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Forgive Me, Leonard Peacock Audiobook

Forgive Me, Leonard Peacock

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Publisher's Summary

Audie Award Finalist, Teens, 2014

In addition to the P-38, there are four gifts, one for each of my friends. I want to say good-bye to them properly. I want to give them each something to remember me by. To let them know I really cared about them and I'm sorry I couldn't be more than I was - that I couldn't stick around - and that what's going to happen today isn't their fault.

Today is Leonard Peacock's birthday. It is also the day he hides a gun in his backpack. Because today is the day he will kill his former best friend, and then himself, with his grandfather's P-38 pistol.

But first he must say good-bye to the four people who matter most to him: his Humphrey Bogart-obsessed next-door neighbor, Walt; his classmate Baback, a violin virtuoso; Lauren, the Christian homeschooler he has a crush on; and Herr Silverman, who teaches the high school's class on the Holocaust. Speaking to each in turn, Leonard slowly reveals his secrets as the hours tick by and the moment of truth approaches.

In this riveting audiobook, acclaimed author Matthew Quick unflinchingly examines the impossible choices that must be made - and the light in us all that never goes out.

©2013 Matthew Quick (P)2013 Hachette Audio

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    Trish Virginia 10-14-13
    Trish Virginia 10-14-13 Member Since 2010

    I have always loved to read, and now I really enjoy listening to my books as well!!

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    "Wonderful Story!!"

    I was hesitant to buy this book since I had mixed feelings about Silver Linings Playbook. But I did buy it, and am very glad I did!!

    This is a beautifully written story, and perfectly narrated. It is a young adult story, but still thoroughly enjoyable for adults (and I am old!!). I looked forward to returning each time I left it behind.

    Do yourself a favor and don't pass on this book--it is worth every penny (or credit!), and you will not be sorry!!

    2 of 3 people found this review helpful
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    Susan'sEarbuds 10-18-13
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    "Begin with the End in Mind"
    What did you love best about Forgive Me, Leonard Peacock?

    One of the authors that has stuck with me is the late Stephen Covey, hence the headline of my review. Why quote Covey for the headline of this review? Because the quote points to the healing process available to the young man--yes man--who is the title character. He doesn't know it, but he has grown up in spite of his parents and himself. Bravo! We were pulling for you.


    What did you like best about this story?

    My heart pounded through most of the book and not because I was walking around the block fifteen times to get my exercise in for the day. The author captured the vacated, self-centered suburban emotional landscape of many teenager's lives--too old to be latch-key kids but too emotionally unstable to root themselves into a healthy rhythm of self-discovery and respect.


    Which scene was your favorite?

    There's one scene where there's an intersection between the young and vulnerable and the old and cynical. Which wins out? I'll only say that they both had the adage "begin with the end in mind." I was surprised by both the teenager's and the infirmed old man's response to what was a life-threatening situation.


    If you were to make a film of this book, what would the tag line be?

    Tagline for a movie of this book: Why it was foolishly ignorant for the city of Philadelphia--and the state of California and so many other cities and town--to lay off school counselors as if we don't need them for kids who are emotionally abandoned.


    3 of 5 people found this review helpful
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    Vicky 12-17-16
    Vicky 12-17-16 Member Since 2014
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    "Read. Just read."

    This is a must read for everyone.
    It will reach the core of your soul.
    It's a book you will remember forever, and a book that you SHOULD remember forever.
    It's honest, witty, soulful, heartbreaking and hopeful all at the same time.
    Read it.

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    Gerald 10-26-16
    Gerald 10-26-16 Member Since 2014
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    "Salinger?"

    Not quite, but did read kind of like a modern day"catcher in the rye". narrator was a good fit

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    Lindsay B SOUTH ELGIN, IL, US 10-19-16
    Lindsay B SOUTH ELGIN, IL, US 10-19-16 Member Since 2015
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    "forgive me"

    A challenging look inside the mind of a sad young man, the story of Leonard Peacock is a good one-but not for the faint of heart.

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    W Perry Hall 01-30-16

    One master-passion in the br east, like Aaron's serpent, swallows all the rest. A. Pope

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    "As popular as a waterlogged dog at a Sunday social"

    Lenny Peacock is a high schooler with a dreadful secret and a serious shortage of self-esteem. He's not a bad kid, but he's as popular as a waterlogged dog at a Sunday social. Today, he plans to murder a former friend and kill himself.

    I bought this short novel when it was on sale because I really enjoyed the author's Silver Linings Playbook. "Forgive Me, Leonard Peacock" is geared more toward teens. While I used to be one, and thus both appreciate and hate that place of awkwardness and angst, if magic made a time machine, I'd go back to 21, not 16.

    I should have read the signs, and known I would find this book mediocre.

    1 of 2 people found this review helpful
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    Greg D United States 09-28-15
    Greg D United States 09-28-15 Member Since 2013

    Say something about yourself!

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    "Really? No Ending?"
    If you could sum up Forgive Me, Leonard Peacock in three words, what would they be?

    an amazing book that should have gotten all 5 stars from me but does't because the author decided that an ending was not necessary. What a shame...


    What was one of the most memorable moments of Forgive Me, Leonard Peacock?

    The whole entire book was memorable. Seriously a great book, but I think the most memorable moment was when he went to make the pancakes because his mother got too busy to do it for him.


    What about Noah Galvin’s performance did you like?

    Noah Galvin has the perfect voice for all books that are being narrated by a teen. In fact, I think that if you have a book that is narrated by a young man, it should be mandatory that Noah performs it. It's not just his voice that makes it so good, it's the way that dramatizes, but does not over do it.


    Was there a moment in the book that particularly moved you?

    Yes, the end, when I realized that there was no ending to it.


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    Barbara Duno 07-03-15 Member Since 2015

    Gardener, Reader

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    "Well Written and Performed"

    Well written and performed. Didn't blow me away but had two or three moments that did pierce me emotionally.

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    Evey 05-31-15
    Evey 05-31-15
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    "This book saved me."

    If you want to kill yourself or self-harm, then I strongly suggest you read this book. It really helped me with to fight my depression and self-worth problems. There are some books that are just stories, not intended for anything but hearing. But this book wasn't just a book. Leonard's story really spoke to me in a way that I hadn't expected it to or experienced before. We see the world very similarly, and reading his story gave me hope. It really did. Even if you don't feel sad or angry all the time, this book can still help you learn/ understand the minds of others. Also. If you are different than this book might really resonate with you. This book taught me that it doesn't matter who you are or what you do, there is always something else to the story. And maybe some people are truly crazy. Insanity does exist. But so does confusion, anger, and messed up perception. Sometimes, being misunderstood can be the greatest destroyer. Misunderstanding and depression/self-hatred probably kill way more people than evil and contempt do. I want to leave you with a quote that really stuck with me, especially when I was feeling really down:

    "You're different. And I'm different too. Different is good. But different is hard. Believe me, I know."

    -Mathew Quick (Forgive Me, Leonard Peacock)





    0 of 0 people found this review helpful
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    Bond James Bond 05-05-15 Member Since 2008

    silentsun

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    "very good story"

    If you liked Silver Linings Playbook, it's the same author, and the story involves a young guy with a mental problem. It's well told, well narrated. I wished it was longer

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