In her gripping debut novel, Lucy Atkins takes us on one woman's journey to the beautiful and rugged Pacific Northwest to discover the dark secrets of her family's past so she can understand and accept herself. Kal McKenzie was never close to her mother, Elena, whose coldness toward her spoiled any chance of a good relationship. When Elena dies of cancer, Kal feels forlorn: How do you mourn a mother who, inexplicably, just didn't seem to love you?
While clearing out Elena's art studio, Kal finds a drawer packed with postcards, each bearing an identical one-line message from a Canadian gallery owner named Susannah Gillespie: "Thinking of you." Who is this woman, and might she hold the key to Kal's ruined relationship with her mother?
Conflicted by her grief and shaken up from recently seeing a covetous text from an old girlfriend on her husband's cell phone, Kal impulsively sets off with her toddler, Finn, to Susannah's home on a remote British Columbian island, a place of killer whales and storms.
Soon Kal quickly realizes she has made a big mistake. The striking and enigmatic Susannah will share only a few scraps of information about Elena. Kal discovers that her mother was a pioneering orca researcher--an activist trying to save the powerful and dangerous creatures.
©2015 Lucy Atkins (P)2015 Hachette Audio
"Lucy Atkins's engrossing debut immediately immerses the reader in intrigue." (Publishers Weekly)
"Beautifully written and compelling...a wonderful thriller that is also such a strong portrayal of motherhood." (Sabine Durrant, author of Under Your Skin)
A Best of 2014 Books Pick
Best Mysteries of 2014 by The Cleveland Plain Dealer
Will be sure to recommend this one ... This had all the elements I enjoy most... Great story... Combination of adventure/quest and suspense.
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Yes for sure. The writing is lovely. Beautiful descriptions of the wild North Pacific, and the whales and their behavior. The characters are very individual and real. Very believable. Everything about the book is believable, but it still leaves you wondering what will happen as grows more mysterious, by the minute.
It is slow paced, so some readers may get bogged down by that, but for me it just reconfirmed the plot and landscape. Instilling the remote location, tension and mystery of what was going on, and also Suzanna's unstable personality. How it slowly unfolds, with Buffy Davies perfect voice, and the luscious writing style.
The only thing that was a bit annoying was Cali's mothering style and constant saying "no" to her son. This is truly how it is with a toddler though, so I understand, and was able to look past it.
When Cali jumped into the freezing water to get onto the boat with her son.
They are all good but the best parts were when it went back to her mother's life- her marriage, her move from California to the "Float house" and, of course the day they took the family out on the boat with a storm coming was very memorable and tense. Her mother's life was so romantic in a wild way.
Yes. I also wanted to make it last too. These are the best ones.
Human behavior, the best kind of mystery. More please.
I really enjoyed this book. If I had anything bad to say is that quite a few of the chapters were very long (like over a hour or a hour and a half ). But over all I really enjoyed the story and the narrator did a wonderful job.
A-book-a-day Audio listener, mother, grandmother, citizen of the world, dog lover, kayaker, windsurfer, eccentric, eclectic semi- recluse...
Or you'll go stark raving mad wondering how anyone can even think so monotonously slowly. I finished it but with great effort. A small little story which should have been an essay.
cut out all the long boring details, main character i found to be very irritating and
yes ok, but towards the end the lines blurred a bit, probably because i lost interest
yes, to find out more about Orca's
It is the fist Audible book that i constantly felt i wanted to return & get my credit back!
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