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Ethan in Gold | [Amy Lane]

Ethan in Gold

Evan Costa learned from a very early age that there was no such thing as unconditional love and that it was better to settle for what you could get instead of expecting the world to give you what you need. As Ethan, porn model for Johnnies, he gets exactly what he wants - comradeship and physical contact on trade -and he is perfectly satisfied with that. He's sure of it.
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Publisher's Summary

Johnnies: Book Three

Evan Costa learned from a very early age that there was no such thing as unconditional love and that it was better to settle for what you could get instead of expecting the world to give you what you need. As Ethan, porn model for Johnnies, he gets exactly what he wants - comradeship and physical contact on trade -and he is perfectly satisfied with that. He's sure of it.

Jonah Stevens has spent most of his adult life helping to care for his sister and trying to keep his beleaguered family from fraying at the edges. He's had very little time to work on his confidence or his body for that matter. When Jonah meets Ethan, he doesn't see the hurt child or the shamelessly slutty porn star. He sees a funny, sexy, confident man who-against the odds-seems to like Jonah in spite of his very ordinary, but difficult, life.

Sensing a kindred spirit and a common interest, Ethan thinks a platonic friendship with Jonah won't violate his fair trade rules of sex and touch, but Jonah has different ideas. Ethan's pretty sure his choice of jobs has stripped away all hope of a real relationship, but Jonah wants the whole package-the sexy man, the vulnerable boy, the charming companion who works so hard to make other people happy. Jonah wants to prove that underneath the damage Ethan has lived with all his life, he's still gold with promise and the ability to love.

©2013 Amy Lane (P)2014 Dreamspinner Press

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    T. Henry The Woodlands, TX 04-28-14
    T. Henry The Woodlands, TX 04-28-14 Member Since 2012

    T.Henry

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    "Love this series"
    What made the experience of listening to Ethan in Gold the most enjoyable?

    Sean Crisden is the best narrator and wonderful throughout this series


    Who was your favorite character and why?

    Ethan, love his character. His story is heartbreaking and heartwarming all at once. It made him who he is and I love him, love all the Johnnies'


    Have you listened to any of Sean Crisden’s other performances before? How does this one compare?

    Yes, any chance I get, Perfect


    Was there a moment in the book that particularly moved you?

    The scene when he Ethan comes on to his high school friend and he freaks out! Heartbreaking...


    Any additional comments?

    Great series, this is not my favorite of the series, but I still love it, Love this whole series, worth every penny. I have read and reread this series, Now I have listened to it as well.

    2 of 2 people found this review helpful
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    Orlando Murrieta, CA, United States 07-28-14
    Orlando Murrieta, CA, United States 07-28-14 Member Since 2011
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    "Another good book in a series"

    A nice continuation of the plot Amy Lane started in this series of books. If you're reading the series, don't miss this one. Worthy of a credit.

    1 of 1 people found this review helpful
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    Marilyn GLASTONBURY, CT, United States 07-09-14
    Marilyn GLASTONBURY, CT, United States 07-09-14 Member Since 2009
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    "Not that moving, but well-told"

    This is the second book in the series that I read and I did not enjoy it nearly as much as the first, Dex in Blue. I really felt for Dex and his lover but Ethan's story did not grab me as much. Both of them are soul-searching young adult men coming to understand their place in the world, how to be adult men who can get and deserve what they want, and I loved that aspect in both books. However, I really understood Dex and his reasons for having reservations about accepting himself whereas I didn't resonate with Ethan's I'm sure that is just me and my own, personal, psychology or experience and that it may well be the reverse for other readers....which is to say, I don't thing the writing fell short.

    My same criticism of the narrator applies to this book as well: His voice is more mature than the characters' and he at times adapts a childish voice that is just wrong for him and makes the character sound silly. He is a fine reader, gets the inflections and emotions right, but he makes the other main character, Ethan's lover, sound like a pimple-faced nerd, which makes is not easy to the attraction for Ethan, let alone allows you to feel the depth of that character's already-adult feelings about himself (so he can be a guide and light for Ethan).

    For those who like to know, there are explicit sex scenes. I found them to be sexy, important to the story development (not just gratuitous) and one of the reasons to keep listening to an otherwise just ok story.

    1 of 1 people found this review helpful
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    Caroline 07-07-14
    Caroline 07-07-14
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    Would you listen to Ethan in Gold again? Why?

    When the Johnnies series first come out I can still clearly remember reading Chase Shadow and being left with the feeling that my heart had been torn out with all the hurt. If somebody asked me to give one word to describe Amy Lane it would undoubtedly be ANGST. She is the absolute master of it!! Ethans book is also full of angst but not in the all consuming way that Chases was.

    At the start of this book we find out that Ethan has been abused at school, as a 5 year old, by the bad man with him ‘bamboo’. At first he is supported by his family but those feelings quickly change when they pull away and his mother stops touching him altogether. Whether in fear, stupidity or ignorance the pain this causes Ethan and the effects it will have on his life are devastating and life changing, even more so than the original abuse
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    Ethan craves touch and I mean CRAVES. He reminded me of a big puppy as he grew up, always trying to do the right thing, to please everybody around him, just so people would touch his arm or tousle his hair. His family fail him completely in this respect; he has a failed attempt at a sexual experience with another boy which leads to more confusion and pain and for a while settles in a relationship with a girlfriend. Although not what he wants deep down he is finally being touched, skin on skin and it settles him.

    After leaving his family he finds a way of getting the touch he needs in abundance. He becomes Ethan, a porn star. He has unconsciously built a new family around himself and the men in his life, his co-stars, recognise the need in him to be touched and petted and look after him well. Two years into this new life he meets Jonah who will rock his world and change everything.

    Jonah has no experience of the world Ethan lives in. His is a twenty something year old virgin whose life revolves around work, home and looking after his dying sister. He may be the inexperienced one in the relationship but he has an uncanny way of reading Ethan and knowing what he needs. Slowly h e ingratiates himself into Ethans world and shows strength and maturity when the secrets start to come out.

    Even though Ethan is its own story it runs at the same time and therefore alongside Chase and Dex. There are events that happen that you will recognise from both the previous books. To get the most out of the stories and understand the characters I think it is imperative that you read all the books in order.

    Ethan and Jonah are great together but there is very little romance. Back to Amy Lane, if I would describe her writing with the word angst then I would describe her characters in this series as broken. Oh boy do they all have issues. The drama that surrounds this small group would be overwhelming in real life but somehow it still seems very real. There is no fluff. They might get their happy endings but the woman makes them bleed for it!
    I thoroughly enjoyed my second visit to the Johnnies characters. I you haven’t read this series all I would ask is. Why not?

    Narration
    Looking through the number of audio books that Sean Crisden has narrated it is obvious he is a popular choice. From recent experience I have discovered that you need to listen to each book individually. Where you may not like a narration of one book by a person you may end up loving the next. Sean was near perfect for Ethan. For nearly 11 hours I listened as his voice flowed through the story clearly. He didn’t make the sex scenes sound ‘squicky’ and he portrayed each of the characters as I imagined them in my head.


    1 of 1 people found this review helpful
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    Wendy in MD Maryland 06-15-14
    Wendy in MD Maryland 06-15-14 Member Since 2011
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    "Good story. Couldn't get past the narration."
    What would have made Ethan in Gold better?

    The story was good. Happiness, sadness, growing up, some juicy, explicit scenes. I just could not listen to the narrator on this one.


    What did you like best about this story?

    It was good to learn Ethan's backstory. The writing was great, as usual, and the storyline wasn't a cookie-cutter copy of the other books in the series.


    How could the performance have been better?

    I couldn't get past the narration, especially of one of the main characters. The 22 year old sounded like a constipated 7 yr old.


    You didn’t love this book... but did it have any redeeming qualities?

    The story was good. It explained Ethan's behavior that we learned about in previous books. I also liked seeing the other johnnies from an outsider's point of view.


    Any additional comments?

    I bought the kindle version and enjoyed the story.

    1 of 1 people found this review helpful
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    Heather Seattle, WA, United States 04-26-14
    Heather Seattle, WA, United States 04-26-14 Member Since 2013
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    "Johnnies with a twist of virgin."

    Amy will break your heart for sure with this installment of Johnnies, but it's not Ethan and Jonah that will do it. (Be prepared to bawl) Ethan has "Skin Hunger" and the guys from Johnnies know how to help him with that, but he meets and likes Jonah who, while being older is still a virgin, and has nothing to do with Johnnies. You first get Ethan's back story, and why he has "Skin Hunger"; then the story becomes current to Chase in Shadows & Dex in Blue. As a parting shot - you will finally get to know the sex of Chase & Tommy's child.
    Johnnies is by far my favorite Amy Lane series.

    1 of 1 people found this review helpful
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    Ezinwanyi Dallas, TX USA 08-20-14
    Ezinwanyi Dallas, TX USA 08-20-14 Member Since 2012
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    "Ethan and Jonah were great together"

    The narrator was okay. Sometimes, the voice for Jonah made me think of 16 year old naive boy. It made me pause sometimes. Other than that, I loved listening to this one.
    The timeline for this book matches with Dex's book, right after Chase gets in the hospital.
    What I always remembered about Ethan/Evan was that he needed "touch" so I was excited to jump into the book of the guy who needed lots of hugs & touches.

    Ethan's family life was as crappy as Chase & Dex's life. Another reason that Johnnies because his make-shift family. Ethan was the "smart one", the one who did well in school and was supposed to go to college. But right now, he is making movies.

    I found his story to be so sad especially with the tattoos he used to label himself and keep people at bay. This whole time he craved physical touch, but he needed emotional touch just as much.
    Jonah Stevens was a great match for him because Jonah was observant. His sister Millie's illness had made them very aware of non-verbal communication and Jonah was able to see past Ethan's aloofness.

    I am glad that one of the Johnnies boys fell in love with a guy from a family who accepted their child's boyfriend. Jonah's family was really cool and I really enjoyed the love that they lavished on people. It will help Jonah and Ethan continue to grow and develop as they chart their lives together.

    I must say that my tears this time had nothing to do with the two guys but was for the sister. Very touching and I was so sad for her. But the story was well written and another enjoyable installment in the series. I am anticipating the next book

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    Violeta H. Berkenkamp CA 08-11-14 Member Since 2014
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    "Great story. Hate the narration."
    Is there anything you would change about this book?

    I wish I can change the narrator , I can hardly stand it. But this series is so good , is a shame the narrators don't deliver a higher quality of work. Who matches the book and the narrators? They are not doing a good job.This happend in most books I'm getting.


    Who was your favorite character and why?

    Ethan. He is a great character. And is the only one the narrator makes sound decent.


    How did the narrator detract from the book?

    He completely distracts from this great story. The narration Is shamefully awful, creepy, laughable, just awful.


    If this book were a movie would you go see it?

    Yes,there are some amazing MM erotica that can make fantastic movies.and this is one .


    Any additional comments?

    I wish I can hear it with a better matched narrator.

    0 of 0 people found this review helpful
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