⚠️ This episode discusses war, combat PTSD and suicidal ideation. If you or someone you know is struggling, call or text 988 — the Suicide & Crisis Lifeline. You are not alone.
Anwar Aalam shares a personal account of a difficult period, including a DUI and a cliff incident, which he interprets as subconscious self harm. He discusses feeling suicidal and how this period impacted his mother, highlighting the deep connection between personal struggles and family. This raw reflection offers insight into the complex psychology of coping with mental health challenges.
Chapters:
00:00 - From War to Peace: Anwar Aalam's Journey
06:01- Facing the Aftermath: Transitioning from Combat to Civilian Life
11:57 -Healing and Hope: Overcoming PTSD and Finding Purpose
The story of a healing journey:
He survived two combat deployments — Afghanistan and Iraq. He fought in the "2nd Battle of Ramadi" with the U.S. Army's legendary 37th Armored (tank) Regiment (AR) -The Bandits' Thunder Platoon. But the war that almost killed him started after he came home.
Anwar Aalam returned from battle carrying wounds no one could see — panic attacks that left him gasping, nights with no sleep, reckless choices he couldn't explain. He didn't call it PTSD. He didn't know what to call it. He just knew something was wrong — and that he was running out of time to fix it.
In this episode, Anwar sits down with Robert Asencio to tell the story he almost didn't survive — and the faith, therapy, and brotherhood that brought him back.
What you will hear:
-How Anwar went from Marine recruit to 101st Airborne and 1-37th AR combat veteran
-What PTSD actually felt like — before he had a name for it/p>
-The moment he realized he was subconsciously trying to end his life
-How one Air Force friend changed the trajectory of his recovery
-Why he stopped letting medication be a crutch — and what he did instead
-The role of faith, accountability, and therapy in rebuilding after war
-His message to every veteran still fighting invisible battles
"Every adversity has a seed equal to or greater benefit — if you look for it."
— Ammar Alam, U.S. Army Combat Veteran
About Anwar Aalam:
Anwar is a combat veteran who served with the 101st Airborne Division and 37th AR, deploying to Afghanistan and Iraq before joining Thunder Platoon in Germany for a 15-month tour in Ramadi during the "2nd Battle of Ramadi." After being med boarded from service, he fought his hardest battle at home — and won. Today, his mission is to be a blessing to others walking that same road.
🎙️ Vets And Badges is hosted by Robert Asencio — retired Police Captain, Army veteran, and former Florida State Representative.
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VAB - 2026