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In this episode, I share a deeply personal story about a season when fear quietly shaped my decisions — especially in love and business.

After meeting Jesus, I thought life would feel safer. I believed faith would protect me from major loss. But instead, I discovered something unexpected: fear doesn’t disappear. It changes form.

I talk about the moment I almost lost both a relationship and a company, how fear disguised itself as “logic,” and what I learned about identity, security, and surrender.

This episode is about recognizing when fear is driving your life — and learning to pause before it makes your decisions for you.

If you’ve ever stayed somewhere out of fear of losing everything… this conversation is for you.

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In this episode, I share the moment that changed how I understand prayer.

Watching a pastor pray for a homeless mother, I realized prayer isn’t about perfect words or spiritual performance. It’s about presence. It’s about honesty. It’s about love.

I used to feel awkward praying — sometimes all I could say was, “God… I’m tired.” But slowly, prayer became the place where I stopped pretending and started being real.

If you’ve ever wondered whether you’re “doing prayer right,” this episode is for you.

Maybe prayer isn’t something you master.
Maybe it’s something you surrender to.

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For most of my life, I didn’t just feel alone — I felt unchosen.

In this episode, I share how my understanding of love began to change after encountering Jesus. Growing up in China during a complicated cultural season, I quietly formed the belief that love had to be earned — through performance, strength, and achievement.

But what if love isn’t something we fight for?

What if we are already chosen?

This episode is about healing the part of me that believed I had to prove my place — and discovering a love that didn’t require performance.

Not dramatic.
Not loud.
Just steady.

A quiet healing from the inside out.

If you’ve ever felt unseen, unworthy, or quietly alone — this one is for you.

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