I Am the Light of This World

De: Michael Parker

Narrado por: Michael Crouch

Acclaimed author Michael Parker tells the searing and unforgettable story of one decision that irrevocably changes the course of a young man’s life.

In the early 1970s, in Stovall, Texas, seventeen-year-old Earl—a loner, dreamer, lover of music and words—meets Tina, the new girl in town. Tina convinces Earl to drive her to see her mother in Austin, where Earl and Tina are quickly separated. Two days later, Earl is being questioned by the police about Tina’s disappearance and the blood in the trunk of his car. But Earl can’t remember what happened in Austin, and with little financial support from his working-class family, he is sentenced for a crime he did not commit.

Forty years later, Earl is released into a world he can barely navigate. Settling in a small town on the Oregon coast, he attempts to establish a sense of freedom from both bars and razor wire and the emotional toll of incarceration. But just as Earl finds the rhythm he’s always sought, his past returns to endanger the new life he’s built.

Steeped in the music and atmosphere of the 1970s, I Am the Light of This World is a gritty, gripping, and gorgeously written story of loss, redemption, and the power of the imagination, perfect for fans of Ron Rash, Rachel Kushner, and Laird Hunt.

Reseñas de la Crítica

“I Am the Light of This World is as true and moving a book, as honest, as gripping, as any I have ever read. I continue to be haunted by this tragic novel--its note-perfect depiction of clueless youth, its bad breaks, bad choices, bewilderments and quirks, and, above all, the small moments of mercy that give hope in the midst of a hopeless situation. How do you piece together a broken life that wasn't much in the way of whole to begin with? With a career's worth of powerhouse fiction already in the books, Michael Parker has delivered his strongest work yet. I Am the Light of This World is a novel of truly singular beauty and wisdom.”—Ben Fountain, author of Beautiful Country Burn Again

“Earl Boudreaux, the protagonist of Michael Parker's stunning new novel is one of the great inventions in recent fiction. Watching this beautiful dreamer get lost in a netherworld where fate, and drastic human error are disastrously intertwined, I realized that “Earl” is just another word for the hopeful, hopeless, yearning, worn-out soul of America. Parker is just flat out astonishing.”
—Marisa Silver, bestselling author of Mary Coin and The Mysteries

“I Am the Light of this World is a grimy, gutsy, glorious, novel and one of my favorite books in recent memory. Somehow, Michael Parker channeled the ghosts of Kent Haruf and Harry Crews (the good angel and the bad) to write this literary gem which is as lowdown and gritty as it is graceful and profound. An unforgettable novel that sings out on every page.”—Nickolas Butler, author of Shotgun Lovesongs and Godspeed

“A gut punch of a novel — lyrical, mordantly funny, and wrenching.”—Kelly Link, author of Get in Trouble

“From the opening sentence on, I was transfixed, locked into the phonic level of Earl’s world and somehow magically both rooted and flying. I don’t know how Michael Parker does it. There is the rhythm of the sentences and the deep attention to sensory details but there is also something even more ineffable going on here. This novel is incredible. Read it! Read it! Read it!”—Mesha Maren, author of Perpetual West

“Michael Parker’s latest is a haunting story of how easily life can go off the rails. This book made me thank my lucky stars on every riveting page, as it simultaneously had me outraged at the ravening gyre of uneven justice and circumstance. I Am the Light of ThisWorld finds Parker working in profundities both deeply spiritual and relevant.”
—Smith Henderson, author of Fourth of July Creek

Review

I'm not a good a reviewer so I'm going to tell you to read another review's review! Jonnie Holmes' review on 4/27/23 hits the nail squarely on the head. I'm getting sick and tired of supposedly artistic endings, stories with no resolution. And this story really needed it considering how brutal it was.

Devistating

Definitely not the book to read if you are already depressed. It reminds me a bit of Brooks from Shawshank Redemption. Earl is an interior man and grabs a victory in a way that an institutionalized person might be familiar with and pays his debt in his own way. He protects those that he has come to love,

I feel very cheated and bereft

I love it when I become fully invested in the main character. Michael Parker created a unique, beautifully flawed, gentle character. Sometimes I wanted to wrap my arms around him and just tell him, “It’s going to be okay, we’ll figure it out together.” I felt like he was snatched from MY life when I wasn’t looking. This is what becomes of an almost perfect novel when the author decides on an artistic ending instead of going with a ‘good’ ending. Or even a hopeful ending. The author probably read Martin Eden in his youth. I have never forgiven Jack London for that ending. Grrrrrrr.

Title does not fit the story.

Simply put, I found this story sad from start to finish. Guess I was hoping for something more uplifting from a book with this title.

Bad narrative

Did not like the talent narrating. Should have chosen someone else.

The store was decent.