Natalie Conklin: Embracing Change

In this episode, we cover:Introduction (00:00)“Embracing Change Fearlessly” (01:45)Fearless change enabling good work (04:00)The culture change that needs to happen (06:10)How to talk to your leaders (10:45)“The Adolescent Version” of engineering (14:40)How Natalie prioritizes time, speed, and efficiency (18:42)Natalie’s keynote (26:48)Links Referenced:Gremlin: https://www.gremlin.com/gremlin.com/podcast: https://gremlin.com/podcastloyaltyfreakmusic.com: https://loyaltyfreakmusic.comTranscriptNatalie: I like this—I call it the adolescent version of engineering. It’s where, you know, we’re through the baby part, we need to start to grow up a little bit, we need to go from getting stuff done in some way or another, to something that’s repeatable and scalable. And so, it’s like, that adolescent years, that’s my fun. That’s what I enjoy doing. I call it creating something out of chaos.Basically, taming the chaos is what it really looks like because it’s very chaotic initially, and that’s true of every, like, small organization; they always start like that. And as they start to grow, you know, you’ve got ten different engineers who have ten different opinions on how something should be done, and so they do it ten different ways. And that’s fine when you’re only ten, but then when you need to go from 10 to 20 to 30 to 100, it no longer works.Julie: Welcome to Break Things on Purpose, a podcast about reliability, culture change, and learning from failure. In this episode, we talk with Natalie Conklin, head of engineering at Gremlin, about the importance of embracing change, and how we can all work through our fears and work together to build more reliable systems. Natalie, I’m so excited to have you here with us today. And today is actually a really big day because it is the fifth year of DevOpsDays Boise, which you are doing the closing keynote for. So, really excited to have you both on the podcast and at the conference today. And your talk is titled “Embrace Change Fearlessly.” So, do you want to kick off by telling our listeners a little bit about you and what you’re going to be talking about?Natalie: Sure. Thanks for having me. I am excited about both, sort of, [laugh] which is exactly what the talk is about. [laugh]. The talk is really about being able to embrace change fearlessly, and that it’s rarely ever fearlessly truly, but mostly around being able to do what makes you afraid anyway.I’m not a big public speaker, so that’s something I’ve had to work hard at trying to be able to be more comfortable doing. And so, this is an exciting time for me. But background-wise, I am the head of engineering currently for Gremlin and had been leading engineering teams for growth companies for just over a decade. And a lot of what I end up doing centers around this: It’s helping those engineering teams be willing to move forward in risky—because in growth companies, a lot of times you’re building things that are brand new, this is not something that, you know, has been out there and done, so they typically have to do something new for the first time. And so, being able to take calculated risks is tough. It’s hard stuff. And so, getting into the right mindset to be able to push through that, that’s a lot of what I ended up doing.Julie: I love that. And that’s actually a really good point that you’re bringing up, you know, growth companies and being in the right mindset. So, one of the things you and I talked about when I was starting here at Gremlin and getting to know you a little bit about your background, which is really cool. You lived in India for a few years, correct?Natalie: I did. I lived there for two years. I was working for a company, we were doing big data analytics for telcos, building big, large platform that we would then do some custom development work off the top of for these various telco companies. And the team over there had experienced some turnover, and so there was a lot of quality issues and things of that nature starting to show up for the first time. This had been a very rock-solid team, honestly, and so the company asked if I would be willing to go to India to figure out what was going on. And so, that was what I did. It was a great opportunity; loved doing it.Julie: So now, as you work with teams to embrace change fearlessly, and we talk about you mentioned the ROI and doing things in new ways and building new things, do you have an example of maybe when you built something new or your team built something new, and it changed the way we work?Natalie: Well yes, an easy answer would just be to fall back on the India example for a second, right? So, a lot of what I did when I went there was they were a very waterfall shop, converted them over to Agile practices and DevOps. They had really none of that practice existing. So, when you ask the company—or the, I’ll just say the team to go through that sort of transition, you’...