This episode, I read the final chapter, Sky Holds the Sun, from my nonfiction manuscript, F*ck Bubble, to my good friend, Desiree, in Park City, Utah.


Sky Holds the Sun is about the bigger story, the one when, after everything, it all begins to make sense. It's about the magic of happenstance, of being in the right place at the right time, about forgiving oneself of bad choices; of reemerging with the natural flow, of being led home to the source. Above all, it's about how saying goodbye can also mean entering into a new world with the added benefit of knowledge. 


I met Desiree at our small hippie boarding school in Southwest Colorado, where we were both students. It was the early nineties and we were still teenagers. Years later, when so many of the main events that became F*ck Bubble were happening, Desiree and I were both living in LA. She'd hear all about Mack and Gunner and all of the ongoing drama when we'd go on a camping trip at Sequoia National Park or out to dinner at Sunset Junction. Despite my frustrations, she was always a calming and supportive force. 


We talk all about our super unique high school and our (quasi-mutual) crushes, and how those events back in the nineties defined us in so many ways. Above all else, this chapter is about saying goodbye, and not just to Mack and Gunner. It's about saying goodbye by reading the signs and realigning oneself with the power of Nature. Nobody articulates this, or expresses this, better than Desiree.


Thanks for listening to F*ck Bubble. Thanks to Danny Vitali whose track "The Hollow" opens each episode. And thanks so very much to all of my friends.


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