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Paul Michael Garcia
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Nic Sheff
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Nic Sheff was drunk for the first time at age 11. In the years that followed, he would regularly smoke pot, do cocaine and ecstasy, and develop addictions to crystal meth and heroin. Even so, he felt like he would always be able to quit and put his life together whenever he needed to. It took a violent relapse one summer in California to convince him otherwise.
In writing that is raw and honest, Nic spares no detail in telling us the compelling, heartbreaking, and true story of his relapse and the road to recovery. As we watch Nic plunge the mental and physical depths of drug addiction, he paints a picture of a person at odds with his past, with his family, with his substances, and with himself.
You can also hear Nic's father's perspective in his memoir: Beautiful Boy: A Father's Journey through His Son's Meth Addiction.©2007 Nic Sheff (P)2008 Blackstone Audio, Inc.Los oyentes también disfrutaron...
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"Garcia delivers a strong and commanding reading that perfectly expresses the rawness of Sheff's most personal recollections….Endlessly memorable." (AudioFile Magazine)
"Garcia becomes Sheff, offering a gritty and raw performance that demonstrates just how dire the circumstances surrounding Sheff's existence really were." (Publishers Weekly)
I identified with almost every word...
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Shouldn’t be considered YA Fiction
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Great to listen to
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thanks for sharing hope you are doing well.
Well written
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Relatable
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couldn't stop listening
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Wow
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Needed a different narrator
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I am in love with this book. It's very special to me.
Great book. One of my favorites.
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Nic Sheff has a way with words when telling his story he really paints a phenomenal vivid picture
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