In this vulnerable and faith-filled episode of Curious for Christ, I sit down again with Gordon Ferguson—author, teacher, and spiritual leader with over 50 years in ministry. You may remember him from our most listened-to episode on God’s view of women.

This time, we explore his most personal book: God and Cancer. It’s a raw and honest conversation about mortality—not to stir fear, but to awaken faith, clarity, and purpose.

We discuss:

• Why we avoid death—and why we must face it

• How illness and aging sharpen spiritual focus

• The practical wisdom of preparing for our departure

• God’s power over death—and what it means for life now

• Gordon’s transformation through cancer and aging

• Stories from real estate and lessons from The Obstacle Is the Way

Key Quotes:

Call to Action – from Christine Caine:

• God, what’s on Your heart today?

• How do You want me to participate in your plans today?

• What need do You want to meet through me?

Scriptures to Reflect On:

• John 10:10 – Life to the full

• Romans 8:28 – All things for good

• 2 Timothy 1:10 – Christ destroyed death

Books Mentioned:

God and Cancer & The Bible and Women by G. Ferguson, An Aging Grace by Jeanie Shaw and Friends, The Obstacle Is the Way by R. Holiday

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Have you ever looked around and felt like you didn’t belong—even in spaces where you’ve shown up faithfully? In this heartfelt and vulnerable episode, I share my personal journey of wrestling with comparison, grief, delayed dreams, and the quiet question many of us ask:
“Why would God show me what I’ll never have?”

Through real-life reflection and biblical insight, I explore how God lovingly reveals the places in us that still need healing—not to punish us, but to draw us closer to His love. Whether you’re navigating delayed dreams, childhood wounds, or that ache to feel truly seen and supported, this episode is for you.

You are not too late. You are not too broken. And you are not disqualified.

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Scriptures Referenced:

Psalm 139:1–2 (NIV)
You have searched me, Lord, and you know me.
You know when I sit and when I rise;
you perceive my thoughts from afar.

Isaiah 61:3 (NIV)
…and provide for those who grieve in Zion—
to bestow on them a crown of beauty instead of ashes,
the oil of joy instead of mourning,
and a garment of praise instead of a spirit of despair.
They will be called oaks of righteousness,
a planting of the Lord for the display of his splendor.

John 4:29 (NIV)
“Come, see a man who told me everything I ever did.
Could this be the Messiah?”

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In This Episode, You’ll Hear:
• A deeply personal story of feeling unseen and out of place in church
• The cost of walking away from a life of worldly success to follow Christ
• Honest reflections on grief, loss, and spiritual disappointment
• A healing perspective on comparison and unmet desires
• God’s invitation to deeper love and healing
• A prayer for anyone feeling like an outsider in their own story

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Reflection Question:
What is God showing you—not to hurt you, but to heal you?

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Take This With You:
“God is not showing you what you’ll never have. He’s showing you where you still need to be loved.”

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With love and light,

Alexandra

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In this special Easter episode, we take a sacred pause to reflect on the three most powerful days in human history: Good Friday, Silent Saturday, and Resurrection Sunday.

Whether you’re in a season of loss, waiting, or longing for breakthrough—this episode is for you.

We explore what it means to let go, be still, and receive the resurrection life Jesus offers—not just for this life, but for eternity. It’s an invitation to remember, to repent, to receive the Holy Spirit, and to be made new.

Scripture References:
• Luke 23:44–46 (NIV) – Jesus’ final breath on the cross
• John 20:19 – The fear and silence of Saturday
• Luke 24:1–6 (NIV) – The resurrection: “He is not here; He has risen!”
• Acts 2:36–38 – Peter’s call to repent and be baptized
• John 3:5 – “No one can enter the kingdom of God unless they are born of water and the Spirit.”
• Matthew 11:28 – “Come to me, all you who are weary and burdened…”
• Revelation 21:4 – “He will wipe every tear from their eyes…”

Go Deeper – Recommended Episodes:
• Episode 86 – Healing: How to Release Stored Emotions and Find Renewal with God
Perfect for your Saturday season—this episode guides you through emotional release and healing with God.
• Episode 89 – Wrestling for the New to Come
Because new life is often born out of struggle. This one’s for those in transition.
• Episode 90 – Trusting God’s Timing
For when you’re tired of striving and just want to learn how to receive.

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