For fans of Laura Lippman and Gillian Flynn comes an electrifying novel of stunning psychological suspense.
I am the star of screaming headlines and campfire ghost stories.
I am one of the four Black-Eyed Susans.
The lucky one.
As a sixteen-year-old, Tessa Cartwright was found in a Texas field, barely alive amid a scattering of bones, with only fragments of memory as to how she got there. Ever since, the press has pursued her as the lone surviving "Black-Eyed Susan," the nickname given to the murder victims because of the yellow carpet of wildflowers that flourished above their shared grave. Tessa's testimony about those tragic hours put a man on death row.
Now, almost two decades later, Tessa is an artist and single mother. In the desolate cold of February, she is shocked to discover a freshly planted patch of black-eyed susans - a summertime bloom - just outside her bedroom window. Terrified at the implications - that she sent the wrong man to prison and the real killer remains at large - Tessa turns to the lawyers working to exonerate the man awaiting execution. But the flowers alone are not proof enough, and the forensic investigation of the still-unidentified bones is progressing too slowly. An innocent life hangs in the balance. The legal team appeals to Tessa to undergo hypnosis to retrieve lost memories - and to share the drawings she produced as part of an experimental therapy shortly after her rescue.
What they don't know is that Tessa and the scared, fragile girl she was have built a fortress of secrets. As the clock ticks toward the execution, Tessa fears for her sanity, but even more for the safety of her teenaged daughter. Is a serial killer still roaming free, taunting Tessa with a trail of clues? She has no choice but to confront old ghosts and lingering nightmares to finally discover what really happened that night.
©2015 Julia Heaberlin (P)2015 Brilliance Audio, all rights reserved. Recorded by arrangement with Ballantine Books, an imprint of Random House, a division of Random House LLC
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This is the kind of suspenseful, tension building story that I'm hoping for every time I open a book labeled "Thriller." Very reminiscent of Gillian Flynn, Tessa's story was dark without ever getting into the details of what actually took place that caused her to end up in a grave with other murdered girls with no memory of how or why she was there. The tension in the story builds as Tessa tries to piece together what happened as the time ticks down for the possibly innocent man on death row who was found guilty of the crime that haunts her life. I was so eager to get this audiobook and I wasn't disappointed. The narration was fantastic, from the southern drawl of a friend, to teenager whine, to the whimsical neighbor, the narrator breathed life into each character.
The writing itself was vivid and descriptive which helped give each character nuance and depth that was enhanced by the exceptional narration. It was one of those books that kept me up all night reading because I couldn't sleep until I had the answers I needed.
The reason I didn't give this a full 5 stars is because of several things - First, the way the story weaves back and forth between past and present was sometimes jarring and confusing and at times made it a bit hard to follow. This often made it difficult for me to simply lose myself in the narration and in the story the way I would have liked. Then, while I enjoyed the diversions and false trails that kept me guessing, when all was finally revealed, it struck me as a little too far-fetched to seem plausible AND there were too many things left unanswered.
While I wanted more from the story, it was because the story and the characters were so compelling. I wanted to understand more about the intriguing friendship between Tessa and Lydia, I wanted to hear more about Tessa's strange and quirky grandfather and his creepy house, I wanted to learn more about Terrell and his experience on death row, I wanted to learn more about the other "Susan" victims. But even though I still wanted more - I still loved the story. It's actually because I so thoroughly enjoyed it that I wanted more from it!
I need to find more audiobooks like this so I'm going to check out more of this author's work.
I am thankful to the reviewer who mentioned that the book did a lot of time hopping back and forth.,and since I went into it knowing that it was one of the BEST suspense novels I have listened to in a very long time! Everything from the story line, to the interesting details, to the narration was fantastic
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I kept hemming and hawing about getting this book because of other reviewers mentioning it was difficult to follow with the back and forth in time. Yes, it does go back and forth but is very easy to follow. The story is unique and the performance outstanding! So, take a leap of faith, if you like suspense, you won't be disappointed!
Dept Q, Harry Hole... where are you?
This is one of thest written and read mysteries on Audible. It is truly the perfect mystery. Great characters, a gripping storyline and just the right amount of twists.
Whitney Dykhouse is magnificent as a narrator.
I loved evry minute of this book!
Julia Heaberlin is talented -- no question there. She has created a genuinely nuanced, conflicted, fully 3-D protagonist. She also knows how to write; on a sentence-to-sentence level, this is lovely work. Such a shame that the plot & characterization, along with any trace of verisimilitude, completely falls apart (ie. goes all "movie of the week") at the very end. Still worth a listen & I look forward to her next work where, I hope, she'll have worked out all the kinks.
This is a great book to listen to, but the writing is clearly meant to be read and not listened to. The sentences wind along beautifully and you realize, suddenly, that you got so lost in the beauty of metaphor that you don't even know what started it all.
Yes I would but with the recommendation, I would tell them that they have to give the book a chance to get going. It starts out kind of odd. But once it gets going, it's really good!
I really like this author. Very similar to Gillian Flynn. Excellent character development, plot, and twists.
The descriptions are vivid. I could see in my minds eye exactly what was going on in the scenes. It was just spooky enough to keep me interested and pressing forward.
Nothing. The voice was clear, easy to hear, and understandable.
This was just a really good story. The author put together a nice little tale, and the end was a big surprise.
The narrators were okay. The primary narrator in parts 1 & 2 was very enjoyable, but a narrator change in the 3rd part diminished the reading.
I had some driveway and parking lot moments with this book. I just couldn't stop listening!
Strange story, unevenly written. Maybe once an hour I considered cutting my losses and quitting, but then some little thing would catch my attention, and I'd soldier on for awhile more. Maybe I just didn't like the mixed genre -- it can't quite decide if it's a straight-out novel, a coming of age story, a crime chronicle or a legal thriller with death penalty pretensions. It's funny that the reviews call it "suspense". I suppose any kind of a book can be called "suspense" -- if we readers weren't waiting for something to happen, wondering what it would be, would we keep reading any of them?
Anyway, not for me. I'll steer clear of this author in the future. Good narrator, though. Did a good job with lots of different voices, accents.
After reading the reviews I was disappointed with the story line. The story started out good and held my interest until about the middle of the book. This is when I felt the author started adding details as after thought. For me it went downhill fast with the the sex scene that felt like it was written by a forty year old virgin. I also felt that the author just tried too hard to come up with a unique twist at the end, it was too far fetched to be believed. Also (without giving too much away) the Susan's, which I felt were a very important part of the story should have played a bigger role in the psychological space that haunted Tessa, which she claimed happened but the author forgot to include the reader in the emotional, traumatic and apparently constant visitations. Narration was the best part of this book. Disappointed at the end, as I thought this book had great potential.
Jo was the best.
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