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Crew Collins
The rush of the high. The mind tingling feeling of that first line. This secret of mine has spiraled out of control, but I can’t stop. The drugs fill a void, helping me feel something and nothing all at once.
But him… He makes me feel everything.
Anderson Walker
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- By: S. K. Allison
- Narrated by: Kingsley Rose, James McAdams
- Length: 10 hrs and 2 mins
- Unabridged
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I couldn't believe it when my friend called to tell me she knew someone desperate for a nanny. Jobless, broke, and with a landlord who hated me, I had to take it. Turns out it was too good to be true. Rex Sloane is cold, hard, and impenetrable. I'm not convinced he's even human. Oh, and he's a dick. I should've walked my over-qualified legs right out of his penthouse the moment he screamed at me for wearing a tutu with his daughter, but stupid me, I didn't.
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Cheesy
- By April Blackmon on 12-04-23
By: S. K. Allison
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Fighting for a Second Chance
- Fighting Series, Book 1
- By: Nikki Ash
- Narrated by: Lexi Evans, Tim Paige
- Length: 7 hrs and 52 mins
- Unabridged
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Liz: I’m an 18-year-old high school graduate who has just experienced my first...well, everything. I would give anything to hold on to Cooper, but we made a decision. After 30 hours of falling in lust, we’re parting ways. I’m starting college and can’t be distracted. Besides, he has his own life to get back to.
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Second chance romance.
- By Kristin L. on 03-16-24
By: Nikki Ash
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Whiskey Nights and Neon Dreams
- By: Ashley James
- Narrated by: Aaron Shedlock, Teddy Hamilton
- Length: 8 hrs and 4 mins
- Unabridged
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The memory of Josiah DeMille has haunted me for close to a decade. The way he looked. The way he smelled. The way his lips felt pressed against mine, even when they shouldn't have been. The one person I've never been able to get over. The one singular part of my past I've never been able to move on from. In every lyric sung into the microphone, in every chord strummed on the guitar, in the bottom of every single whiskey bottle, he's there. His memory has me in a chokehold. His absence a gaping hole in my chest. I gave up years ago, wondering if I'd ever stop thinking about him.
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A forbidden romance that delivers
- By Amy Storment @amyandaudios on 03-05-24
By: Ashley James
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Reaching Reed
- Behind the Camera, Book 1
- By: Cora Rose, Nicole Dykes
- Narrated by: Cooper North, Zane Daniels
- Length: 7 hrs and 5 mins
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Reed Ellis is absolutely gorgeous but a total newbie to camming, a virtual nobody in my world. I should have just deleted his message request for a steamy on-camera collaboration. Not everyone is cut out to be a camboy. But there's just something about him I couldn't resist. He's timid and inexperienced, quiet and closed off, but his fumbling first times play out scorching hot for the cameras, and our videos together are an instant success. I know I should just ride this out, sit back and watch the money roll in, and then move on.
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for the cameras
- By Versai-Vex on 01-11-24
By: Cora Rose, and others
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Until I Saw You
- By: Dianna Roman
- Narrated by: Greg Boudreaux, Iggy Toma
- Length: 9 hrs and 18 mins
- Unabridged
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Harper Reid has no money and nowhere to go, but he can't spend one more day under the same roof as his abusive boyfriend. Desperate to start fresh, he takes on a special case through the caregiver agency that contracts him. The client has fired everyone else, but this job includes lodging, so Harper will find a way to make it work until he's back on his feet.
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Humorous and Heartfelt!
- By K-Me on 04-04-23
By: Dianna Roman
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A Minute More
- Timeless, Book 1
- By: Cora Rose
- Narrated by: Tim Paige, Kirt Graves
- Length: 6 hrs and 26 mins
- Unabridged
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I'm really more of a "take it as it comes" sort of dude. But making minimum wage at a small-town sandwich shop wasn't exactly what I had in mind after college graduation either. It may not be an exciting life, but it isn't so bad. At least I have my amazing coworkers and friends who always try to make the workday fun. Everyone, that is, except the new guy, Simon.
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Great story, great performance
- By Kymora78 on 03-20-24
By: Cora Rose
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The Good Liar
- Infidelity, Book 1
- By: C.P. Harris
- Narrated by: Aiden Snow, Liam DiCosimo
- Length: 11 hrs and 5 mins
- Unabridged
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Six years ago, Jasper Des Moines traded in the only life he knew. In order to keep a promise and a secret, he walked from the only man he’d ever loved. Now, he has a career in need of constant defending, a best friend who knows nothing about his past, and a husband he should love. He has the life he believes he deserves. Until one day, the unfinished business he left behind catches up with him, and he’s faced with the one man he’d never been able to resist or forget.
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Great story
- By Nova on 09-03-23
By: C.P. Harris
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Kismet
- By: Ashley James
- Narrated by: Oliver Highpoint, Silas Hart
- Length: 11 hrs and 57 mins
- Unabridged
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Five years ago, I gave my heart and soul to my professor. He made me fall for him, only to destroy me with his silence. I've never been the same. I finally have the chance to leave this town, start over, and try to move on with my life. But what happens when fate insists the chapter of your life that haunts you isn't over?
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Enjoyable if you can ignore the impossible bits
- By Kymora78 on 11-28-23
By: Ashley James
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Broken
- An Unlucky 13 Standalone
- By: Andi Jaxon
- Narrated by: Darcy Stark, Iggy Toma
- Length: 9 hrs and 22 mins
- Unabridged
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After years of drowning myself in parties, hookups, and pain, all it takes is one viral sex tape to be given a choice: Hide out on an island or lose my trust fund. Having to share a room with the one man I let hurt me is my worst nightmare. I’m the broken shell of the boy he walked away from on the worst day of my life. I hate him almost as much as I hate myself.
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Completely ridiculous story. Decent narration.
- By CJ on 01-01-24
By: Andi Jaxon
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Control
- The Protocol Series, Book 1
- By: Lasairiona Lewis
- Narrated by: Cassandra Medcalf, Gideon Frost
- Length: 9 hrs and 49 mins
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Things I expect after a one-night-stand: breakfast, small talk, maybe even another O before the awkward walk of shame in last night's clothes. I don't expect to open the door to his house and find a kid surrounded by all his earthly possessions. Fired from my job, homeless, and the perpetual screw-up of my family... How can I even think about caring for someone else's child when I'm incapable of looking after myself?
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Kink with complexity
- By Jay Dee on 03-23-24
By: Lasairiona Lewis
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Pure Evil
- The Dark Lords, Book 1
- By: Stella Andrews
- Narrated by: Isabelle Turner, Tristan Warden
- Length: 9 hrs and 35 mins
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She is my fair lady—my Eliza Doolittle if you like. A blank canvas on which I will create a masterpiece. Somebody to fool the most discerning eye. But I am no gentleman. I am the man she fears the most. The devil waiting behind the mountain range. I will teach her how to be my perfect woman, and she will thank me for it. I am the master of the game. She doesn't even realize we are playing one. She signed a contract inked in tears and sealed with blood. Now she is mine, and there is nothing she can do about that because hidden in the small print—she gifted me her soul.
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I TRIED BUT IN THE END IT WAS A DISAPPOINTING DNF
- By CAROLYN 🔹🔹🔹🔹🔹🔹 on 03-29-24
By: Stella Andrews
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- Trisha C.
- 05-02-24
Anderson and Crrw
Not your normal best friends to lovers romance.
Anderson and Crew’s desires are off the charts. The emotions run deep.
The secret that Crew has almost cost him his life .
Anderson is compassionate, dominate in their relationship.
A great story that touches on the subject of drug use and how it affects the people who are the closest.
Michael Gallagher and Walker Williams told this story with compassion and so much emotion. Very well done
#The flock on tour
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- Ketchup2488
- 04-06-24
Friends to lovers
Crew and Anderson are best friends. Crew has been hiding his drug use even after an accidental overdose. During a camping trip, Anderson and Crew discover that they both have feelings for each other. From there, their relationship grows, but Crew continues to struggle with his addiction. When Anderson finally realizes there’s a problem, he tries to help. However, Crew doesn’t believe he has a problem and leaves. When Crew’s dealer dies in front of him, Crew must either accept that that will be his fate soon or accept the help his friends are offering.
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- Menotah
- 04-20-24
Anderson and Crew
𝙃𝙞𝙨 𝙗𝙞𝙜, 𝙙𝙖𝙧𝙠𝙚𝙣𝙚𝙙 𝙚𝙮𝙚𝙨 𝙥𝙚𝙚𝙧 𝙖𝙩 𝙢𝙚 𝙡𝙞𝙠𝙚 𝙝𝙚'𝙨 𝙖 𝙙𝙖𝙢𝙣𝙚𝙙 𝙨𝙤𝙪𝙡 𝙖𝙣𝙙 𝙄'𝙢 𝙝𝙞𝙨 𝙧𝙚𝙙𝙚𝙢𝙥𝙩𝙞𝙤𝙣. 𝘼𝙣𝙙 𝙩𝙝𝙚𝙧𝙚 𝙞𝙨𝙣'𝙩 𝙖 𝙨𝙞𝙣𝙜𝙡𝙚 𝙥𝙖𝙧𝙩 𝙤𝙛 𝙢𝙚 𝙩𝙝𝙖𝙩 𝙙𝙤𝙚𝙨𝙣'𝙩 𝙬𝙖𝙣𝙩 𝙩𝙤 𝙗𝙚 𝙖𝙡𝙡 𝙤𝙛 𝙩𝙝𝙖𝙩 𝙖𝙣𝙙 𝙢𝙤𝙧𝙚 𝙛𝙤𝙧 𝙝𝙞𝙢.
Iʟʟɪᴄɪᴛ Dᴇsɪʀᴇs → Ashley James | The Deepest Desires → Book 3
Anderson ~ Crew
🍁🍁🍁🍁
Anderson and Crew have been best friends forever and after going to different colleges, their friendship has changed but when they come back together for summer break, their relationship changes even more.
Anderson and Crew's journey is a wild and, at times, scary one. Anderson is a saint for dealing with and helping Crew with his demons. Their connection is undeniable and their chemistry is off the charts. There are some very heavy topics that need to be taken seriously if certain topics are triggers for the reader.
🎧 Michael Gallagher and Walker Williams did a great job of giving life to Anderson, Crew and their story.
Get ready for...
🏳️🌈 MM
💜 Best Friends
❤️🩹 Hurt/Comfort
💜 College
🏳️🌈 Sexual Awakening (Bisexual)
🎙️ First-Person, Dual
⚠️ Sensitive Content Present
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- Kymora78
- 03-25-24
Oh my...this was an amazing story
With each installment of the Deepest Desires series Ashley James gets bolder and definitely more explicit. Michael Gallagher is amazing and has been an asset in performing in this title as well as the previous ones...but omg Walker Williams made me feel as if I was inside the head and body of a drug addict...especially one who is going through withdrawals. My heart bled for Crew and I was glad when he and Anderson finally realized their friendship could be more. Also, hearing Sarah Puckett perform as Kate was a delight! I really wish Kate and Weston could get together...whether in a novella or off page it would be great!As always James brought the 🔥🔥...Crew and Anderson will be in my thoughts long after I finish this.
5 stars - I would listen to this again
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- Dezzylou
- 03-25-24
Heartbreaking
This story is sooo good. It’s so heartbreaking. You will seethe with anger, cry for the hurt and pain, yell for the injustice and hurt for the things could have been done that weren’t. This whole series was just phenomenal and finished with a bang. The narration was just spot on. Michael Gallagher and Walker Williams did a wonderful job.
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- K Demps
- 03-30-24
Crew and Anderson
4/5 ⭐
3/5 🌶️
4/5 🎧
I really loved this story. My heart hurt so badly for Crew and what he's gone through, both before and during this book. I loved the way Anderson loved Crew and how he discovered he wasn't so straight after all.
I think this may have been a five star read for me without the other man and woman drama. There's just so much of it, and on both sides too. Both of these men mess up time and time again... But thankfully they find their way back to one another and I loved how their story ended.
The audio was great. I loved the little cameo from Sarah Puckett as Katie, (can she get her own book? Does she have one already?) and Michael Gallagher and Walker Williams both did great jobs narrating the guys.
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- Veronica
- 04-02-24
Loved this series
Wow, Ashley has done it again. I loved Crew and Anderson's story. It broke my heart everything Crew has gone through. We get to see why he is the way he is. And kind of understand (doesn't excuse it) how he got to be that way. I loved how Anderson stuck through being his friend and what he needed. I will definitely be relistening to this series again.
The narrators were amazing in this. Definitely adding new ones to my top narrators.
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- vmo9603
- 03-29-24
Beautiful conclusion to the series
I love reading about all the boys in this group of friends and Anderson and Crew have the most complex story. They have to go through a bi-awakening, cheating, lies and trauma and it’s a roller coaster as the listener. The whole time I was rooting for these two and didn’t want the story to end because that meant the end of the Deepest Desires series. Overall a beautiful story and if you enjoyed the other two books this is definitely a must buy.
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- S. Cole
- 04-05-24
Illicit Desires
Illicit Desires is the third book in The Deepest Desires series. This is Crew and Anderson's book. Check your TW, this book talks heavily on substance abuse. Anderson is Aston's twin brother. Crew and Anderson have been best friends since they were young. Crew lived a very lonely life. Crew's parents were never around. They were either always working or of taking vacations. Anderson was the only constant person in Crew's life. This is a best friend to lovers MM romance.
Michael Gallagher and Walker Williams did a fantastic job narrating these two characters. Sarah Puckett did a fantastic job as well with her cameo in this book.
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- FS Meurinne - Book Enticer
- 04-10-24
A poignant exploration of addiction
This audiobook is the concluding part of The Deepest Desires series, and it features powerful narration by Michael Gallagher, Sarah Puckett, and Walker Williams. The story revolves around Crew and Anderson, who start as friends and eventually fall in love. It's a heart-wrenching yet beautiful MM romance that explores the complexities of love alongside the harrowing realities of addiction. The narration adds depth to the raw and compelling storyline, painting a vivid picture of their friendship that blossoms into something more amidst adversity. The story is a poignant exploration of the darkness of addiction and the redemptive power of love, made even more impactful through the emotive performances of Gallagher, Puckett, and Williams. It's a heart-wrenching yet beautiful finale that leaves a lasting impression.
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