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Searching for Spenser
- A Mother's Journey Through Grief
- Narrated by: Margaret Kramar
- Length: 9 hrs and 49 mins
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“Margaret Kramar’s memoir is a testament to the pain and beauty of parenthood - and the vulnerability it requires.” (Laura Moriarty, best-selling author of The Chaperone and American Heart)
Parenting can be a struggle, especially parenting a disabled child. In this flawlessly crafted memoir, Kramar describes championing her son, diagnosed with Sotos syndrome, through his short life. She examines the experience of loving and losing a child and reminds us that there is a way forward through the grief. Kramar’s memoir offers guidance, wisdom, and inspiration - an amazing story of redemption and hope.
