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Beyond Belief Audiobook
Beyond Belief
Written by: 
Jenna Miscavige Hill
Narrated by: 
Sandy Rustin
Beyond Belief Audiobook

Beyond Belief: My Secret Life Inside Scientology and My Harrowing Escape

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Publisher's Summary

Audie Award Finalist, Non-Fiction, 2014

Jenna Miscavige Hill, niece of Church of Scientology leader David Miscavige, was raised as a Scientologist but left the controversial religion in 2005. In Beyond Belief, she shares her true story of life inside the upper ranks of the sect, details her experiences as a member Sea Org - the church's highest ministry - speaks of her "disconnection" from family outside of the organization, and tells the story of her ultimate escape.

In this tell-all memoir, Jenna Miscavige Hill, a prominent critic of Scientology who now helps others leave the organization, offers an insider's profile of the beliefs, rituals, and secrets of the religion that has captured the fascination of millions, including some of Hollywood's brightest stars such as Tom Cruise and John Travolta.

©2013 Jenna Miscavige Hill (P)2013 HarperCollinsPublishers

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    Rishard Chapoteau hawthorne, nj USA 02-20-13
    Rishard Chapoteau hawthorne, nj USA 02-20-13 Member Since 2004
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    "An amazing look inside Scientology"

    I really enjoyed this book, but I have to say that I didn't find Jenna to be a likable person which makes it even more real. There were times where her descriptions made her sound flat out crazy to me. I guess living in a different reality then everyone else can do that to you. I'm very glad she wrote the book and that I could learn from her experience.

    The book feels like it's being written for children because of the tone it sets. I think it might have something to do with Jenna's limited education. That being said it was still entertaining and well performed.

    I highly recommend this book to anyone with ears.

    13 of 16 people found this review helpful
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    Mia 02-07-13
    Mia 02-07-13 Member Since 2016

    I am a miracle worker. Doing what I can to choose love over fear.

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    "Too important to ignore"
    What made the experience of listening to Beyond Belief the most enjoyable?

    People often find faith when a) Their parents bring them up in itB) when a crisis occurThe author had no real choice as a child, her uncle being the new leader in Scientology, while her parents eagerly worked for the org.I hate the word cult and feel people use it wrongly. With Sciontology I must ask, if you can save us, why charge fees few can pay?You see, I think their is something good in the famous book "Dianetics" but it is NOT a church. Each member is isolated to avoid doubt and unlike Christian Churches which people may leave and then comeback, I have yet to hear an ex-sciontologist wish to return.People state that most cults remain because people want to come back. Scientology however becomes smaller as time goes on. This story is a tragedy, because too many can say it did not just happen to this author. Ex-sciontologists worldwide can give the same account. They can because the system is the same. For Sciontologies official version of their faith go to scientology you owe them to see their side too. After all, faith is a human right.


    What did you like best about this story?

    This is a story of faith turned into a fanatic money marchine. Their is nothing to like, yet facts to learn.


    What about Sandy Rustin’s performance did you like?

    She read it nice and clear


    If you were to make a film of this book, what would be the tag line be?

    "My life inside Dianetics"


    Any additional comments?

    If you are an active scientologist and enjoy it, good for you! It is your right to practice what you desire as long as your kid gets the ame choice. A one-time listen I am very glad I bought. Well written and most importantly:She has proof which is a must.

    39 of 50 people found this review helpful
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    Karla Huntsman Utah 03-19-13
    Karla Huntsman Utah 03-19-13 Member Since 2012

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    "Outstanding book!"

    It isn't often that you get the perfect meeting of a great performance and a gripping story: this is one of those times. The title "Beyond Belief" is apt; it is hard to understand how seemingly mild-mannered people (Scientologists) can allow their children to be treated so poorly. Jenna Miscavige Hill describes her extremely unusual childhood in Scientology and her gradual desire to leave the only life that she ever knew. Because she is the niece of the current leader of Scientology, there is even more credibility to her story. Before this book, I thought of Scientologists as being a bit odd, but basically harmless. This author's story underlines the need for more careful scrutiny of this organization, particular in the way that they utilize small children for forced labor and break apart families. Suddenly they don't seem harmless any more. Kudos to the author for what must have been a painful journey in writing this memoir.

    The narration deserves special recognition...it is one of the most superb readings I have encountered on Audible. The book is a journey from the author's experience as a young girl to a grown woman, and the narrator is able to make the transition easy and smooth and believable without being over the top. I don't often buy the book after purchasing the Audible version, but I bought the book in this case because the story is so riveting. As I read the book, I hear the narrator's voice in my head, which is not a bad thing! It makes the story that much more real.

    If you enjoy true life stories, you cannot go wrong with Beyond Belief.

    8 of 10 people found this review helpful
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    Terie Katy, TX, United States 03-13-13
    Terie Katy, TX, United States 03-13-13 Member Since 2001
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    "Beyond Belief is right"
    Would you listen to Beyond Belief again? Why?

    Not sure I could listen to this book again. It was a great book but realizing how Jenna was robbed of a childhood along with the other children is heartbreaking. I didn't know much about Scientology before and wow...I know more than I want to now. No wonder Katie Holmes took off like she did!


    What other book might you compare Beyond Belief to and why?

    This was a great book and a must read.


    What does Sandy Rustin bring to the story that you wouldn’t experience if you just read the book?

    The narration was great.


    If you were to make a film of this book, what would be the tag line be?

    Beyond Belief would be a good title.


    4 of 5 people found this review helpful
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    Debora Los Angeles, CA, United States 03-11-13
    Debora Los Angeles, CA, United States 03-11-13 Member Since 2016
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    "Revealing Insight into the 'Sea Org'"
    If you could sum up Beyond Belief in three words, what would they be?

    If Scientology comes calling, run the other way


    What does Sandy Rustin bring to the story that you wouldn’t experience if you just read the book?

    Good narration


    Any additional comments?

    This is a revealing insight into the "Sea Org", the shock-troops/Gestapo of the so-called Church of Scientology. Jenna Miscavige, the niece of current potentate David Miscavige (successor to L. Ron Hubbard), recounts her mostly parentless upbringing in the Sea Org, including signing up for a billion-year term of service at age 8. It's a harrowing tale of forced servitude, child abuse, lack of schooling, mind-control and coercion, culminating in her escape from the cult in her early 20's. I learned much I didn't know from this book.

    6 of 8 people found this review helpful
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    Carlee 07-06-16
    Carlee 07-06-16 Member Since 2016
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    "thank you thank you thank you"

    thank you for speaking out and telling the truth about what goes on in the Sea Org and Scientology. thank God I was only there for a while when I became pregnant and I realized I did not want my child growing up in that atmosphere. And I think God everyday for a strong backbone and the difference of knowing right from wrong and leaving when I did. I told my husband I was leaving with or without him he would have to make up his mind. my husband thank God didn't take much convincing for him to leave although he was in Scientology for a lot longer than I was. I was passed out while I was there, I was told that I could be made to disappear, and I was told that I would have to raise my child by myself because my husband wasn't coming with me. As I said they were wrong he did and we've been happy ever since. but it's been a long time coming and I'm really happy that somebody is telling this story. Thank you so much for your bravery and your commitment to getting the truth out there.

    1 of 1 people found this review helpful
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    Kelli 06-15-16
    Kelli 06-15-16 Member Since 2015
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    "Crazy Story!"
    Any additional comments?

    This book opened my eyes to the very sick and deranged world of Scientology. I have always been curious about this book and I appreciated the perspective from someone who grew up knowing nothing else. The obvious abuses that she went through, as well as others, and the isolation is disturbing. I don't actually know how celebrities can subscribe to this theology, unless the religion that they are receiving is much different than those in the Sea Org. I wouldn't doubt it since much of the money the church seeks is from large donors such as celebrities. It is truly shocking that people can get so brainwashed and watch their families split apart and allow it to happen! It's truly crazy making.

    I really liked this book and think it shines a bright light on a very dark religion.

    1 of 1 people found this review helpful
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    Ella Ella 06-07-16
    Ella Ella 06-07-16
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    "Highly recommended"

    This book was incredibly moving and I couldn't put it down until I was done. While I'd seen and read other books and programs on Scientology, I don't think I've ever seen such detailed information about the life of a child in the Sea Org anywhere else. I definitely cried at some parts and found the story gripping and dramatic. No issues with the narration, though it was nothing spectacular. Definitely get this if you're interested at all in Scientology or cults.

    1 of 1 people found this review helpful
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    Hickupnorth 04-29-16
    Hickupnorth 04-29-16
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    "Interesting...but whiny."

    I found the story dragged with details that werent consistent. Felt like the author was manipulating the listener to see one side of story. I am NOT a sympathizer to that 'religion/cult'. But the several years as a youngster seem to be written with youngster emotion. Whiny at times. Too much about early years, would like to have read more about older years.

    1 of 1 people found this review helpful
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    Aubrey 08-01-15
    Aubrey 08-01-15 Member Since 2015
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    "The things we didn't know."

    I knew the claims to scientology being a cult, but hearing it from someone who grew up in its most inner parts was astonishing. It's a good listen to understanding the truth behind it.

    1 of 1 people found this review helpful

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