Episodios

  • Wendy Carlos: Caterpillar to Butterfly
    Nov 10 2025
    Good morning, queers and weirdos! Today we remember Wendy Carlos — the electronic genius who helped invent the sound of the future. In the 1960s, she took Robert Moog’s early synthesizer and turned it into an instrument of emotion. Her album Switched-On Bach blew minds and won Grammys, proving that circuits could sing with soul.

    Behind the studio walls, Wendy was also transforming herself. Assigned male at birth, she transitioned in a time when few could safely do so, living for years in stealth until coming out publicly in 1979. Through the fear and isolation, she kept creating: trailblazing film scores for Kubrick’s A Clockwork Orange and The Shining, and later Disney’s Tron. Each soundtrack redefined what “electronic music” could be — intimate, unnerving, human.

    Wendy spent decades pushing boundaries most people never heard of: micro-tonal scales, custom instruments, cosmic soundscapes. She guarded her privacy but left a legacy that still vibrates through film, pop, and ambient music today. Her life reminds us that to be authentic is its own revolution — and that queerness and innovation have always been in tune.

    Wendy Carlos: composer, scientist, visionary, and Forgotten Queer far too brilliant to stay forgotten.

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    30 m
  • Charles Nelson Reilly — To Fabulous to Forget
    Nov 3 2025
    Today we remember a man who could out-quipp anyone on television and still go home alone because America wasn’t ready for his truth. Charles Nelson Reilly was more than the wise-cracking guest on Match Game—he was a Tony-winning actor, a master director, and a pioneer of coded queer visibility in mid-century America.

    In this episode, I dive into the life of this one-of-a-kind performer: his Broadway triumphs, his decades on television, the painful cost of being openly gay in a closeted industry, and the joyful camp he shared with millions. Reilly lived as loudly as he could, as safely as he dared, and he left behind a trail of laughter, truth, and wigs.

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    25 m
  • Peter Allen: The Boy from Tenterfield to Broadway
    Oct 20 2025
    Peter Richard Woolnough Allen, born in Tenterfield, Australia, lived a life that swung between dazzling fame and deep heartbreak. Discovered in Hong Kong by Judy Garland’s husband, he later married her daughter, Liza Minnelli—a glamorous but short-lived union. Peter’s flamboyant stage presence and heartfelt songwriting defined an era: he co-wrote I Honestly Love You, Don’t Cry Out Loud, and Arthur’s Theme (Best That You Can Do), earning two Oscars. Though he never formally came out, Peter lived openly with his longtime partner, model Gregory Connell, inspiring his iconic anthem I Still Call Australia Home. After Gregory’s death from AIDS, Peter continued to perform until his own passing from the same disease nearly ten years later. His story—of love, loss, resilience, and melody—reminds us of a queer artist who refused to hide, shining brighter than the spotlight itself.

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    25 m
  • Dirk Bogarde - The Gentleman Rebel
    Oct 13 2025
    Dirk Bogarde was Britain’s matinee idol turned quiet revolutionary. From his charming Doctor in the House films to the daring Victim (1961)—the first British movie to say “homosexual” aloud—Bogarde risked his career to bring empathy and truth to queer lives on screen. A war veteran, writer, and lifelong partner to Anthony Forwood, he evolved from heart-throb to acclaimed artist in The Servant, Death in Venice, and The Night Porter. Behind his polished charm was courage, intellect, and compassion—a gentleman who changed the world not with noise, but with honesty.

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    22 m
  • Coco - The Forgotten Golden Girl
    Oct 6 2025
    What happened to Coco on the Golden Girls? One Episode there the next gone. Just like he never existed? Cover up? Or just 80’s conservatism poking through! Enjoy

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    14 m
  • Sal Mineo
    Sep 29 2025
    Sal Mineo’s life was as dazzling as it was tragic—a story of talent, struggle, and queerness in a Hollywood that wasn’t ready for him. Born in the Bronx in 1939 to Italian immigrant parents, Mineo grew up tough but artistic, finding early success on Broadway as the young Prince Chulalongkorn opposite Yul Brynner in The King and I. His breakout, though, came on the silver screen. At just 16, he starred in Rebel Without a Cause (1955) as John “Plato” Crawford, the sensitive, troubled teenager who formed a coded, queer attachment to James Dean’s character. That performance earned him an Academy Award nomination for Best Supporting Actor and cemented him as one of Hollywood’s brightest young stars.

    Mineo quickly became a teen idol, nicknamed “The Switchblade Kid” for his roles in juvenile delinquent films. He was mobbed by fans, appeared on magazine covers, and sold out theaters. He followed up with high-profile roles in Giant (again opposite Dean), Exodus (1960), and The Longest Day (1962). For Exodus, where he portrayed a young Jewish refugee haunted by the Holocaust, Mineo earned a second Oscar nomination. It seemed like a limitless career lay ahead.

    But Hollywood has a short attention span—and an unforgiving relationship with those who don’t conform. By the mid-1960s, Mineo was being typecast or overlooked. He was too old to play the teen rebel, but producers didn’t see him as a conventional leading man either. At the same time, whispers about his bisexuality, his refusal to play the “straight” publicity game, and his increasingly daring artistic choices (he directed plays, embraced queer roles, and supported controversial art) made him a risk in an industry that punished difference. His career echoed that of Mickey Rooney: explosive child stardom followed by a struggle for adult legitimacy.

    Still, Mineo carved out memorable late-career achievements. He starred in and directed the shocking prison drama Fortune and Men’s Eyes (1969), helping bring discussions of homosexuality and prison abuse into the cultural mainstream. He appeared in Escape from the Planet of the Apes (1971), delighting science fiction fans with his quirky scientist. And on stage, he continued to earn praise, especially in P.S. Your Cat Is Dead in the 1970s, which was meant to herald a major comeback.

    Offscreen, Mineo lived more openly than many stars of his era. He had high-profile relationships with men and women, but he never hid his queer identity from those close to him. In interviews, he acknowledged his bisexuality—rare at the time—and championed queer stories. He also nurtured friendships with other queer Hollywood figures and leaned into being part of a hidden community at a time when being out could end a career.

    Tragically, Mineo’s comeback was cut short. On February 12, 1976, after returning home from a rehearsal in Los Angeles, he was murdered in an alley outside his apartment—stabbed to death at just 37. The randomness and brutality of his death shocked the entertainment world and robbed queer history of a pioneering figure.

    Mineo’s legacy lives in his artistry and his courage. He was one of the first major Hollywood actors to embody queer characters with sympathy, and one of the few willing to acknowledge his own queerness in an unforgiving era. His performance as Plato remains iconic—a haunting reminder of queer longing hidden in plain sight during the Golden Age of Hollywood. And his life, both luminous and shadowed, is a testament to how Hollywood elevates and devours its brightest stars.

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    24 m
  • Ella Nazimova
    Sep 22 2025
    Alla Nazimova was one of the brightest, boldest, and most complicated figures of early Hollywood — a woman who refused to live small. Born in 1879 in Yalta, on the Crimean coast, she survived a lonely childhood and strict Russian schooling before finding her calling on the stage. Trained at the Moscow Art Theatre under Stanislavski, she carried a fire and intensity that would soon make her a sensation on Broadway.



    In New York, critics described her as “volcanic,” “mystical,” and utterly unlike any actress they had ever seen. She became America’s great interpreter of Ibsen, bringing characters like Hedda Gabler and Nora from A Doll’s House to life with a ferocity that felt shockingly modern. Audiences either adored her or were unsettled by her, but they never forgot her.



    Hollywood came calling, and Alla transformed herself once again — this time into a silent film queen. She starred in hits like War Brides (1916), Revelation (1918), and Camille (1921) with Rudolph Valentino. At her peak, she earned $13,000 a week (nearly $300,000 in today’s money) and wielded the kind of creative power almost no woman of her era could touch. She wasn’t just acting — she was producing, shaping films, and insisting on daring, artistic risks.



    Her boldest gamble was Salomé (1923), an avant-garde film inspired by Aubrey Beardsley’s queer, erotic illustrations. It was stylized, sapphic, and unapologetic, filled with long gazes between women and men alike. By all accounts, nearly every major actor in the film was queer, making it one of Hollywood’s earliest queer ensembles. But audiences in 1923 weren’t ready. Critics mocked it as bizarre and indulgent, and the fact that Alla — then in her forties — played the teenage Salomé gave them more fuel. Today it’s celebrated as a queer masterpiece, but at the time, it financially ruined her and marked the beginning of her fall from Hollywood’s graces.



    If Salomé revealed her artistic daring, her private life revealed her defiance of social norms. Alla created The Garden of Alla on Sunset Boulevard — a lush, wild estate that became a queer Eden for Hollywood’s outsiders. Writers, actors, and free spirits gathered for legendary parties where people could dance, swim, love, and simply exist without hiding. It was sanctuary and scandal rolled into one, and for many, it was the first place they could truly breathe.



    Her personal life reflected the same contradictions. In 1912 she entered a “lavender marriage” with actor Charles Bryant, a partnership that provided cover for them both — until Bryant remarried a woman in 1925, exposing his union with Alla as a sham. For him it was survivable; for her, combined with the fallout from Salomé, it devastated her reputation. Women were expected to be pure, and queer women especially were punished when they broke that image. Alla was branded decadent, immoral, and dangerous — a woman who had deceived Hollywood.



    Yet even in decline, Alla’s influence endured. She coined the phrase “the sewing circle” as a code for Hollywood’s network of lesbian and bisexual women — a secret sisterhood that included stars like Eva Le Gallienne and Mercedes de Acosta. She may have been forced to the margins, but she gave queer women a language, a circle, a lifeline.



    In her later years, she returned to the stage and even appeared in small film roles — most notably in Escape (1940) and Blood and Sand (1941), where she reprised a role she had played decades earlier in the silent era. These weren’t comebacks to stardom, but they were reminders of her artistry, of Hollywood’s debt to her, and of a woman who never stopped creating.



    Alla died in 1945 at age 66, leaving behind a complicated legacy: stage revolutionary, silent film queen, queer trailblazer, and creator of one of Hollywood’s first queer havens. She was dazzling, contradictory, and ahead of her time.

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    20 m
  • William “Billy” Haines
    Sep 8 2025
    illiam “Billy” Haines was born in 1900 in Staunton, Virginia, the child of a working-class family in a town too small to hold him. At just 14, he ran away with another boy choosing freedom over the small-town suffocation of staying. He eventually landed in New York, where his good looks carried him into modeling, and in a twist of fate, straight into MGM’s orbit. At 22, he boarded a train west to Hollywood.
    Billy never trained as an actor, but his charm, sharp timing, and quick smile made him a natural for the screen. MGM put him in the role of the campus kid, the cheeky flirt, the one audiences rooted for. His big break came with Brown of Harvard (1926), and he cemented his stardom opposite Lon Chaney in Tell It to the Marines (1926). Chaney was “The Man of a Thousand Faces,” famous for playing grotesque outcasts hidden behind masks. Billy, by contrast, made his mark by refusing to wear one.
    When sound arrived, many silent stars stumbled, but Billy thrived. His quick wit and snappy delivery made him perfect for the new talkie comedies. He churned out hit after hit, but MGM quickly typecast him as the wisecracking, cocky sidekick. By the time Way Out West (1930) landed, audiences were tiring of the recycled persona, and critics began to say Billy was stale.
    Behind the screen, whispers about his private life had been circulating for years. Unlike many of his peers, Billy wasn’t hiding. He was living with Jimmie Shields, the man he’d fallen in love with in 1926. For Louis B. Mayer, MGM’s iron-fisted boss, this was intolerable. The solution? A “lavender marriage.” Mayer ordered Billy to marry a woman for the cameras and keep Jimmie in the shadows.
    Billy refused. Flat out. He wasn’t going to deny Jimmie, and he wasn’t going to pretend. Mayer promised he’d never work in Hollywood again,and Mayer kept that promise. Just like that, MGM dropped one of its brightest stars.
    But Billy had already made his choice: love over fame. And Jimmie stayed by his side for nearly 50 years.
    Their life together wasn’t without hardship. In 1936, they were attacked at their beach house by a mob of men throwing rocks and hurling slurs. Billy and Jimmie pressed charges, an act of open defiance unheard of at the time. Though the case was dismissed, the message was clear they wouldn’t be intimidated back into the shadows.
    Enter Joan Crawford. She was more than a friend; she was family. When Billy’s film career ended, Joan urged him to channel his impeccable taste into decorating. He did—and created a second career that eclipsed the first. With Jimmie at his side, Billy founded William Haines Designs. Soon, Hollywood royalty;Claudette Colbert, Carole Lombard, Gloria Swanson, even Ronald and Nancy Reagan, wanted a Haines-designed home.
    Ironically, the same Hollywood power players who had shut him out as “too queer” now paid him handsomely to furnish their homes. His style—modern, glamorous, airy—became synonymous with Hollywood chic and helped define “California living.” His firm, William Haines, Inc., thrived well into the 1960s, making him more money and arguably more lasting influence than he might have achieved as an aging movie star. It was, in every sense, a perfect flipping of the bird to Louis B. Mayer.
    Billy lived defiantly, fully, and joyfully with Jimmie. Their home was a gathering place of laughter, parties, and queer resilience. Joan Crawford once called them the happiest couple in Hollywood. But even a defiant life can’t hold off everything. In the early 1970s, Billy was diagnosed with lung cancer, the result of decades of heavy smoking. He died on December 26, 1973, at age 73.
    Jimmie was devastated. Friends said he drifted through their home like a ghost, unable to imagine life without Billy. Within two months, he took his own life, leaving a note that he simply couldn’t go on without the man he loved.
    It was a tragic ending, but also a testament: theirs was a love so deep it defied Hollywood, social convention, and even death itself.
    Billy Haines should be remembered not as a faded star, but as Hollywood’s first openly gay leading man. He refused to lie, refused to abandon his partner, and when the system shut him out, he built a new empire on his own terms. His story is one of courage, reinvention, and love, a reminder that queer people have always been here, living fully, even when the world told them not to.

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    21 m