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Scars

By: Cheryl Rainfield
Narrated by: Emily Bauer
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Fifteen-year-old Kendra hasn't felt safe since she began to recall devastating memories of childhood sexual abuse, especially because she still can't remember the most important detail: her abuser's identity. Frightened, Kendra believes someone is always watching and following her, leaving menacing messages only she understands. If she lets her guard down even for a minute, it could cost Kendra her life. To relieve the pressure, Kendra cuts; aside from her brilliantly expressive artwork, it's her only way of coping. Since her own mother is too self-absorbed to hear her cries for help, Kendra finds support in others instead, from her therapist and her art teacher, from Sandy, the close family friend who encourages her artwork, and from Meghan, the classmate who's becoming a friend - and maybe more. But the truth about Kendra's abuse is just waiting to explode, with startling, unforeseen consequences. Scars is the unforgettable story of one girl's frightening path to the truth.

©2013 Cheryl Rainfield (P)2013 Blackstone Audio, Inc.

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I really enjoyed it and Emily's voice was perfect!

Emily's voice was perfect!
I liked the story and I think it was well done! Thank you author.

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very interesting read!

this was my first book by Cheryl rainfield. that being said, I didn't really know what to expect. I will tell you that I really like dark things comma so I really enjoyed this book. I appreciated the author's style and the power in her words. As I said before though it is a really dark book so I will say that it could be triggering for some people comma butt it's a very interesting read or make that listen and I will definitely be listening again. Plus on a side note the narrator did a really awesome job with the story as well.

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Great read!

Really great read!! It was very interesting kept me wanting more the whole time! Loved it!! Great ending to the story!

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Not what I was expecting.

I truly hate giving bad reviews on these. I know the authors pour their heart and souls out but this just wasn’t for me. The main protagonists really romanticized cutting which I never could fully wrap my head around. If that’s what worked for her by all means. But it wasn’t even a “I never cut again” type thing even in the end she still spoke about how she used it to help.. which is not something I would personally do. The constant mention of hands on her wrist and breath on her neck was overused MAJORLY and each time I heard a sentence starting off with it or mentioning it k would jump ahead because it was just reused over and over. If this is a true story I feel absolutely terribly for the person(s) involved, but honestly I just was not impressed with the overall story or writing. The book just was not for me. Normally it takes me less than a day to finish these but I found myself constantly skipping ahead or jumping to this for background noise as I worked. The reader made it tolerable as best she could but again.. just not something I would ever read or listen to again.

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Trigger Warning!

This was a great book to listen to. There are a lot of triggers about suicide, self harm and sexual assault. The dad’s voice was a little iffy, but altogether it kept my interest. Could help some look out for signs of self harm and suicide.

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Good YA and adult read for survivors of sexual abuse. Authentic, Affirming and Healing

This story is likely fiction based on the author’s personal experiences or someone who was close. Either that or the author has a background in psychology. It is that accurate.

Some people might be upset that this book doesn’t have a warning about potentially triggering content for survivors of sexual abuse and assault. It doesn’t need one. There isn’t any detailed graphic content about the abuse. Just enough comes out through Kendra’s flashbacks and bits of memories that surface to tell what she experienced.

I feel I can say this with confidence. I am an adult survivor of child sexual abuse and I have lived this experience. I spent decades dealing with the trauma as an adult. Believe me, child abuse and trauma impacts your life in subtle ways that leaves you feeling isolated from the rest of the world. It’s devastating as a child who has no frame of reference for what’s happening to them. It’s even worse when the events are repressed and you begin to remember. Nothing stays buried forever. Having a safety net and trusted support systems is important, but often unavailable to minors. If you’re underaged and the abuser is a family member, it can be difficult to find someone who will listen and believe in your story. This book does an exceptional job of walking the listeners through Kendra’s experience of trying to reach out for help. Wondering if she can tell, if she will be believed, while also wondering if she’s loosing her mind, if her memories are real, if her abuser is still a threat… these are all very spot on questions in the minds of trauma survivors. This pressure is also why some people turn to self harm and cutting.

This book does an excellent job of describing the daily struggles with shame, flashbacks, dissociation and terror. All while trying to blend in and not draw attention to yourself and also cope with school and life. It’s a horrible way to grow up and it happens more often than people think.

Every child who grows up in a traumatic environment has to be able to develop their own unique coping mechanisms in order to survive. The pressure of trying to bury the secret or fend off memories does drive some people into self injury. Some turn to drugs or alcohol. Some don’t. It’s just too risky to let your guard down.

All of that was woven into this brilliant book. I wish I’d had the chance to read this when I was a teenager trying to find help. Telling doesn’t mean you are heard or believed.

Art is a powerful way to express your inner voice, music is another important avenue.

This book takes you through the journey. It may seem over the top to some listeners, but it is incredibly powerful and accurate.

For me it was validating. Just being with Kendra through her process was another way to understand that survivors are not alone. They are strong and resilient. With the right support they can regain their power. They can be heard, believed, and loved. It is possible to move forward towards a better future.

The narrator was EXCEPTIONAL. What a wonderful job of bringing Kendra’s story to life. I’d give her 10 stars if possible. I was able to listen, feel, and hear the experience of Kendra. Perfectly done and not overacted. Thanks for giving voice and power to a 15 year old girl.

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So emotional

This is a very emotional story and it was amazingly done. From the first sentence it draws you in and I couldn't stop listening. You can feel the angst Kendra is experiencing throughout the story. I loved her relationship with Meghan and the support she got from her. I would have liked to see more of their conversations together, but that might just be me.

Emily Bauer did an incredible job narrating.

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LOVE IT!

Absolutely amazing book, has been my favorite since I found it. Definitely read if you've struggled with depression or abuse

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Terrible situation the character was in.

I really enjoyed reading this. Very interesting from beginning to end . I would recommend this book to anyone who enjoys reading

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Not what I was expecting

The writing style is great, plot line wasn’t that great. Would not recommend this title. Sort of let down with the entire plot.

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