The Madness

A Memoir of War, Fear and PTSD

By: Fergal Keane

Narrated by: Fergal Keane

Length: 9 hrs and 10 mins

Publisher's summary

BBC RADIO 4 BOOK OF THE WEEK An Irish Times book of the year 2022

A powerful, probing book about PTSD.

As a journalist Keane has covered conflict and brutality across the world for more than thirty years, from Rwanda, Sudan, South Africa, Somalia, Iraq, Afghanistan, Ukraine and many more. Driven by an irresistible compulsion to be where the night is darkest, he made a name for reporting with humanity and empathy from places where death and serious injury were not abstractions, and tragedy often just a moment’s bad luck away.

But all this time he struggled not to be overwhelmed by another story, his acute ‘complex post-traumatic stress disorder’, a condition arising from exposure to multiple instances of trauma experienced over a long period. This condition has caused him to suffer a number of mental breakdowns and hospitalisations. Despite this, and countless promises to do otherwise, he has gone back to the wars again and again.

Why?

In this powerful and intensely personal book, Keane interrogates what it is that draws him to the wars, what keeps him there and offers a reckoning of the damage done.

PTSD affects people from all walks of life. Trauma can be found in many places, not just war. Keane’s book speaks to the struggle of all who are trying to recover from injury, addiction and mental breakdown. It is a survivor’s story drawn from lived experience, told with honesty, courage and an open heart.

©2022 Fergal Keane (P)2022 HarperCollins Publishers Limited

Critic reviews

"Keane’s real distinction was in his reporting talents, which as this book shows, are considerable." (Evening Standard)

"His book is a memoir but it is so much more than that…a volume of the most exquisitely written and moving truth and honesty." (TLS)

"A completely honest account of reporting conflict." (Independent)