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In The Worst of You, just-wed architects Timo and Nia flee a murder scene, setting in motion a chain reaction of lies and betrayals that threaten to unravel everything they have built together. Twisted and propulsive, this thriller is told from the alternating perspectives of the couple and those close to them on Williwaw Island, each with their own motive to use the outcome of the murder case to their advantage. When a huge storm sweeps up the coast, trapping everyone on tiny Williwaw Island, it’s a race against time—and the elements — to stop the murderer from striking again.
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Opulence. Sex. Betrayal…sometimes friendship can be deadly. Meet the women of Buckhead—a place of expensive cars, huge houses, and competitive friendships. Who amongst these women will be clever enough to survive Buckhead—and who will wind up dead? They say that friendships can be complex, but no one said it could ever be this deadly.
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This gripping fictional true crime podcast delves into the story of the enigmatic Dorian Gray, a vigilante who changed the world, rewriting history in the blood of her victims. Her targets were the titans of their era—billionaires, movie stars, politicians. Dorian said they had one thing in common: they had all committed crimes against women. They were rapists, abusers, master manipulators. Dorian left evidence of their heinous offenses with their bodies, and then she vanished without a trace.
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The plot
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My husband and I are fighting for our lives in hospital after a terrible car accident. But despite my pain, all I can think about is what our families will find behind our front door. The scarf that has been all over the news, belonging to a dead young woman with honey-coloured hair. I have to speak to the police before my husband can. I’m drifting in and out of consciousness, but when I hear my wife talking to the police, accusing me of the murder of an innocent woman, a cold fear grips me. I know I’ve got a temper.
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Good twists
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When the rules turn deadly, winning is everything. Only available from Audible, a gripping psychological thriller from the author of Silent Child, Saving April, and The Broken Ones. Perfect for fans of Gillian Flynn, Lisa Jewell and Paula Hawkins. The perfect couple. The perfect marriage. The perfect game. Effie and Ben May have everything. Success. Beauty. Glamour. But beneath the charming smiles and expensive clothes, a twisted game is in progress. A game for which only they know the rules.
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Two hours left
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- Melissa wood
- 03-12-24
I couldn't stop listening!
There were so many unexpected twists and turns! Right up to the last sentence of the book. amazing!
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- Hannah D. Sharpe
- 03-12-24
Twists and Turns
This thriller was fantastic! The twists and turns, and the tricks of the main character’s mind, will leave you questioning things until the very end and beyond. I loved the way the dual timelines were delivered, and felt so connected to the main character as she tries to navigate new parenthood. It also encompasses the challenges of mental health, post partum depression, and the toll both motherhood and mental health can have on a woman. If you like thrillers, this is definitely one for your list.
The audiobook was well done. I listened at 2x speed (my normal is 1.75x - 2x speed).
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- Lucille Mayeux
- 04-21-24
Lose her
This was a really good story I’m glad I spent the credit on this one
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Turns
Worth the credit! Even has you questioning at the end! Plus the narrator was great.
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