In this episode, Alanna discusses the complexity of fertility, pregnancy loss, and the layers that can influence conception and pregnancy. The conversation explores the role of the physical body, nervous system regulation, emotional health, and energetic experiences such as spirit babies. Through personal stories, clinical observations, and patient experiences, this episode offers a grounded perspective on navigating fertility journeys with both science and intuition.

In This Episode

• Why fertility struggles often get reduced to a single variable
• Physical factors that can influence reproductive health
• How nervous system states influence reproductive health
• High-functioning stress and over-functioning survival mode
• Endometriosis, chronic pain, and seeking specialized care
• Traditional Chinese Medicine and acupuncture for fertility
• Why fertility journeys are rarely just one factor
• Timing, uncertainty, and the limits of control in conception
• How spirit baby communication can appear in intuitive work
• Signs and communication from a future spirit baby
• The energetic perspective on miscarriage and rainbow babies
• Soul contracts, conception timing, and parental dynamics
• Questions around spirit baby attachment and detachment
• The importance of expanding the lens when fertility feels stuck

If this episode resonated with you, let's continue the conversation on Instagram @alannacrawford_

In this episode, nervous system regulation is taken out of the social media trend cycle and explained through real physiology and real life. From co-regulating a screaming toddler at 5am to understanding the science behind cortisol, heart rate, digestion, and intuition, this episode breaks down what regulation actually means and why it matters. Nervous system regulation is not about being calm all the time—it is about building the capacity to move between states and return to baseline.

In this episode:

• Why nervous system regulation feels like the “flavour of the month” online
• Why you cannot be parasympathetic all the time
• The autonomic nervous system explained in simple terms
• Why regulation is not eliminating sympathetic activation
• What happens when sympathetic activation dominates long-term
• Elevated cortisol and the HPA axis explained
• Why stress hormones increase energy availability
• Why chronic stress prioritizes survival over restoration
• Why heart rate increases under stress
• Why digestion slows during sympathetic activation
• Stress and reduced access to higher cognitive function
• Why intuition becomes harder to access under chronic stress
• Stress itself vs chronic stress without returning to baseline
• Autonomic flexibility and why the nervous system must return
• Heart rate variability as a marker of nervous system adaptability
• The difference between healthy adrenaline and conditioned urgency
• Why awareness is the first step to regulation
• How life changes (like becoming a parent) can shift regulation capacity
• Why healing and regulation are not linear
• Simple regulation tools before meditation
• The risks of jumping straight into intense breathwork sessions
• Building a consistent meditation practice gradually

Summit Takeaway:
Regulation is not about becoming calm all the time. It is about becoming less reactive and more adaptable, allowing your nervous system to ramp up when needed, ramp down when needed, and return to baseline.

If you want to continue the conversation DM alannacrawford_ on instagram.

We’re moving from the Year of the Snake into the Year of the Horse, and in this episode we unpack what that actually means without the internet panic. This conversation breaks down Lunar New Year, eclipse energy, and the numerological 1 year in a grounded, human way — and explains how these cycles act as mirrors, not mandates. The real question isn’t “What massive change should I make?” It’s whether you’re building your life from alignment or from endurance.

In this episode:

• The buzzwords flying around right now: solar eclipse, Lunar New Year, portal energy, massive shifts
• Why these cycles are mirrors, not magic spells
• What Lunar New Year actually is (second new moon after the winter solstice)
• Why January doesn’t feel like “new year energy” for everyone
• New moon symbolism: planting seeds and new beginnings
• Chinese zodiac vs Western zodiac — same archetypal concept, different scale
• Moving from Snake (shedding, strategic movement, internal transformation) to Horse (motion, freedom, forward momentum)
• What a solar eclipse actually is
• Aquarius themes
• What a numerological 1 year means (initiation, identity, new beginnings)
• Why a 1 year doesn’t require you to burn your life down
• Alignment vs endurance mode
• How to tell if your nervous system feels safe in the life you’re building
• Signs you’re functioning in endurance (high functioning, pushing through, chronic bracing, “I’m fine”)
• Why Horse energy amplifies the direction you’re already pointed in
• Regulation first. Movement second.

If you love the episode please like, share, or comment. And if you want to continue the conversation you can find me @alannacrawford_ on instagram.