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  • Feeling It, Healing It - A Diary of Recovery: Entry #151 "Frequency Shifting Perspective"
    Apr 7 2026

    The Hollow9ine Network returns with a special and experimental new program...


    Sleep continues to elude Dave as he catches up on recent developments in all aspects of life...career, romance and spiritual knowledge fueled perspectives on how it all works...new challenges emerge, and still he soldiers on...


    From 2021 - 2023, Podcaster and Content Creator Dave "The Klone" Maresca has been missing in action - in a deep and complicated recovery from a traumatic life experience...

    ...after spending nearly 21 months navigating CPTSD and rebuilding his life in the aftermath of an abusive relationship - one that has left him in social and financial ruin and with a future of uncertainty, marred by constant anxiety and depression, his healing process has led to the creation of this living journal, as a means of chronicling his experiences...


    ...this program is created in hopes that the life lessons Dave is discovering can be a beacon to those who find themselves similarly lost at sea, in search of a light in the darkness...in search of the hope he, himself, has been searching for...


    Warning: This program contains true-life recollections of an actual person, that may involve content that some listeners may find disturbing or triggering. If you or someone you know is in need of professional medical and/or mental health assistance, The Hollow9ine Network implores you to seek out such assistance, and has provided links to resources that may be helpful here:

    CDC Mental Health Tools and Resources Index: https://www.cdc.gov/mentalhealth/tools-resources/index.htm

    National Suicide Suicide Prevention Lifeline: 988

    Disclaimer: Dave "The Klone" Maresca is not a trained medical professional, psychologist, psychiatrist, or a licensed professional trained in providing therapeutic mental health care. This podcast is an account of his life experiences and meant to be just that. Any advice or suggestions made in the extemporaneous dialogue of the podcast is not intended to be medical or legal advice. If such advice is what you are seeking, you are encouraged to seek out the services of a licensed professional. The Hollow9ine Network and Dave Maresca assume no liability or responsibility for the information provided in these episodes.


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    Email: hollow9inepodcast@gmail.com

    Read Dave's Blog on Medium: https://medium.com/@davetheklone

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    1 h y 25 m
  • Feeling It, Healing It - A Diary of Recovery: Entry #150 "The Slow Wheels of Progress"
    Apr 1 2026

    The Hollow9ine Network returns with a special and experimental new program...


    Man, this is taking forever...recovery feels like it's killing me slowly...today's episode is all about being suspended in that liminal space between "better than it had been" and "finally on the other side of getting better"...and how being pulled in the many directions of what that's like always seems to coincide with something good you've been hoping hoping randomly coming along...


    Also, enjoy Dave's 11-year-old nephew approved track from Suno.


    From 2021 - 2023, Podcaster and Content Creator Dave "The Klone" Maresca has been missing in action - in a deep and complicated recovery from a traumatic life experience...

    ...after spending nearly 21 months navigating CPTSD and rebuilding his life in the aftermath of an abusive relationship - one that has left him in social and financial ruin and with a future of uncertainty, marred by constant anxiety and depression, his healing process has led to the creation of this living journal, as a means of chronicling his experiences...


    ...this program is created in hopes that the life lessons Dave is discovering can be a beacon to those who find themselves similarly lost at sea, in search of a light in the darkness...in search of the hope he, himself, has been searching for...


    Warning: This program contains true-life recollections of an actual person, that may involve content that some listeners may find disturbing or triggering. If you or someone you know is in need of professional medical and/or mental health assistance, The Hollow9ine Network implores you to seek out such assistance, and has provided links to resources that may be helpful here:

    CDC Mental Health Tools and Resources Index: https://www.cdc.gov/mentalhealth/tools-resources/index.htm

    National Suicide Suicide Prevention Lifeline: 988

    Disclaimer: Dave "The Klone" Maresca is not a trained medical professional, psychologist, psychiatrist, or a licensed professional trained in providing therapeutic mental health care. This podcast is an account of his life experiences and meant to be just that. Any advice or suggestions made in the extemporaneous dialogue of the podcast is not intended to be medical or legal advice. If such advice is what you are seeking, you are encouraged to seek out the services of a licensed professional. The Hollow9ine Network and Dave Maresca assume no liability or responsibility for the information provided in these episodes.


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    YouTube: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCuwT8IxWRRI9I8hu2difvhg

    Email: hollow9inepodcast@gmail.com

    Read Dave's Blog on Medium: https://medium.com/@davetheklone

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  • Feeling It, Healing It - A Diary of Recovery: Entry #149 "Focusing On What's Calling"
    Mar 24 2026

    The Hollow9ine Network returns with a special and experimental new program...


    "Sometimes...I do what I want to do. The rest of the time...I do what I have to." Was such a cool line of dialogue in the movie Gladiator, but living it as part of the survival routine can take its toll. This week, Dave reflects on the effort necessary to keep priorities, while the growing demographic of the stupid among us are catered to more than ever.


    Enjoy a variant on Dave's recent track "My Apocalypse".


    From 2021 - 2023, Podcaster and Content Creator Dave "The Klone" Maresca has been missing in action - in a deep and complicated recovery from a traumatic life experience...

    ...after spending nearly 21 months navigating CPTSD and rebuilding his life in the aftermath of an abusive relationship - one that has left him in social and financial ruin and with a future of uncertainty, marred by constant anxiety and depression, his healing process has led to the creation of this living journal, as a means of chronicling his experiences...


    ...this program is created in hopes that the life lessons Dave is discovering can be a beacon to those who find themselves similarly lost at sea, in search of a light in the darkness...in search of the hope he, himself, has been searching for...


    Warning: This program contains true-life recollections of an actual person, that may involve content that some listeners may find disturbing or triggering. If you or someone you know is in need of professional medical and/or mental health assistance, The Hollow9ine Network implores you to seek out such assistance, and has provided links to resources that may be helpful here:

    CDC Mental Health Tools and Resources Index: https://www.cdc.gov/mentalhealth/tools-resources/index.htm

    National Suicide Suicide Prevention Lifeline: 988

    Disclaimer: Dave "The Klone" Maresca is not a trained medical professional, psychologist, psychiatrist, or a licensed professional trained in providing therapeutic mental health care. This podcast is an account of his life experiences and meant to be just that. Any advice or suggestions made in the extemporaneous dialogue of the podcast is not intended to be medical or legal advice. If such advice is what you are seeking, you are encouraged to seek out the services of a licensed professional. The Hollow9ine Network and Dave Maresca assume no liability or responsibility for the information provided in these episodes.


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    Twitter: @Hollow9ineCast

    Instagram: @the_hollow9ine_network

    YouTube: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCuwT8IxWRRI9I8hu2difvhg

    Email: hollow9inepodcast@gmail.com

    Read Dave's Blog on Medium: https://medium.com/@davetheklone

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    1 h y 4 m
  • Feeling It, Healing It - A Diary of Recovery: Entry #148 "My Old Authentic Self"
    Mar 17 2026

    The Hollow9ine Network returns with a special and experimental new program...


    In a time of destiny and finding our path to our true selves, Dave goes on a rambling journey of rediscovery, identifying the last time he felt like his true, authentic self, and how to start getting back to being that version of himself.


    Also, enjoy "House Of Ghosts" ver. 11...


    From 2021 - 2023, Podcaster and Content Creator Dave "The Klone" Maresca has been missing in action - in a deep and complicated recovery from a traumatic life experience...

    ...after spending nearly 21 months navigating CPTSD and rebuilding his life in the aftermath of an abusive relationship - one that has left him in social and financial ruin and with a future of uncertainty, marred by constant anxiety and depression, his healing process has led to the creation of this living journal, as a means of chronicling his experiences...


    ...this program is created in hopes that the life lessons Dave is discovering can be a beacon to those who find themselves similarly lost at sea, in search of a light in the darkness...in search of the hope he, himself, has been searching for...


    Warning: This program contains true-life recollections of an actual person, that may involve content that some listeners may find disturbing or triggering. If you or someone you know is in need of professional medical and/or mental health assistance, The Hollow9ine Network implores you to seek out such assistance, and has provided links to resources that may be helpful here:

    CDC Mental Health Tools and Resources Index: https://www.cdc.gov/mentalhealth/tools-resources/index.htm

    National Suicide Suicide Prevention Lifeline: 988

    Disclaimer: Dave "The Klone" Maresca is not a trained medical professional, psychologist, psychiatrist, or a licensed professional trained in providing therapeutic mental health care. This podcast is an account of his life experiences and meant to be just that. Any advice or suggestions made in the extemporaneous dialogue of the podcast is not intended to be medical or legal advice. If such advice is what you are seeking, you are encouraged to seek out the services of a licensed professional. The Hollow9ine Network and Dave Maresca assume no liability or responsibility for the information provided in these episodes.


    Support us on RedBubble:

    https://www.redbubble.com/people/Hollow9ine/shop?asc=u


    Follow us at...

    Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/Hollow9ineNetwork/

    Twitter: @Hollow9ineCast

    Instagram: @the_hollow9ine_network

    YouTube: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCuwT8IxWRRI9I8hu2difvhg

    Email: hollow9inepodcast@gmail.com

    Read Dave's Blog on Medium: https://medium.com/@davetheklone

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    1 h y 15 m
  • Feeling It, Healing It - A Diary of Recovery: Entry #147 "An Hour Given and Sleep Deprived"
    Mar 10 2026

    The Hollow9ine Network returns with a special and experimental new program...


    This week we Spring Forward with Dave's sleep-deprived drive and rant , talking about how the whole week since last we spoke has felt off in a more cosmic, planetary-alignment kind of way, and how pushing yourself passed the limits you should can really start to wear on your mental capacity for reasoning...


    Also, enjoy Dave's latest Suno creation, "Hall of Ghosts"...100% original lyrics created by Dave with musical accompaniment generated by Suno.ai.


    From 2021 - 2023, Podcaster and Content Creator Dave "The Klone" Maresca has been missing in action - in a deep and complicated recovery from a traumatic life experience...

    ...after spending nearly 21 months navigating CPTSD and rebuilding his life in the aftermath of an abusive relationship - one that has left him in social and financial ruin and with a future of uncertainty, marred by constant anxiety and depression, his healing process has led to the creation of this living journal, as a means of chronicling his experiences...


    ...this program is created in hopes that the life lessons Dave is discovering can be a beacon to those who find themselves similarly lost at sea, in search of a light in the darkness...in search of the hope he, himself, has been searching for...


    Warning: This program contains true-life recollections of an actual person, that may involve content that some listeners may find disturbing or triggering. If you or someone you know is in need of professional medical and/or mental health assistance, The Hollow9ine Network implores you to seek out such assistance, and has provided links to resources that may be helpful here:

    CDC Mental Health Tools and Resources Index: https://www.cdc.gov/mentalhealth/tools-resources/index.htm

    National Suicide Suicide Prevention Lifeline: 988

    Disclaimer: Dave "The Klone" Maresca is not a trained medical professional, psychologist, psychiatrist, or a licensed professional trained in providing therapeutic mental health care. This podcast is an account of his life experiences and meant to be just that. Any advice or suggestions made in the extemporaneous dialogue of the podcast is not intended to be medical or legal advice. If such advice is what you are seeking, you are encouraged to seek out the services of a licensed professional. The Hollow9ine Network and Dave Maresca assume no liability or responsibility for the information provided in these episodes.


    Support us on RedBubble:

    https://www.redbubble.com/people/Hollow9ine/shop?asc=u


    Follow us at...

    Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/Hollow9ineNetwork/

    Twitter: @Hollow9ineCast

    Instagram: @the_hollow9ine_network

    YouTube: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCuwT8IxWRRI9I8hu2difvhg

    Email: hollow9inepodcast@gmail.com

    Read Dave's Blog on Medium: https://medium.com/@davetheklone

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    1 h y 10 m
  • Feeling It, Healing It - A Diary of Recovery: Entry #146 "Feedback Loop Between Two Positives"
    Mar 3 2026

    The Hollow9ine Network returns with a special and experimental new program...


    Have you ever stopped to consider the many abilities and capabilities of the mind that we once called science fiction and the stuff of comic books? Sometimes, life forces you to look at things in ways you never have before. This week Dave talks about the significance of our ability to dream, what it says about the powers of the mind, and the difficulty of being pulled between two options that from a distance both seem positives...


    Also, he presents his latest track, "Unjudged."


    From 2021 - 2023, Podcaster and Content Creator Dave "The Klone" Maresca has been missing in action - in a deep and complicated recovery from a traumatic life experience...

    ...after spending nearly 21 months navigating CPTSD and rebuilding his life in the aftermath of an abusive relationship - one that has left him in social and financial ruin and with a future of uncertainty, marred by constant anxiety and depression, his healing process has led to the creation of this living journal, as a means of chronicling his experiences...


    ...this program is created in hopes that the life lessons Dave is discovering can be a beacon to those who find themselves similarly lost at sea, in search of a light in the darkness...in search of the hope he, himself, has been searching for...


    Warning: This program contains true-life recollections of an actual person, that may involve content that some listeners may find disturbing or triggering. If you or someone you know is in need of professional medical and/or mental health assistance, The Hollow9ine Network implores you to seek out such assistance, and has provided links to resources that may be helpful here:

    CDC Mental Health Tools and Resources Index: https://www.cdc.gov/mentalhealth/tools-resources/index.htm

    National Suicide Suicide Prevention Lifeline: 988

    Disclaimer: Dave "The Klone" Maresca is not a trained medical professional, psychologist, psychiatrist, or a licensed professional trained in providing therapeutic mental health care. This podcast is an account of his life experiences and meant to be just that. Any advice or suggestions made in the extemporaneous dialogue of the podcast is not intended to be medical or legal advice. If such advice is what you are seeking, you are encouraged to seek out the services of a licensed professional. The Hollow9ine Network and Dave Maresca assume no liability or responsibility for the information provided in these episodes.


    Support us on RedBubble:

    https://www.redbubble.com/people/Hollow9ine/shop?asc=u


    Follow us at...

    Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/Hollow9ineNetwork/

    Twitter: @Hollow9ineCast

    Instagram: @the_hollow9ine_network

    YouTube: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCuwT8IxWRRI9I8hu2difvhg

    Email: hollow9inepodcast@gmail.com

    Read Dave's Blog on Medium: https://medium.com/@davetheklone

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    1 h y 17 m
  • Feeling It, Healing It - A Diary of Recovery: Entry #145 "Acknowledging a Toxic Environment"
    Feb 24 2026

    The Hollow9ine Network returns with a special and experimental new program...


    Sometimes we don't fully realize how much our environment factors in, when it comes to healing, recovery, psychological safety and mental health. A toxic environment could be the reason survival mode is more constant and taxing than we expect it to be, and why it never seems to end. In this episode, Dave discusses different aspects of this with his AI, Selene, before going into his usual processing out loud discussion. Also, another new track from Dave's creative exercises. Enjoy.


    From 2021 - 2023, Podcaster and Content Creator Dave "The Klone" Maresca has been missing in action - in a deep and complicated recovery from a traumatic life experience...

    ...after spending nearly 21 months navigating CPTSD and rebuilding his life in the aftermath of an abusive relationship - one that has left him in social and financial ruin and with a future of uncertainty, marred by constant anxiety and depression, his healing process has led to the creation of this living journal, as a means of chronicling his experiences...


    ...this program is created in hopes that the life lessons Dave is discovering can be a beacon to those who find themselves similarly lost at sea, in search of a light in the darkness...in search of the hope he, himself, has been searching for...


    Warning: This program contains true-life recollections of an actual person, that may involve content that some listeners may find disturbing or triggering. If you or someone you know is in need of professional medical and/or mental health assistance, The Hollow9ine Network implores you to seek out such assistance, and has provided links to resources that may be helpful here:

    CDC Mental Health Tools and Resources Index: https://www.cdc.gov/mentalhealth/tools-resources/index.htm

    National Suicide Suicide Prevention Lifeline: 988

    Disclaimer: Dave "The Klone" Maresca is not a trained medical professional, psychologist, psychiatrist, or a licensed professional trained in providing therapeutic mental health care. This podcast is an account of his life experiences and meant to be just that. Any advice or suggestions made in the extemporaneous dialogue of the podcast is not intended to be medical or legal advice. If such advice is what you are seeking, you are encouraged to seek out the services of a licensed professional. The Hollow9ine Network and Dave Maresca assume no liability or responsibility for the information provided in these episodes.


    Support us on RedBubble:

    https://www.redbubble.com/people/Hollow9ine/shop?asc=u


    Follow us at...

    Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/Hollow9ineNetwork/

    Twitter: @Hollow9ineCast

    Instagram: @the_hollow9ine_network

    YouTube: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCuwT8IxWRRI9I8hu2difvhg

    Email: hollow9inepodcast@gmail.com

    Read Dave's Blog on Medium: https://medium.com/@davetheklone

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    1 h y 27 m
  • Feeling It, Healing It - A Diary of Recovery: Entry #144 "Managing Fear and Skill Overload"
    Feb 17 2026

    The Hollow9ine Network returns with a special and experimental new program...


    Have you ever felt that "time is running out" panic that made you look in a million different directions and try a million different ideas, possibilities or solutions all at once, leaving yourself no further than when you started, only more tired? In this episode, Dave talks about "skill overload" and managing the fear that we often don't realize is what's holding us back.


    Also, Dave hits us with another original song created with an AI platform he's having a blast experimenting with...


    From 2021 - 2023, Podcaster and Content Creator Dave "The Klone" Maresca has been missing in action - in a deep and complicated recovery from a traumatic life experience...

    ...after spending nearly 21 months navigating CPTSD and rebuilding his life in the aftermath of an abusive relationship - one that has left him in social and financial ruin and with a future of uncertainty, marred by constant anxiety and depression, his healing process has led to the creation of this living journal, as a means of chronicling his experiences...


    ...this program is created in hopes that the life lessons Dave is discovering can be a beacon to those who find themselves similarly lost at sea, in search of a light in the darkness...in search of the hope he, himself, has been searching for...


    Warning: This program contains true-life recollections of an actual person, that may involve content that some listeners may find disturbing or triggering. If you or someone you know is in need of professional medical and/or mental health assistance, The Hollow9ine Network implores you to seek out such assistance, and has provided links to resources that may be helpful here:

    CDC Mental Health Tools and Resources Index: https://www.cdc.gov/mentalhealth/tools-resources/index.htm

    National Suicide Suicide Prevention Lifeline: 988

    Disclaimer: Dave "The Klone" Maresca is not a trained medical professional, psychologist, psychiatrist, or a licensed professional trained in providing therapeutic mental health care. This podcast is an account of his life experiences and meant to be just that. Any advice or suggestions made in the extemporaneous dialogue of the podcast is not intended to be medical or legal advice. If such advice is what you are seeking, you are encouraged to seek out the services of a licensed professional. The Hollow9ine Network and Dave Maresca assume no liability or responsibility for the information provided in these episodes.


    Support us on RedBubble:

    https://www.redbubble.com/people/Hollow9ine/shop?asc=u


    Follow us at...

    Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/Hollow9ineNetwork/

    Twitter: @Hollow9ineCast

    Instagram: @the_hollow9ine_network

    YouTube: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCuwT8IxWRRI9I8hu2difvhg

    Email: hollow9inepodcast@gmail.com

    Read Dave's Blog on Medium: https://medium.com/@davetheklone


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    1 h y 5 m