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Beautiful Boy
- A Father's Journey through His Son's Meth Addiction
- By: David Sheff
- Narrated by: Anthony Heald
- Length: 11 hrs and 28 mins
- Unabridged
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Overall4.5 out of 5 stars 4,210
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Performance4.5 out of 5 stars 3,420
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Story4.5 out of 5 stars 3,417
David Sheff's story is a first: a teenager's addiction from the parent's point of view, a real-time chronicle of the shocking descent into substance abuse and the gradual emergence into hope.
Before meth, Sheff's son, Nic, was a varsity athlete, honor student, and award-winning journalist. After meth, he was a trembling wraith who stole money from his eight-year-old brother and lived on the streets. With haunting candor, Sheff traces the first warning signs, the attempts at rehabilitation, and, at last, the way past addiction. He shows us that, whatever an addict's fate, the rest of the family must care for one another, too, lest they become addicted to addiction.
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5 out of 5 stars
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Been There
- By Happy Reader on 11-26-12
By: David Sheff
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The Joey Song
- A Mother's Story of Her Son's Addiction
- By: Sandra Swenson
- Narrated by: Lori Felipe-Barkin
- Length: 6 hrs and 21 mins
- Unabridged
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Overall4.5 out of 5 stars 82
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Performance4.5 out of 5 stars 73
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Story4.5 out of 5 stars 73
There can be recovery, even if it doesn't happen within the addict. Sandy lives where love and addiction meet--a place where help enables and hope hurts. When addiction steals her son, Sandy fights for his survival, trying to stay on the right side of an invisible line between helping him to live and helping him to die. By age 20, Joey overdoses, attempts suicide, quits college, survives a near-fatal car accident, does time behind bars, and is kicked out of rehab more than once.
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5 out of 5 stars
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This book has given me strength and courage
- By A.M_NM on 06-29-17
By: Sandra Swenson
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High on Arrival
- A Memoir
- By: Mackenzie Phillips
- Narrated by: Mackenzie Phillips
- Length: 5 hrs and 50 mins
- Abridged
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Overall4.5 out of 5 stars 798
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Performance4.5 out of 5 stars 658
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Story4.5 out of 5 stars 656
Not long before her 50birthday, Mackenzie Phillips walked into Los Angeles International Airport. She was on her way to a reunion of One Day at a Time, the hugely popular 70s sitcom on which she once starred as the loveable rebel Julie Cooper. Within minutes, Mackenzie was in handcuffs, arrested for possession of cocaine and heroin. But the star who turned up High on Arrival has finally come back down to earth - to stay.
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4 out of 5 stars
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Raw and Honest
- By Missye on 10-11-09
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I Forgot to Die
- By: Khalil Rafati
- Narrated by: Khalil Rafati
- Length: 6 hrs and 29 mins
- Unabridged
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Overall4.5 out of 5 stars 861
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Performance5 out of 5 stars 775
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Story5 out of 5 stars 775
Khalil Rafati went to Los Angeles in the 1990s and had it all. He was working with Hollywood movie stars and legendary rock musicians, but it wasn't long before he found his way into the dark underbelly of the City of Angels. When he hit rock bottom-addicted to heroin and cocaine, overtaken by paranoia and psychosis, written off by his friends and family - he grabbed a shovel and kept digging. So how does someone with nothing, who feels like they deserve nothing, and who just wants to end it all turn their life around?
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4 out of 5 stars
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Jails, Institutions & (almost) Death
- By Courtney on 05-25-17
By: Khalil Rafati
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Mother Noise
- By: Cindy House
- Narrated by: Cindy House
- Length: 5 hrs and 40 mins
- Unabridged
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Overall4.5 out of 5 stars 29
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Performance5 out of 5 stars 25
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Story4.5 out of 5 stars 24
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Mother Noise opens with Cindy, 20 years into recovery after a heroin addiction, grappling with how to tell her nine-year-old son about her past. She wants him to learn this history from her, not anyone else; but she worries about the effect this truth may have on him. Told in essays and graphic narrative shorts, Mother Noise is a stunning memoir that delves deep into our responsibilities as parents while celebrating the moments of grace and generosity that mark a true friendship—in this case, her benefactor and champion through the years, David Sedaris.
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5 out of 5 stars
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Thank you
- By mompaints on 06-09-22
By: Cindy House
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Fallen
- Out of the Sex Industry and into the Arms of the Savior
- By: Annie Lobert
- Narrated by: Annie Lobert
- Length: 6 hrs and 51 mins
- Unabridged
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Overall5 out of 5 stars 109
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Performance4.5 out of 5 stars 103
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Story5 out of 5 stars 103
When Annie grabbed at what looked like an opportunity to escape her tumultuous, abuse-filled home, she had never heard the term sex trafficking. Needing money, wanting to be loved, and desperately seeking control of her life, she stumbled into the ever-darkening world of the sex industry as a glamorous, high-class escort in Las Vegas. All that glittered was not gold. She embarked on a dangerous path toward self-destruction.
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5 out of 5 stars
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Life Changing
- By Yigosh on 07-03-15
By: Annie Lobert
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An Invisible Thread
- The True Story of an 11-Year-Old Panhandler, a Busy Sales Executive, and an Unlikely Meeting with Destiny
- By: Laura Schroff, Alex Tresniowski
- Narrated by: Pam Ward
- Length: 7 hrs and 2 mins
- Unabridged
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Overall4.5 out of 5 stars 482
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Performance4.5 out of 5 stars 416
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Story4.5 out of 5 stars 411
She was a successful ad sales rep in Manhattan. He was a homeless 11-year-old panhandler on the street. He asked for spare change; she kept walking. But then something stopped her in her tracks, and she went back. And she continued to go back, again and again. They met up nearly every week for years and built an unexpected, life-changing friendship that has today spanned almost three decades.
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5 out of 5 stars
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2 People Show How to Get Where they Hope to Go!
- By Mary Burnight on 07-06-21
By: Laura Schroff, and others
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Buffering
- Unshared Tales of a Life Fully Loaded
- By: Hannah Hart
- Narrated by: Hannah Hart, Judy Young
- Length: 5 hrs and 55 mins
- Unabridged
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Overall5 out of 5 stars 2,928
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Performance5 out of 5 stars 2,711
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Story5 out of 5 stars 2,707
By combing through the journals that Hannah has kept for much of her life, this collection of narrative essays delivers a fuller picture of her life, her experiences, and the things she's figured out about family, faith, love, sexuality, self-worth, friendship, and fame. Revealing what makes Hannah tick, this sometimes cringeworthy, poignant collection of stories is sure to deliver plenty of Hannah's wit and wisdom - and hopefully encourage you to try your hand at her patented brand of reckless optimism.
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5 out of 5 stars
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She made me feel less alone.
- By tiffany alzatti on 10-24-16
By: Hannah Hart
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Living with Multiple Personalities: The Christine Ducommun Story
- By: Christine Ducommun
- Narrated by: Andrea Ways-Mewman
- Length: 8 hrs and 10 mins
- Unabridged
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Overall4.5 out of 5 stars 38
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Performance4.5 out of 5 stars 36
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Story4.5 out of 5 stars 35
Christine Ducommun was a happily married wife and mother of two when, after returning to live in the house of her childhood, she began to experience panic attacks and night terrors. Says the author, "I sought therapy, and there I discovered, to my shock and horror, that I had been sexually abused at the hands of my father at a very early age. I surely didn't want to believe it. But as my mind began to release bizarre flashbacks, my alters began to show themselves.
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3 out of 5 stars
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A story that fails to rise above.
- By The Professor on 08-28-16
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Miss Brenda and the Loveladies
- A Heartwarming True Story of Grace, God, and Gumption
- By: Brenda Spahn, Irene Zutell
- Narrated by: Pam Ward, Bahni Turpin, Johanna Parker, and others
- Length: 7 hrs and 56 mins
- Unabridged
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Overall4.5 out of 5 stars 177
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Performance5 out of 5 stars 157
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Story4.5 out of 5 stars 156
For Brenda Spahn, entrepreneur and businesswoman, wealth was a lifestyle - until a brush with the law threatened to send her to prison. In those dark moments, Brenda made a promise to God.
Spared incarceration, a renewed Brenda glimpsed into the lives of women serving time in one of the worst places in America - the JuliaTutwiler Prison for Women in Wetumpka, Alabama. What she saw prompted a God-inspired vision. With a heart to help and a will that couldn't be crushed, Brenda fought the system and overcame tremendous obstacles to take ex-cons into her home.
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5 out of 5 stars
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Grace, God . . . and Giving Back
- By Debbie on 11-10-16
By: Brenda Spahn, and others
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The Lost Years
- Surviving a Mother and Daughter's Worst Nightmare
- By: Kristina Wandzilak, Constance Curry
- Narrated by: Hillary Huber, Donna Postel
- Length: 7 hrs and 59 mins
- Unabridged
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Overall5 out of 5 stars 229
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Performance4.5 out of 5 stars 203
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Story5 out of 5 stars 202
Kristina, the second of four children, begins by telling how a little sip of vodka sipped secretly at a party her parents were giving started her on a pathway to addiction. In that instant, alcohol became her pathway to comfort. Over the next eight years, she sank further into addiction, moving on to cocaine and methamphetamines. In telling her story, she gives a brutally honest description of her addiction and crimes.
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4 out of 5 stars
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well-written, accessible, with odd Narrator Choice
- By Daryl on 08-16-17
By: Kristina Wandzilak, and others
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If We Break
- A Memoir of Marriage, Addiction, and Healing
- By: Kathleen Buhle
- Narrated by: Kathleen Buhle
- Length: 9 hrs and 46 mins
- Unabridged
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Overall5 out of 5 stars 459
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Performance5 out of 5 stars 407
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Story5 out of 5 stars 405
For decades, Kathleen Buhle chose to play the role of the good wife, beginning when, as a naïve young woman from a working-class family on the South Side of Chicago, she met the dashing son of a senator in Oregon. Within months, Kathleen found herself pregnant and engaged. Determined to build her family on a foundation of love, Kathleen was convinced her and Hunter’s commitment to each other could overcome any obstacle. But when Hunter’s drinking evolved into dependency, she was forced to learn how irrevocably a marriage can fall apart under the merciless power of addiction.
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5 out of 5 stars
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A true survivors story
- By Kristin on 06-25-22
By: Kathleen Buhle
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The Night of the Gun
- A Reporter Investigates the Darkest Story of His Life - His Own
- By: David Carr
- Narrated by: Charles Leggett
- Length: 13 hrs and 23 mins
- Unabridged
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Overall4.5 out of 5 stars 503
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Performance4.5 out of 5 stars 369
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Story4.5 out of 5 stars 369
In The Night of the Gun, David Carr redefines memoir with the revelatory story of his years as an addict and chronicles his journey from crack-house regular to regular columnist for The New York Times. Built on 60 videotaped interviews, legal and medical records, and three years of reporting, The Night of the Gun is a ferocious tale that uses the tools of journalism to fact-check the past.
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1 out of 5 stars
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An Act of Addiction
- By Mark on 05-11-09
By: David Carr
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Tweak
- Growing Up on Methamphetamines
- By: Nic Sheff
- Narrated by: Paul Michael Garcia
- Length: 12 hrs and 17 mins
- Unabridged
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Overall4.5 out of 5 stars 2,227
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Performance4.5 out of 5 stars 1,852
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Story4.5 out of 5 stars 1,858
Nic Sheff was drunk for the first time at age 11. In the years that followed, he would regularly smoke pot, do cocaine and ecstasy, and develop addictions to crystal meth and heroin. Even so, he felt like he would always be able to quit and put his life together whenever he needed to. It took a violent relapse one summer in California to convince him otherwise.
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4 out of 5 stars
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Painful Journey
- By David on 11-15-10
By: Nic Sheff
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The Plain Choice
- A True Story of Choosing to Live an Amish Life
- By: Sherry Gore, Jeff Hoagland
- Narrated by: Connie Barton
- Length: 5 hrs and 44 mins
- Unabridged
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Overall4.5 out of 5 stars 46
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Performance5 out of 5 stars 42
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Story5 out of 5 stars 42
Unwilling to return to the darkness of her former life, Sherry Gore attacks her faith head on. Soon the life she remakes for herself and her children as she seeks to follow the teachings of the Bible features head coverings, simple dress, and a focus on Jesus Christ. Only then does she realize, in a fit of excitement, that there are others like her. They are called Amish and Mennonite, and she realizes she has found her people.
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5 out of 5 stars
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Beautiful and moving
- By Catherine MFJ on 07-19-20
By: Sherry Gore, and others