Big Life Changes

Hey Everyone,

Talking about some life decisions I'm trying to make. Change is really hard for me, no wonder....ASD and all. But it can be hard on others in my life when I can't make a decision or take forever to think through things. I'm trying to not put pressure on myself and get upset at the way my brain works. I need to work with my brain not against it. I just hope that my loved ones will understand and that I can settle into the new changes as I get over my fears. I get overwhelmed and it causes a lot of anxiety for me. Trying to be optimistic and realistic. Working on letting go of the pessimistic part of me, the self doubt, and the self sabotaging. Trying not to think of all the things that could go wrong too. Thanks for listening to my rambles and struggles. It really helps me to get it out and to know I'm not alone. If you'd like to share anything with me, I'm @kakelind on instagram, [e-mail], or leave me a comment!