This episode is for my friend, the brilliant Michaela "DREAM PARTY HOTEL" Costello. If this goes well enough, I might do it again.

We go a cappella and turn a dedication into a string of monologues about desire, surveillance, addiction, power, and the weird comfort of honest machines. We move from microfilm hidden in office junk to dating polarity satire to psychedelic time collapse, then land on practical tools for boundaries and refined anger.
• ditching the droning bed music and making the voice the whole instrument
• collecting obsolete office equipment as a defense against the pinging present
• an authority figure renaming a hobby into inventory and leverage
• hidden microfilm and the thrill of stumbling into secrecy
• desire as an asset that always gets audited
• a satire of being wanted by everyone and still craving solitude
• Polarizer as a parody of modern dating and sexual polarity logic
• Helena Mayfair’s experience collecting and fear that nothing means anything
• platitudes twisted into sharp one-liners
• quitting cocaine framed through empathy, discipline, and embodiment
• Saffron as a haunting made of symbols, metaphor, and paradox
• Bufo alvarius and ego dissolution as a reset that changes everything
• living in paradox as pleasure and peril at once
• refined anger as a blade instead of a wildfire
• the two-page practice for safe-and-alive love plus a rule against early confusion
• fear of not belonging and the urge to cut people off first
• late poetic fragments about freedom, choice, and obedience to nothing
you really need to investigate for yourself.
So get polarized today. I love you, personally. Levity saves lives.

"The Meat Obeys" is written by Emerson Penn Dameron and Anton Donovan Provost, performed by Anton Donovan, from his album Never Enough, courtesy of LSL Productions.

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With assists from the music of Nada UV and flotsam and esoterica on loan from the Prelinger Archive, we stitch together a flirtatious invocation with stark archival recordings that swing from teen dating rules to moral panic to vanishing Los Angeles landmarks.

The result is a fast, strange ride that asks what humor can protect when culture gets anxious and progress starts to bulldoze memory.
• How can you be yourself without suffering for it?
• How do you pick a date, and what “counts” as a real one?
• What are the ever-evolving edicts of etiquette rules around floral arrangements
ow to say good night
• How do you say goodnight—and stick the landing?
• Angel’s Flight and Bunker Hill as symbols of heritage threatened by redevelopment
• The recurring idea that levity can be a lifeline

Note: This episode of the podcast differs significantly from the version that aired on KCHUNG Los Angeles tonight. Check out that one, too!

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We reframe sabotage as protection, make success feel safe with a simple ritual, and unspool the love triangle myth by integrating continuity and intensity. Grief becomes color, hatred gets a job, and art returns to sacred waste rather than a product to optimize.

• platitudes with attitude and tonal cold open
• fear of exposure beneath success and speed limits
• ritual mixing success with familiar plus two‑minute seal
• eyes, intimacy, and the power of restraint
• immersive theatre satire as catharsis and self‑reveal
• silence as leverage and default wisdom
• choosing futures over people and pillow ritual
• grief as loss of color and one‑time portal rite
• boundaries, two‑chair anger transmutation, reciprocity
• dating filters, accountability and loneliness screens
• art as appropriation, sacred waste, and anti‑commodity
• closing station ID and monthly cadence

Make this a gift to yourself. Go right now to wherever you get podcasts. Subscribe to this one. It’ll put all of your other podcasts deep in the shade.

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We trace an audit of desire from a house of obsolete machines to a balcony in New Orleans, then down into the champagne room and a bruised philosophy of boundaries and rest. We refuse an easy deal and ask what ownership, visibility, and intimacy truly cost.

• Collecting obsolete office gear as a refuge from surveillance
• Discovery of a hidden clue and a complicated bargain
• Refusal of protection for the love of risk
• Mardi Gras story about being seen versus being loved
• Ask a Sadist on boundaries, cruelty, and service
• Text romance, labels, and the fantasy of rest under swagger
• Sensual vignette on dominance, attention, and worship
• Jenna and Valerie’s hustle, control, and vanishing act
• Interrogation of power brokers, menace, and escape

If you’re drawn to smart, sensual storytelling that interrogates power, shame, and the modern romance between surveillance and selfhood, this is for you. Hit follow, share with a friend who loves a good audit of the heart, and leave a review telling us what you’d refuse—and why.

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We explore finite versus infinite games and stumble through seduction, strategy, and self-delusion, all while redefining boundaries and the stories we live inside. A strange love affair becomes a lesson in how to continue instead of conquer.

• finite vs infinite games and why continuation beats victory
• turning competition into collaboration and play
• boundaries reframed as submission gates
• collecting peak experiences without losing yourself
• choosing and using your illusion with intent
• winning breakups through calibration and agency
• seduction as presence, consent, and breath
• exposure, scapegoats, and public shame economics
• don’t believe your story; write a better one
• stay connected to the larger world when bubbles burst

Emerson Dameron's Medicated Minutes, LA's number one avant-garde personal development program, at 7:00 p.m. Pacific Time. First Wednesdays of the month. If you miss it, or some of it went over your head, and you want to try again, it lives forever close to it at medicated-minutes.com as the only good podcast.

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A sampler of selections from the show, dating 2020-23. A monument to what once was.

Includes excerpts from:

• Fear of Death is the Beginning of All Foolishness
• I Don't Want Enlightenment
• Reciprocity Now
• People of the Screaming Release
• Limerence
• Loved and Lost and Learned Your Lesson
• Hollywood
• First Blood, Best Blood

As well as a bonus remix of the "Cat, Not a Kitten" letter to Ask a Sadist. Got a problem only the Sadist can help you with? He'd love to hear about it. DM Emerson Dameron on Instagram.

Includes music from Chris Rogers, Visions of the Universe, AHOAMI, and Ohmu.

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Please note: In the interest of artistic verisimilitude, the section "The Horrors of Weaponized Eros" (from 28:12 to 32:21) contains some rough material. If you skip it, I won't mind a bit, I promise. If you listen to it, don't say I didn't warn you.

I DON'T WANT YOUR SELF-HELP — I WANT YOUR SURRENDER

Listen up, you beautiful disaster. You're not lost - you're exactly where the universe wants you to be: face-down in the cosmic mud puddle of your own making. And I'm here to tell you that's perfectly fucking fine.

You want to know about modern life? It's a three-ring circus where everyone's a clown but nobody's laughing. You're juggling your daddy issues with one hand and swiping Tinder with the other, while some tech bro guru tells you to manifest abundance through crystal-activated blockchain meditation.
But here's the thing: I don't care about your journey to enlightenment. I care about your descent into glorious chaos.

You see, Los Angeles isn't a city - it's a shared hallucination where every sunset is an Instagram filter for your existential crisis. We're all out here playing spiritual Halloween, dressed up in personalities we borrowed from TED talks and therapy podcasts.

Want real power? Stop pretending you don't want it. My clients come to me thinking they need "boundaries" and "healing." What they really need is permission to be the magnificent monster they already are. Think less "mindful meditation" and more "mindful manipulation." But with style. With grace. With the kind of raw charisma that makes people want to burn their life down just to warm their hands in your flames.

You're not afraid of intimacy - you're afraid of how good you are at avoiding it. Those trust issues? They're your survival instincts doing jazz hands. That imposter syndrome? It's just your ego having performance anxiety.

Let's talk about sex, because that's what you really want to know about. Not the vanilla self-help "love yourself" bs. I'm talking about the kind of connection that feels like psychological parkour. The art of being emotionally unavailable while remaining physically irresistible. It's a special kind of power, making people crave your absence as much as your presence.

And relationships? They're just temporary autonomous zones where we play-act at permanence. Your polyamory isn't progressive - it's prehistoric. We're all just cavemen with credit cards, trying to finger-paint our way through intimate connections with fingerless gloves on.

But here's the secret they don't want you to know: none of this matters, and that's what makes it magnificent. Your neuroses are your superpowers. Your damage is your brand. Your chaos is your calling card.

I don't want to fix you. I want to watch you set yourself on fire and sell tickets to the show.

So stop gripping that rearview mirror like it's a life raft. The past is just badly written fan fiction of your life. The future? It's a Nigerian prince email scam. The present is all we've got, and it's a hell of a lot more interesting when you stop trying to make sense of it.

Welcome to the shit show. Admission is free. Your soul is the collateral.
And trust me - I don't care if you trust me. That's what makes me trustworthy.

All that plus a postcard from friend of the show Helena the Brit!

Join us. It's time to stop surviving and start seducing life itself.

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In today’s episode, we focus on personal empowerment and the art of dominance in various aspects of life, including relationships, emotional control, and navigating rejection. We explore how self-awareness and understanding create a foundation for success and satisfaction.

• Personal dominance as an essential life skill
• The role of self-awareness in empowerment
• Navigating rejection with resilience
• Ethical considerations of dominance in relationships
• The importance of empathy and clarity in interactions

Learn how to embrace your power and find fulfillment in your journey.

Emerson Dameron's Medicated Minutes is LA's number-one avant-garde personal development program. New episodes premiere on KCHUNG Los Angeles on the first Wednesday of the month.

The writer, producer, host, and witty and wounded romantic hero is Emerson Dameron, who is wholly responsible for its content.

I love you, personally. Levity saves lives.

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