Too Much

De: Cindy Lee Neighbors MD

Narrado por: Rachael Doolen

The Gripping True Story of A Woman Driven to The Brink

In TOO MUCH, a young woman embarks on a journey of self-discovery and resilience as she navigates the challenges of mental health, addiction, and systemic dysfunction within the demanding field of military medicine.

From the sunny shores of Honolulu to the sterile halls of military hospitals, Cindy Lee Neighbors' life takes an unexpected turn as she grapples with the complexities of trauma, addiction, and a system that seems designed to break her.

This gripping memoir is a testament to the resilience of the human spirit, a raw and honest exploration of one woman's fight to reclaim her sanity, her voice, and her future.

©2024 Cindy Lee Neighbors (P)2025 Cindy Lee Neighbors

Navigating the Storm

From 'Rules' to 'Rumors,' the book paints a vivid picture of a life lived under pressure. It's a raw and honest portrayal of navigating complex situations, offering a glimpse into the strength it takes to survive 'Millions' of challenges.

engaging and emotionally resonant

Cindy Lee Neighbors takes readers on a raw journey of self-discovery and resilience, confronting mental health struggles, addiction, and the harsh realities of military medicine. From the shores of Honolulu to the sterile halls of military hospitals, her story captures both beauty and brutality. Through trauma and systemic dysfunction, she reveals the strength it takes to survive—and the cost of a system that too often fails its own.

The author, Cindy Lee Neighbors, shares her experiences and inner struggles in a down-to-earth, deeply personal style. Her writing is clear and accessible, enriched with vivid imagery that brings each scene to life, while her dialogue feels authentic and natural. She vividly conveys her thoughts and actions during intense mental health episodes, offering a poignant perspective that allows the listener to connect with her deeply while also feeling the exhaustion and emotional drain she describes.

The narrator, Rachael Doolen delivers an exceptional performance, effortlessly inhabiting each character and using tone and energy to convey inner turmoil, moments of reflection, and self-doubt with vivid clarity. Her clear, steady voice and measured cadence perfectly match the story’s varying moods, bringing depth and authenticity to every scene. She enhances the listener’s experience, making the narrative both engaging and emotionally resonant.

The title Too Much is fitting—this book is an unflinching account of an emotional journey marked by mental health struggles and drug-fueled delusions, at times overwhelming to take in without feeling drained. Yet, it is also deeply insightful and poignant, offering moments that linger long after listening. It’s a work that demands reflection and powerfully underscores the reality of a broken system.

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Wow

Interesting story dealing with many complex subjects including mental illness, addiction, medical training and military training. The narrator did an amazing job!

A Stark Contrast

The author's opening paints a vivid picture of paradise juxtaposed with inner turmoil. The raw honesty about struggling with gratitude and feeling trapped is compelling. It makes you question what true freedom really means.

A Life Unveiled

This book takes you on a journey through a life marked by both triumphs and trials. Each chapter, a snapshot of pivotal moments, explores themes of freedom, relationships, and the weight of unspoken truths. A deeply personal and moving read.

Incredible story of tenacity, strength and determination in the face of adversity. Bravo.

A beautifully narrated story that everyone should listen to. Wonderful simply wonderful.

This woman’s determination and bravery through the most adverse and grueling situation should bring comfort and hope to anyone in similarly challenging circumstances.

The Power of Words

The author's story unfolds like a series of poignant messages, each chapter a testament to the impact of 'Words' and 'Answers.' It's a reflective read that delves into the intricacies of human connection and the search for meaning.

The Unseen Struggle

The author’s journey from acting to medicine is a powerful exploration of lost dreams and unexpected paths. It's a reminder that even seemingly successful lives can be filled with hidden turmoil and a longing for authenticity.

When Enough is Enough

This book captures the exhaustion of perpetual striving. The author's candid portrayal of burnout and the yearning for genuine freedom speaks to those who have reached their limit, seeking a way to just be.

Courageous

The author chose a good title for this book. So many neurodivergent people have received this message, "You're too much!" whether verbalized or implied, throughout their lives. Dr. Neighbors takes us through her experiences navigating life as an ENT Resident in the Army while struggling with Bipolar Disorder.

As the author relates her story, we hear the struggles of colleagues and friends to accept and understand her, often judging and rejecting her instead. But more importantly, we hear her inner struggles to manage her Bipolar Disorder, the mood swings, addiction, the interpersonal conflicts, the isolation and loneliness that people with this disorder experience.

Dr. Neighbors' courage, in putting this out there, called to my mind Dr. Kay Jamison's disclosure of her Bipolar diagnosis in AN UNQUIET MIND. Books like this remind us that the afflicted person feels their own "too muchness" ALL of the time, having to work twenty times harder than the rest of us just to manage ordinary life, much less to belong and succeed in the world.

This memoir so honestly reveals the intense psychological, social, and emotional pain of this disorder on every page, so Dr. Neighbor's choice of narrator was perfect. Rachel Doolen respectfully navigates crisis after crisis with a smooth voice that softens the edges of the "too much", inviting the listener to understand the author from the inside, and to hold on until the end. I'm glad I did.