Jackie Suzanne stayed sober through addiction, a near-death fire, and the murder of her son, and then rebuilt her life from rock bottom. In this episode, Jackie shares what it took to survive alcoholism (and other addictions), maintain sobriety through grief, and find meaning after loss.

We talk about addiction recovery, losing a child, near-death experiences, spiritual healing, and what it really means to reinvent yourself when life beats, drags, and breaks you.

Topics: addiction recovery • grief & loss • staying sober • near-death experiences • spirituality after trauma • reinvention

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Guest → Jackie Suzanne Resources | Order Her Book Here

Kim Kardashian is the queen of reinvention.. and whether you love her or hate her, you’ve watched her become a new woman every decade. In this episode, India breaks down the five eras of Kim’s evolution, from the Paris Hilton It-Girl days to today’s ultra-skinny high-fashion shift.

This episode explores how Kim uses aesthetic discipline, narrative control, and strategic partnerships to position herself, and what her reinvention teaches the rest of us about identity and growth.

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If you keep choosing the same partner in a different body… your childhood attachment wounds are still dictating your love life.

In this episode, India and relationship educator Bryan break down why we repeat painful relationship patterns, how childhood wounds shape our love lives, and what it actually takes to create a secure, healthy partnership.

From emotional unavailability and abandonment trauma to reconciliation after his own breakup and restraining order, they leave no stone unturned. Let’s break generational patterns bb!

Topics: Attachment Styles • Healing • Breakups • Emotional Patterns • Relationship Tools

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Guest → Bryan Power @myrelationshipfail | Book a Free Consultation Here

You’re not as far from a cult as you think.. and this season proved it. From purity culture to YouTube pastors, Straitway Truth Ministries to autism-mom support groups, I’m breaking down the who, what, when, where, why, and how behind cult-like communities. A quick chat on vulnerability, intuition, financial control, and how everyday people get pulled into high-control systems.

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Coach Wade was eight months pregnant when her husband clicked on a YouTube video that changed everything. What started as faith-based “family leadership” content became a decade of control, financial manipulation, and spiritual abuse under Straightway Truth Ministries.

India sits down with Coach Wade to unpack how Straightway Truth Ministries preys on athletes and ex-military men, (especially those searching for purpose, and guidance), and how they escaped.

Topics: cults & community • hebrew israelites • religious trauma • motherhood • YouTube cultsFollow @ilybutpodcast on Instagram & TikTok for more.

Guest → Coach Therna C. Wade @mrscoachwade | Email coachwade@wayaheadcoachings.com

Can you be Jewish and anti-Zionist at the same time? India and Jewish activist Annie Kaufman unpack what it means to be anti-Zionist, faithful, and still love your community. A raw take on identity, guilt, and the courage to question power.

Topics: Jewish community • anti-Zionism • Zionism debate • Jewish activism • social justice podcast

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So many moms of neurodivergent and/or disabled kids are told “community will save you”... but what if the same spaces meant to help actually hurt?

India sits down with Milan Myers, behavioral analyst-in-training, to talk about how ABA therapy, mom support groups, and “healing” spaces can become breeding grounds for manipulation. Caregivers’ exhaustion, faith, and desperation can make them even more vulnerable to exploitation.

Topics: Cults and Community • Special Needs Parenting • Behavioral Therapy • Neurodivergent Families

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Why do so many “healing spaces” feel more like cults? We love a good guru, a fearless leader, a savior… until you forget how to make your own decisions. In this episode, movement therapist Cathy (author of Body Wisdom) gets real about why so many of us outsource our intuition and how it can make us vulnerable to manipulation, toxic “healers,” and cult-like communities.

Topics: Soft girl life, ego-driven spirituality, women’s rights, manipulation, the patriarchy.

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Guest → Cathy Williams www.intuitiveself.com.au