You’re Angry. You’re Resentful. You’re a Dry Drunk. You’ll Be Drunk in Five Years.

Have you ever heard things like this? 👀

Today’s episode dives into the #1 way AA defenders come for you (and why it’s actually a logical fallacy).

This one’s a total game-changer in our Critical Thinking Series, because once you see this pattern — you can’t unsee it. We’re breaking down how ad hominem (Latin for “to the person”) and appeal to authority show up in arguments, manipulation, and cult-like thinking — not just in AA, but everywhere.

00:00 Way Angry AA's Come For You Intro

01:28 Ad Hominem

04:35 Appeal to Authority

07:24 Staying Safe From Manipulation

14:18 Dry Drunk Mythology

18:06 Ad Hominem Deeper Dive

Whether you’re deprogramming from a high-control group, rethinking recovery, or just learning to trust your own brain again — this one’s for you.

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Today’s episode is called “I’m Sorry (My Amends)” — but this isn’t the kind of amends you think. 🕊️

I just got off our Deprogram Zoom Call inside the free Deprogram Lounge, and someone said something that hit me hard:

“I don’t agree with everything you say.” And honestly… that’s exactly what I hope for.

This episode is about learning to think for ourselves again — after indoctrination, after dogma, after groupthink. It’s about realizing that disagreement isn’t danger. It’s freedom. 💥

In this episode:

• Why I want you to disagree with me
• How critical thinking cracked my AA brainwashing
• What “recovering from recovery” really means
• Why blind faith feels like safety — but isn’t
• How we find truth together through dialogue

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You're invited to our first ever LIVE stream video featuring Tara Grace from Burn The Stigma and Kirsten (me, Sobriety Bestie) discussing all the addiction and recovery things.

We went live on Sunday November 2nd and are thinking about making this an ongoing thing (let me know what you think!).

Burn The Stigma channel:‪@Burnthestigma420‬

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Escaping AA: Halloween Special with Carrie (AA Escapee 👻)

Your best thinking got you here — now let’s get you free.

In this Halloween jam, Carrie and I riff the AA clichés we lived, how we actually left, and what life’s like now without the daily-reprieve hamster wheel.

Critical thinking, self-trust, nervous system regulation, and writing a new story — no chips required.

Carrie's Substack

Timestamps:

0:00 Escaping from AA Intro

0:19 What It Was Like (in AA)

08:36 What happened (to leave AA)

10:59 No Daily Reprieve Needed

15:36 Escaping AA

18:49 What It's Like Now

28:33 Reinventing + Reconstructing After AA

31:34 AA Escapee Awakening

34:34 Normalizing Leaving Recovery

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There are many harmful aspects of Alcoholics Anonymous, but today we’re diving into what I believe is the most damaging paragraph in the Big Book of AA — and how it quietly stripped away my self-trust, autonomy, and personal power.

If you’ve ever wondered why you still doubt yourself, feel “selfish” for wanting things, or have trouble trusting your own instincts after AA — this episode is for you.

In this podcast, I break down how this one paragraph shaped my thinking for years and how I’ve been rewiring my brain since leaving AA.

Timestamps:

00:00 Intro Harmful Line in AA Big Book

02:42 Most Harmful Big Book Paragraph

03:55 Why It's Harmful

07:15 How The Harmful Brainwashing Happened

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Ever wonder how smart, self-aware people can get trapped in systems like AA for years, decades or life? 🤔

In this episode, we break down the decision traps that keep us stuck — and how to reclaim your mind, freedom, and critical thinking power.

If you’ve ever felt fooled, shamed, or confused after leaving a high-control group or belief system, this one’s for you.

Timestamps:

00:00 AA Fools Smart People Intro

01:38 1 - Loss Aversion

05:20 2 - Sunk Cost Fallacy

08:56 3 - Framing Effect

11:04 4 - Mental Accounting

13:29 5 - Overconfidence or Intuition Bias

16:17 Growing in Wisdom

19:11 Cautious With Ideologies

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There’s a term that unlocked massive freedom for me when I left Alcoholics Anonymous: Ideological Possession.

In this episode, I share how I first heard the concept from Jordan Peterson, how it helped me see AA for what it truly is — a belief system, not a path to truth — and how understanding it completely changed the way I see the world.

If you’ve ever felt possessed by an ideology — whether it’s AA, religion, politics, or something else — this one’s for you.

We’ll talk about:

00:00 Ideological Possession Intro

04:15 “You don’t have ideas, ideas have you”

06:02 Understanding Ideological Possession Unlocked Freedom

07:56 True Believers vs. Periphery Cult Members

10:17 Why I no longer try to convert anyone

Jordan Peterson video

Biology of Desire book review video

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Is addiction a disease, a choice — or something in between? 🤔

In this episode, I dive into The Biology of Desire: Why Addiction Is Not a Disease by Mark Lewis, PhD — the book we just finished in our Deprogram Book Club inside the free Deprogram Lounge community. 💬📚

Mark Lewis argues that addiction isn’t a disease or a moral failing — it’s a deeply learned habit rooted in neuroplasticity and desire.

In this video, I share my biggest takeaways from the book, how my view of addiction has evolved since leaving AA, and why I now see addiction as a habit of thought, feeling, and behavior — one that can be unlearned.

We’ll explore:

• Why the “disease model” doesn’t hold up to science
• How neuroplasticity explains both addiction and recovery
• What studies like Rat Park + Vietnam veterans reveal about environment
• Why “recovery” is really just the beginning of something new
• How AA pathologizes normal emotions and replaces self-trust with dogma

Timestamps:

00:54 Core Framework

01:31 Addiction as a Habit

06:03 We Over Pathologize People

07:51 Evidence Against The Disease Model

09:40 Habit Loops

12:23 Our Brains Recover On Their Own

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