragement and support? Become a member. Membership is Free: https://missionfirstalliance.com/membership/
• Contact Us: Reach out to our team at: https://missionfirstalliance.com/contact-us/
• Share: Help us grow the mission. Share this podcast and mission with others. Because every first responder needs Real Hope.

Follow Us

• Website: www.missionfirstalliance.com
• Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/missionfirstalliance
• Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/missionfirstalliance/
• YouTube: https://www.youtube.com/@MissionFirstAlliance

Content Advisory

This episode includes honest discussions about the experiences of first responders and the challenges they face. Graphic situations may be distressing for some listeners and younger audiences. Discretion is advised.

This conversation is shared to bring awareness, hope, and encouragement to those serving on the front lines. If this episode connects with you, reach out or seek trusted professional support. You are not alone.

Key Chapter Markers:• 00:01 – Growing up on the mission field & early faith• 00:05 – Entering law enforcement & unexpected redirection• 00:10 – Life as a 911 dispatcher and cumulative trauma• 00:14 – Crisis moments, loss, and emotional toll• 00:25 – Living out faith and courage behind the console

“Max Gomez: ‘First responders struggle with Christ because we’ve taught them a soft Jesus, yet He’s the Lion and the Lamb.’”
In this powerful continuation of the Living Mission First podcast, host Jeremy Wade sits down again with Canadian police sergeant Max Gomez, a veteran with 19 years of law-enforcement experience. If you missed Part 1, this episode picks up where we left off, delving deeper into the spiritual and emotional realities that first responders face daily, and the urgent need for the Church to portray Christ’s full identity.

Max speaks with clarity, courage, and compassion about how first responders are trained to face darkness, yet often feel disconnected from a Christ who is presented as gentle and distant. He challenges the misconception that faith must be “soft” to be loving—reminding us that Jesus is both warrior and servant, the Lion and the Lamb. This is a conversation about identity, surrender, and mission: how first responders can live out their calling with integrity, courage, and the gospel at the center.

The urgency is real. Max warns that cultural Christianity is sinking, and God is separating those who are merely “playing Christian” from those who are truly following Christ. He calls first responders, leaders, and believers to stop waiting to “clean up first,” and instead to take their seat at the Father’s table, fully redeemed and fully empowered. This episode is a mission-focused wake-up call, an invitation for first responders to become the community’s living testimony of justice, mercy, and humility.

Max’s message is clear, the world doesn’t need more “better behavior.” It needs first responders who know who they are in Christ, who can bring justice with mercy, courage with compassion, and truth with humility.

About Mission First Alliance

Mission First Alliance is a national non-profit bringing Real Hope to first responders and their families. We believe the first responder culture is one of the greatest unseen mission fields in our country today, and it’s a mission too important to do alone. Through collaboration and Christ-centered resources, we are not only bringing them the Real Hope found in Christ but we are bridging the gap between the Body of Christ and these brave men and women who serve and sacrifice for us each and every day.

• Connect: Subscribe to our email list: www.missionfirstalliance.com/email-sign-up
• Join the Alliance: Do you have a desire to join us in the effort to bring Real Hope to first responders? Are you a First Responder looking for a community, encouragement and support? Become a member. Membership is Free: https://missionfirstalliance.com/membership/
• Contact Us: Reach out to our team at: https://missionfirstalliance.com/contact-us/
• Share: Help us grow the mission. Share this podcast and mission with others. Because every first responder needs Real Hope.

Follow Us

• Website: www.missionfirstalliance.com
• Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/missionfirstalliance
• Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/missionfirstalliance/
• YouTube: https://www.youtube.com/@MissionFirstAlliance

Content Advisory

This episode includes honest discussions about the experiences of first responders and the challenges they face. Graphic situations may be distressing for some listeners and younger audiences. Discretion is advised.

This conversation is shared to bring awareness, hope, and encouragement to those serving on the front lines. If this episode connects with you, reach out or seek trusted professional support. You are not alone.

Key Chapter Markers:

• 00:01:11 – 00:03:12 – Jesus as Warrior & Servant: Lion and Lamb
• 00:05:28 – 00:09:14 – Why Urgency Matters: Cultural Christianity is sinking
• 00:09:55 – 00:11:17 – Surrender: the barricade call analogy
• 00:15:18 – 00:18:20 – Leadership, wellness, and the missing link of faith
• 00:19:33 – 00:22:52 – Leadership challenge: “Would you follow you?”