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Publisher's summary
An intensely emotional and gripping companion novel to Laura Nowlin's USA Today and New York Times bestselling novel If He Had Been With Me about the love that both breaks and heals us. Perfect for fans of Colleen Hoover and Jenny Han.
If only I'd told her that I loved her years ago, then I wouldn't be here now.
Finn has always loved Autumn. She's not just the girl next door or his mother's best friend's daughter, she is his everything. But she's not his girlfriend. That's Sylvie, and Finn would never hurt her, so there's no way Autumn could know how he truly feels.
Jack, Finn's best friend, isn't so sure. He's seen Finn and Autumn together. How could she not know? And how is he supposed to support and protect Finn when heartache seems inevitable?
Autumn surrounds herself with books and wants to write her own destiny—but one doesn't always get a new chapter and fate can be cruel to those in love.
Told through three different perspectives, If Only I Had Told Her is a love story brimming with truth, tragedy, and the unexpected bonds that heal us.
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Wenn er nur bei mir gewesen wäre... Auf einer regennassen Straße soll sich Finns und Autumns Schicksal für immer entscheiden. In dem Moment, als das Auto von der Fahrbahn abkommt. Doch eigentlich beginnt Autumns und Finns Geschichte viel früher: Schon ihre Mütter sind beste Freundinnen und so wachsen sie Tür an Tür auf, verbringen jede freie Minute gemeinsam, kennen den anderen besser als sich selbst. Bis aus ihrer Freundschaft etwas anderes wird. Nur kann Autumn sich diese tiefen Gefühle nicht eingestehen.
By: Laura Nowlin, and others
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Right Here, Right Now
- By: Shannon Dunlap
- Narrated by: Amy Jensen, Gary Tiedemann
- Length: 6 hrs and 52 mins
- Unabridged
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There are infinite universes in which Elise never dies. Her best friend, Anna, never has to mourn her or choose between the weight of her grief and the weight of her ambition. Her cousin, Liam, never has to lose another loved one or fight to find purpose in a life that already doesn’t feel like his own. But Liam and Anna do not get to choose the universe in which they live. Across multiple worlds, their paths collide as they wrestle with what it takes to save someone else and how to face love and loss on a quantum scale.
By: Shannon Dunlap
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This Song Is (Not) for You
- By: Laura Nowlin
- Narrated by: Hannah Carmona
- Length: 8 hrs and 30 mins
- Unabridged
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Ramona fell for Sam the moment she met him. It was like she had known him forever. He's one of the few constants in her life, and their friendship is just too important to risk for a kiss. Though she really wants to kiss him. Sam loves Ramona, but he would never expect her to feel the same way—she's too quirky and cool for someone like him. Still, they complement each other perfectly, both as best friends and as a band.
By: Laura Nowlin
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Girl in Pieces
- By: Kathleen Glasgow
- Narrated by: Julia Whelan, Kathleen Glasgow
- Length: 10 hrs and 42 mins
- Unabridged
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Overall4.5 out of 5 stars 2,105
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Performance4.5 out of 5 stars 1,844
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Story4.5 out of 5 stars 1,837
Charlotte Davis is in pieces. At 17 she's already lost more than most people do in a lifetime. But she's learned how to forget. The broken glass washes away the sorrow until there is nothing but calm. You don't have to think about your father and the river. Your best friend, who is gone forever. Or your mother, who has nothing left to give you. Every new scar hardens Charlie's heart just a little more, yet it still hurts so much. It hurts enough to not care anymore, which is sometimes what has to happen before you can find your way back from the edge.
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5 out of 5 stars
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Touching, Sobering, Fascinating
- By Wendi on 05-31-17
By: Kathleen Glasgow
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You'd Be Home Now
- By: Kathleen Glasgow
- Narrated by: Julia Knippen, Kathleen Glasgow
- Length: 12 hrs and 11 mins
- Unabridged
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For all of Emory's life she's been told who she is. In town she's the rich one—the great-great-granddaughter of the mill's founder. At school she's hot Maddie Ward's younger sister. And at home, she's the good one, her stoner older brother Joey's babysitter. Everything was turned on its head, though, when she and Joey were in the car accident that killed Candy MontClaire. The car accident that revealed just how bad Joey's drug habit was.
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5 out of 5 stars
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Another MUST READ By Kathleen Glasgow
- By Kara on 12-17-21
By: Kathleen Glasgow
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The Darkness Rises
- By: Stacy Stokes
- Narrated by: Sophie Amoss
- Length: 9 hrs and 51 mins
- Unabridged
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Whitney knows what death looks like. Since she was seven, she’s seen it hover over strangers’ heads in dark, rippling clouds. Sometimes she can save people from the darkness. Sometimes she can’t. But she’s never questioned if she should try. Until the unthinkable happens—and a person she saves becomes the perpetrator of a horrific school shooting.
By: Stacy Stokes
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A Thousand Boy Kisses
- A Novel
- By: Tillie Cole
- Narrated by: P. J. Ochlan, Katie Schorr
- Length: 13 hrs and 1 min
- Unabridged
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Overall4.5 out of 5 stars 4,555
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Performance4.5 out of 5 stars 4,137
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When 17-year-old Rune Kristiansen returns from his native Norway to the sleepy town of Blossom Grove, Georgia, where he befriended Poppy Litchfield as a child, he has just one thing on his mind: Why had the girl who was one half of his soul, who promised to wait faithfully for his return, cut him off without a word of explanation?
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4 out of 5 stars
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A thousand tears shed
- By Misty Walker on 06-20-16
By: Tillie Cole
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Every Last Word
- By: Tamara Ireland Stone
- Narrated by: Amy Rubinate
- Length: 8 hrs and 15 mins
- Unabridged
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Overall4.5 out of 5 stars 395
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Performance4 out of 5 stars 350
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Samantha McAllister looks just like the rest of the popular girls in her junior class. But hidden beneath the straightened hair and expertly applied makeup is a secret that her friends would never understand: Sam has purely obsessional OCD and is consumed by a stream of dark thoughts and worries that she can't turn off. Second-guessing every move, thought, and word makes daily life a struggle, and it doesn't help that her lifelong friends will turn toxic at the first sign of a wrong outfit, wrong lunch, or wrong crush.
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2 out of 5 stars
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Nothing Special
- By FanB14 on 08-22-15
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Better Than the Movies
- By: Lynn Painter
- Narrated by: Jesse Vilinsky
- Length: 10 hrs and 29 mins
- Unabridged
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Overall4.5 out of 5 stars 1,086
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Performance5 out of 5 stars 958
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Perpetual daydreamer Liz Buxbaum gave her heart to Michael a long time ago. But her cool, aloof forever crush never really saw her before he moved away. Now that he’s back in town, Liz will do whatever it takes to get on his radar - and maybe snag him as a prom date - even befriend Wes Bennet. The annoyingly attractive next-door neighbor might seem like a prime candidate for romantic-comedy fantasies, but Wes has only been a pain in Liz’s butt since they were kids. Yet, somehow, Wes and Michael are hitting it off, which means Wes is Liz’s in.
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5 out of 5 stars
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Adorable!
- By KH0511 on 07-22-21
By: Lynn Painter
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I Fell in Love with Hope
- A Novel
- By: Lancali
- Narrated by: Lancali
- Length: 12 hrs and 3 mins
- Unabridged
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Overall4 out of 5 stars 27
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Performance4 out of 5 stars 25
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Against the unforgiving landscape of a hospital, a group of terminally ill patients embraces the joys within their reach: friendship, freedom, rebellion. Each in their own way is broken; each in their own way is stronger for it. In the midst of pain and loss, they find community, even miracles, and together they are determined to reclaim from life what illness has taken from them. But a singular heartbreak has led one to swear off love forever. The risk of experiencing another tragedy feels too great.
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5 out of 5 stars
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Amazing emotional novel read by author
- By Marie Martine on 07-04-23
By: Lancali
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Dibs
- Dryden High Series, Book 1
- By: Randi Rigby
- Narrated by: Alexa Borys, E.M. Wylde
- Length: 6 hrs and 16 mins
- Unabridged
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Moving from New York City to Dryden Bay isn’t exactly the senior year Kai Evans has in mind—until he meets the girl next door with the unforgettable blue eyes. Kate has no trouble rejecting him. There isn’t anything he wouldn’t do to make her smile. But that smile isn’t meant for him, and her best friend keeps getting in the way. In the game of love and friendship, staking your claim was never more tricky. Dibs is the first book in the hilariously fun Dryden High Sweet Series by Randi Rigby.
By: Randi Rigby
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A Thousand Broken Pieces
- A Thousand Boy Kisses, Book 2
- By: Tillie Cole
- Narrated by: Katie Schorr, P. J. Ochlan
- Length: 12 hrs and 30 mins
- Unabridged
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After losing her beloved sister three years ago, Savannah Litchfield has been living half a life. Now seventeen—the age Poppy died—the pain of losing her is worse than ever. When Savannah’s therapist suggests a trip around the world to help teens stricken by loss, she reluctantly agrees to it, clutching the unread journal Poppy left her as she goes.
By: Tillie Cole
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Leo
- By: Mia Sheridan
- Narrated by: Maxine Mitchell, Joe Arden
- Length: 7 hrs and 43 mins
- Unabridged
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Overall4.5 out of 5 stars 2,376
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Performance4.5 out of 5 stars 2,187
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Evie and Leo met in foster care as children and formed a bond of friendship. As they grew, their bond turned to love, and they vowed to make a life together when they turned 18 and were no longer a part of the system.
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5 out of 5 stars
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I WAS RIVETED TO EVERY WONDERFUL WORD
- By CAROLYN 🔹🔹🔹🔹🔹🔹 on 05-25-15
By: Mia Sheridan
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Dead Girls Can't Tell Secrets
- By: Chelsea Ichaso
- Narrated by: Caroline Hewitt
- Length: 7 hrs and 52 mins
- Unabridged
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Overall4 out of 5 stars 105
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Performance4.5 out of 5 stars 96
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Piper Sullivan was in a strange hiking accident last month and has been in a coma ever since. Her older sister, Savannah, can’t pretend to be optimistic about it; things look bad. Piper will likely never wake up, and Savannah will never get any answers about what exactly happened. But then Savannah finds a note in Piper’s locker, inviting Piper to a meeting of their school’s wilderness club—at the very place and on the very day that she fell. Which means there was a chance that Piper wasn’t alone.
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4 out of 5 stars
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Enjoyable
- By Pink Amy on 05-21-22
By: Chelsea Ichaso
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Hearts Still Beating
- By: Brooke Archer
- Narrated by: Kristen DiMercurio, Gail Shalan
- Length: 10 hrs and 54 mins
- Unabridged
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Overall5 out of 5 stars 9
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Performance5 out of 5 stars 9
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Seventeen-year-old Mara is dead—mostly. Infected with a virus that brought the dead back to life and the world to its knees, she wakes up in a facility to learn a treatment for the disease has been found. No longer a Tick, Mara is placed in an experimental resettlement program. But her recovery is complicated by her destination: she’s sent to live with the best friend she hasn’t seen since the world ended—and since their first and only kiss.
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5 out of 5 stars
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Great story
- By Jeralyn on 04-27-24
By: Brooke Archer
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Twisted Love
- Twisted, Book 1
- By: Ana Huang
- Narrated by: Cindy Kay, Aiden Snow
- Length: 10 hrs and 41 mins
- Unabridged
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Overall4.5 out of 5 stars 3,427
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Performance4 out of 5 stars 3,128
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Story4.5 out of 5 stars 3,129
Alex Volkov is a devil blessed with the face of an angel and cursed with a past he can't escape. Driven by a tragedy that has haunted him for most of his life, his ruthless pursuits for success and vengeance leave little room for matters of the heart. But when he's forced to look after his best friend's sister, he starts to feel something in his chest. Ava Chen is a free spirit trapped by nightmares of a childhood she can't remember. But despite her past, she's never stopped seeing the beauty in the world . . . including the heart beneath the icy exterior of a man she shouldn't want.
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2 out of 5 stars
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WHYYYYY THE HYPE
- By KOKO on 11-14-22
By: Ana Huang
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How It Feels to Float
- By: Helena Fox
- Narrated by: Candice Moll
- Length: 9 hrs and 34 mins
- Unabridged
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Overall4 out of 5 stars 104
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Performance4.5 out of 5 stars 97
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Story4 out of 5 stars 97
Biz knows how to float. She has her people, her posse, her mom, and the twins. She has Grace. And she has her dad, who tells her about the little kid she was, and who shouldn't be here but is. So Biz doesn't tell anyone anything. Not about her dark, runaway thoughts, not about kissing Grace or noticing Jasper, the new boy. And she doesn't tell anyone about her dad. Because her dad died when she was seven. And Biz knows how to float, right there on the surface - normal, okay, regular, fine.
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4 out of 5 stars
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How it feels to float
- By Tom on 02-21-23
By: Helena Fox
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- Anonymous User
- 05-15-24
Eloquently written and heart wrenching yet hopeful all in one!
Eloquently written and the grieving process for each character. WOW. I couldn’t stop crying, I related so much in a way; I’m floored with the writing, the way it all ebbed and flowed, and how each character has grown to be a part of my heart, and I’m so grateful the author pursued writing this book. THANK YOU. It all came at a time where I’ve been grieving someone so close to me so the aftermath of it all felt so real, so tangible! I am currently crying, but grateful I get to read such a wonderful, thought out, and beautiful work.
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- Crystal Faz
- 05-04-24
I got closure I guess.
I missed the characters, I like the way it gave us Phinneas POV and enjoyed the emotions of his closest friends. I cried a lot too. Because I’m nosey, I want more of their lives, but I guess it’s enough for closure… I just hate saying goodbye to characters in a book.
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- Tim M.
- 04-18-24
HEARTBREAKING
I needed more closure than I got. Soooo heartbreaking. Really good get your tears out kinda read. I would’ve really loved to see Autumn grow friendships more so.
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- Stacy E
- 04-21-24
Sad story- great insights
This is such a heartbreaking story but loved the healing shown from everyone at the end. Only wish was that the ending was longer so we could hear more about Autumn. Felt a bit rushed but overall a powerful story.
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- Paige
- 05-14-24
A great companion novel
I love this book, it was a great companion to the original book. I do wish that Finny’s section has be longer but otherwise a great title.
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- Eliza
- 05-15-24
Such a Great Book!
This book provided me with the closure I needed! This is a great story. An absolute emotional experience but one I am glade I went through.
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- Shelby
- 05-02-24
I miss Finn
I enjoyed the point of view of Finn. it wasn't as nearly as sad as the first one, but it was so nice to give Finn a proper goodbye.
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- Anonymous User
- 04-22-24
finnys side of the story was kind of expected and already known
it was a pretty good story, kind of a slow read for me, but! i got closure, and then the author gave me more unanswered questions!
i do wonder if there will be another book at some point
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- Maria Torrez
- 04-23-24
a sequel I didnt know I needed
after the first book (and the emotional devastation), I wasnt sure I needed to continue with this story. I was very wrong. The book is an excellent portrayal of the process of grief and helps to redeem characters while giving insights I didnt realize I had missed in the first book. Absolutely loved it! (possibly more than the first book)
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- Zoey
- 04-12-24
LAUGHING, CRYING, THROWING UP
i really loved the emotion the narrators brought to each word. it truly made the story.
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