• If I Fall

  • By: Amber Kuhlman
  • Narrated by: Virtual Voice
  • Length: 7 hrs and 49 mins

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If I Fall

By: Amber Kuhlman
Narrated by: Virtual Voice
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How do you survive when your best friend takes his own life?

Carter was never the suicidal type, and I can't comprehend his abrupt departure. His journal becomes a secret portal into all his deepest secrets, as I unravel the hidden darkness of his life, hoping to understand what drove him to such a tragic end. Struggling without him, I stumble back into the treacherous world he left behind, turning to prescription drugs, sex, and the tip of a needle to numb my pain.

My friend Ava tries to reason with me, but the more I learn about Carter's life, the less I understand. When I teeter on the edge, a handsome paramedic named Ty saves my life and seems determined to mend my broken heart.

Yet, the shadows that haunted Carter are now hot on my heels. Unless I can find the peace he couldn't, I might follow Carter past the last page.

A breathtaking novel about the transformative power of love, friendship, and forgiveness. This book is perfect for fans of 13 Reasons Why by Jay Asher.

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