-
Look at You Now
- My Journey from Shame to Strength
- Narrated by: Liz Pryor
- Length: 7 hrs and 27 mins
Add to Cart failed.
Add to Wish List failed.
Remove from wishlist failed.
Adding to library failed
Follow podcast failed
Unfollow podcast failed
Buy for $24.50
No default payment method selected.
We are sorry. We are not allowed to sell this product with the selected payment method
Listeners also enjoyed...
-
The Way I Used to Be
- By: Amber Smith
- Narrated by: Rebekkah Ross
- Length: 9 hrs and 36 mins
- Unabridged
-
Overall
-
Performance
-
Story
Eden was always good at being good. Starting high school didn't change who she was. But the night her brother's best friend rapes her, Eden's world capsizes. What was once simple is now complex. What Eden once loved - who she once loved - she now hates. What she thought she knew to be true is now lies. Nothing makes sense anymore, and she knows she's supposed to tell someone what happened, but she can't. So she buries it instead. And she buries the way she used to be.
-
-
Tear jerking, jaw breaking, just a whole lot
- By Elena S. on 06-22-18
By: Amber Smith
-
The Less People Know About Us
- A Mystery of Betrayal, Family Secrets, and Stolen Identity
- By: Axton Betz-Hamilton
- Narrated by: Laurie Winkel
- Length: 7 hrs and 31 mins
- Unabridged
-
Overall
-
Performance
-
Story
In this powerful true crime memoir, an award-winning identity theft expert tells the shocking story of the duplicity and betrayal that inspired her career and nearly destroyed her family. Axton Betz-Hamilton grew up in small-town Indiana in the early '90s. When she was 11 years old, her parents both had their identities stolen. Their credit ratings were ruined, and they were constantly fighting over money. This was before the age of the Internet, when identity theft became more commonplace, so authorities and banks were clueless and reluctant to help Axton's parents.
-
-
Holy Shit
- By Jason Wiking on 02-19-20
-
North of Normal
- A Memoir of My Wilderness Childhood, My Unusual Family, and How I Survived Both
- By: Cea Sunrise Person
- Narrated by: Cea Sunrise Person
- Length: 9 hrs and 33 mins
- Unabridged
-
Overall
-
Performance
-
Story
In the late 1960s, riding the crest of the counterculture movement, Cea's family left a comfortable existence in California to live off the land in the Canadian wilderness. But unlike most commune dwellers of the time, the Persons weren't trying to build a new society - they wanted to escape civilization altogether. Led by Cea's grandfather Dick, they lived a pot-smoking, free-loving, clothing-optional life under a canvas tipi without running water, electricity, or heat for the bitter winters.
-
-
Entertaining but Frustrating
- By Nikki on 09-01-21
-
Neglected
- Scared, Hungry and Alone, Jamey Craves Affection
- By: Cathy Glass
- Narrated by: Denica Fairman
- Length: 7 hrs and 53 mins
- Unabridged
-
Overall
-
Performance
-
Story
Little Jamey, two and a half years old, is placed with experienced foster carer, Cathy Glass, as an emergency. The police and social services had no choice after a neighbour reported Jamey had been left alone all night while his mother went out partying. Scared, hungry and withdrawn, Jamey has spent so much time in his cot that his leg muscles haven’t developed, and he can barely walk. He is craving affection, and Cathy and her family find him very easy to love. However, as Jamey begins to settle in and make progress a new threat emerges. Coronavirus and lockdown change everything.
-
-
I usually enjoy these books
- By Jennifer Noles on 02-18-22
By: Cathy Glass
-
The Things We Cannot Say
- By: Kelly Rimmer
- Narrated by: Ann Marie Gideon, Nancy Peterson
- Length: 13 hrs and 47 mins
- Unabridged
-
Overall
-
Performance
-
Story
Since she was nine years old, Alina Dziak knew she would marry her best friend, Tomasz. Now 15 and engaged, Alina is unconcerned by reports of Nazi soldiers at the Polish border, believing her neighbors that they pose no real threat, and dreams instead of the day Tomasz returns from college in Warsaw so they can be married. But little by little, injustice by brutal injustice, the Nazi occupation takes hold, and Alina’s tiny rural village, its families, are divided by fear and hate. Then, as the fabric of their lives is slowly picked apart, Tomasz disappears.
-
-
Formulaic and Romanticized
- By Michael & Cora on 11-04-19
By: Kelly Rimmer
-
Necessary Lies
- By: Diane Chamberlain
- Narrated by: Alison Elliott
- Length: 10 hrs and 51 mins
- Unabridged
-
Overall
-
Performance
-
Story
Best-selling author Diane Chamberlain delivers a breakout book about a small southern town 50 years ago, and the darkest - and most hopeful - places in the human heart. After losing her parents, 15-year-old Ivy Hart is left to care for her grandmother, older sister, and nephew as tenants on a small tobacco farm. As she struggles with her grandmother’s aging, her sister’s mental illness, and her own epilepsy, she realizes they might need more than she can give. When Jane Forrester takes a position as Grace County’s newest social worker, she doesn’t realize just how much her help is needed.
-
-
Controversial story - great performance
- By Marie on 05-26-15
-
The Way I Used to Be
- By: Amber Smith
- Narrated by: Rebekkah Ross
- Length: 9 hrs and 36 mins
- Unabridged
-
Overall
-
Performance
-
Story
Eden was always good at being good. Starting high school didn't change who she was. But the night her brother's best friend rapes her, Eden's world capsizes. What was once simple is now complex. What Eden once loved - who she once loved - she now hates. What she thought she knew to be true is now lies. Nothing makes sense anymore, and she knows she's supposed to tell someone what happened, but she can't. So she buries it instead. And she buries the way she used to be.
-
-
Tear jerking, jaw breaking, just a whole lot
- By Elena S. on 06-22-18
By: Amber Smith
-
The Less People Know About Us
- A Mystery of Betrayal, Family Secrets, and Stolen Identity
- By: Axton Betz-Hamilton
- Narrated by: Laurie Winkel
- Length: 7 hrs and 31 mins
- Unabridged
-
Overall
-
Performance
-
Story
In this powerful true crime memoir, an award-winning identity theft expert tells the shocking story of the duplicity and betrayal that inspired her career and nearly destroyed her family. Axton Betz-Hamilton grew up in small-town Indiana in the early '90s. When she was 11 years old, her parents both had their identities stolen. Their credit ratings were ruined, and they were constantly fighting over money. This was before the age of the Internet, when identity theft became more commonplace, so authorities and banks were clueless and reluctant to help Axton's parents.
-
-
Holy Shit
- By Jason Wiking on 02-19-20
-
North of Normal
- A Memoir of My Wilderness Childhood, My Unusual Family, and How I Survived Both
- By: Cea Sunrise Person
- Narrated by: Cea Sunrise Person
- Length: 9 hrs and 33 mins
- Unabridged
-
Overall
-
Performance
-
Story
In the late 1960s, riding the crest of the counterculture movement, Cea's family left a comfortable existence in California to live off the land in the Canadian wilderness. But unlike most commune dwellers of the time, the Persons weren't trying to build a new society - they wanted to escape civilization altogether. Led by Cea's grandfather Dick, they lived a pot-smoking, free-loving, clothing-optional life under a canvas tipi without running water, electricity, or heat for the bitter winters.
-
-
Entertaining but Frustrating
- By Nikki on 09-01-21
-
Neglected
- Scared, Hungry and Alone, Jamey Craves Affection
- By: Cathy Glass
- Narrated by: Denica Fairman
- Length: 7 hrs and 53 mins
- Unabridged
-
Overall
-
Performance
-
Story
Little Jamey, two and a half years old, is placed with experienced foster carer, Cathy Glass, as an emergency. The police and social services had no choice after a neighbour reported Jamey had been left alone all night while his mother went out partying. Scared, hungry and withdrawn, Jamey has spent so much time in his cot that his leg muscles haven’t developed, and he can barely walk. He is craving affection, and Cathy and her family find him very easy to love. However, as Jamey begins to settle in and make progress a new threat emerges. Coronavirus and lockdown change everything.
-
-
I usually enjoy these books
- By Jennifer Noles on 02-18-22
By: Cathy Glass
-
The Things We Cannot Say
- By: Kelly Rimmer
- Narrated by: Ann Marie Gideon, Nancy Peterson
- Length: 13 hrs and 47 mins
- Unabridged
-
Overall
-
Performance
-
Story
Since she was nine years old, Alina Dziak knew she would marry her best friend, Tomasz. Now 15 and engaged, Alina is unconcerned by reports of Nazi soldiers at the Polish border, believing her neighbors that they pose no real threat, and dreams instead of the day Tomasz returns from college in Warsaw so they can be married. But little by little, injustice by brutal injustice, the Nazi occupation takes hold, and Alina’s tiny rural village, its families, are divided by fear and hate. Then, as the fabric of their lives is slowly picked apart, Tomasz disappears.
-
-
Formulaic and Romanticized
- By Michael & Cora on 11-04-19
By: Kelly Rimmer
-
Necessary Lies
- By: Diane Chamberlain
- Narrated by: Alison Elliott
- Length: 10 hrs and 51 mins
- Unabridged
-
Overall
-
Performance
-
Story
Best-selling author Diane Chamberlain delivers a breakout book about a small southern town 50 years ago, and the darkest - and most hopeful - places in the human heart. After losing her parents, 15-year-old Ivy Hart is left to care for her grandmother, older sister, and nephew as tenants on a small tobacco farm. As she struggles with her grandmother’s aging, her sister’s mental illness, and her own epilepsy, she realizes they might need more than she can give. When Jane Forrester takes a position as Grace County’s newest social worker, she doesn’t realize just how much her help is needed.
-
-
Controversial story - great performance
- By Marie on 05-26-15
-
One Two Three
- A Novel
- By: Laurie Frankel
- Narrated by: Emma Galvin, Jesse Vilinsky, Rebecca Soler
- Length: 14 hrs and 59 mins
- Unabridged
-
Overall
-
Performance
-
Story
Everyone knows everyone in the tiny town of Bourne, but the Mitchell triplets are especially beloved. Mirabel is the smartest person anyone knows, and no one doubts it just because she can’t speak. Monday is the town’s purveyor of books now that the library’s closed - tell her the book you think you want, and she’ll pull the one you actually do from the microwave or her sock drawer. Mab’s job is hardest of all: get good grades, get into college, get out of Bourne.
-
-
fantastic audio production!
- By Barbara S on 07-19-21
By: Laurie Frankel
-
An Innocent Baby
- Why would anyone abandon little Darcy-May?
- By: Cathy Glass
- Narrated by: Denieca Fairman
- Length: 8 hrs and 19 mins
- Unabridged
-
Overall
-
Performance
-
Story
When foster carer Cathy Glass is asked to foster Darcy-May, a two-day-old baby, she is very concerned. The baby is coming to her straight from the hospital and will have no contact with her teenage mother, Haylea. Even more worrying, she will be brought to Cathy with a police escort, as it’s vital her extended family don't know where she is.
-
-
C GLASS Books Still Influence in UK and Everywhere
- By Mary Burnight on 12-25-21
By: Cathy Glass
-
Apples Never Fall
- By: Liane Moriarty
- Narrated by: Caroline Lee
- Length: 18 hrs and 3 mins
- Unabridged
-
Overall
-
Performance
-
Story
The Delaneys are fixtures in their community. The parents, Stan and Joy, are the envy of all of their friends. They’re killers on the tennis court, and off it their chemistry is palpable. But after 50 years of marriage, they’ve finally sold their famed tennis academy and are ready to start what should be the golden years of their lives. So why are Stan and Joy so miserable?
-
-
I wanted to love this BUT.....
- By Mary on 09-27-21
By: Liane Moriarty
-
Haven Point
- A Novel
- By: Virginia Hume
- Narrated by: Cassandra Campbell
- Length: 13 hrs and 50 mins
- Unabridged
-
Overall
-
Performance
-
Story
A sweeping debut novel about the generations of a family that spends summers in a seaside enclave on Maine's rocky coastline, for fans of Elin Hilderbrand, Beatriz Williams, and Sarah Blake.
-
-
Great story written and read
- By Beeb on 06-25-21
By: Virginia Hume
-
Pretty Baby
- A Novel
- By: Mary Kubica
- Narrated by: Cassandra Campbell, Tom Taylorson, Jorjeana Marie
- Length: 12 hrs and 7 mins
- Unabridged
-
Overall
-
Performance
-
Story
Heidi Wood has always been a charitable woman: She works for a nonprofit and takes in stray cats. Still, her husband and daughter are horrified when Heidi returns home one day with a young woman named Willow and her four-month-old baby in tow. Disheveled and apparently homeless, this girl could be a criminal - or worse. But despite her family's objections, Heidi invites Willow and the baby to take refuge in their home.
-
-
Not worth your time.
- By Amazon Customer on 09-02-15
By: Mary Kubica
-
Where the Lost Wander
- A Novel
- By: Amy Harmon
- Narrated by: Lauren Ezzo, Shaun Taylor-Corbett
- Length: 11 hrs and 46 mins
- Unabridged
-
Overall
-
Performance
-
Story
The Overland Trail, 1853: Naomi May never expected to be widowed at 20. Eager to leave her grief behind, she sets off with her family for a life out West. On the trail, she forms an instant connection with John Lowry, a half-Pawnee man straddling two worlds and a stranger in both. But life in a wagon train is fraught with hardship, fear, and death. Even as John and Naomi are drawn to each other, the trials of the journey and their disparate pasts work to keep them apart.
-
-
Good story, bad reader
- By LoverofClassics on 06-09-20
By: Amy Harmon
-
The Sound of Gravel
- A Memoir
- By: Ruth Wariner
- Narrated by: Ruth Wariner
- Length: 9 hrs and 4 mins
- Unabridged
-
Overall
-
Performance
-
Story
Ruth Wariner was the 39th of her father's 42 children. Growing up on a farm in rural Mexico, where authorities turned a blind eye to the practices of her community, Ruth lives in a ramshackle house without indoor plumbing or electricity. At church, preachers teach that God will punish the wicked by destroying the world and that women can ascend to heaven only by entering into polygamous marriages and giving birth to as many children as possible.
-
-
Unputdownable
- By Lesley A. on 01-16-16
By: Ruth Wariner
-
A Family Secret
- My Shocking True Story of Surviving a Childhood in Hell
- By: Maureen Wood
- Narrated by: Rachel Atkins
- Length: 7 hrs and 30 mins
- Unabridged
-
Overall
-
Performance
-
Story
Abused from the age of eight by her older brother and then her step-father, Maureen Wood quickly became numb to the constant suffering. But Maureen’s world crumbled when her own mother started to abuse her too. A Family Secret is the harrowing true story of how one little girl survived sickening abuse by the people who should have loved her most and how an innocent baby finally saved her.
-
-
Bravery in Spades
- By Mama of Roses on 03-22-21
By: Maureen Wood
-
Before We Were Yours
- A Novel
- By: Lisa Wingate
- Narrated by: Emily Rankin, Catherine Taber
- Length: 14 hrs and 29 mins
- Unabridged
-
Overall
-
Performance
-
Story
Memphis, 1939. Twelve-year-old Rill Foss and her four younger siblings live a magical life aboard their family’s Mississippi River shantyboat. But when their father must rush their mother to the hospital one stormy night, Rill is left in charge - until strangers arrive in force. Wrenched from all that is familiar and thrown into a Tennessee Children’s Home Society orphanage, the Foss children are assured that they will soon be returned to their parents - but they quickly realize the dark truth.
-
-
I was rivetted, finished in three days.
- By Lin Cloward on 06-26-17
By: Lisa Wingate
-
American Daughter
- A Memoir
- By: Stephanie Thornton Plymale, Elissa Wald
- Narrated by: Mozhan Marno
- Length: 9 hrs and 5 mins
- Unabridged
-
Overall
-
Performance
-
Story
The sharp and surprising true story of a woman who finally sets out to understand her past, and the mother she had one day hoped to forget. Full of unexpected twists and unbelievable revelations, American Daughter is an immersive memoir that will have you on the edge of your seat to the very last minute.
-
-
Powerful Memoir
- By J. v. Kirchbach on 03-30-21
By: Stephanie Thornton Plymale, and others
-
Heft
- By: Liz Moore
- Narrated by: Kirby Heyborne, Keith Szarabajka
- Length: 11 hrs and 44 mins
- Unabridged
-
Overall
-
Performance
-
Story
Forrmer academic Arthur Opp weighs 550 pounds and hasn’t left his rambling Brooklyn home in a decade. Twenty miles away in Yonkers, seventeen-year-old Kel Keller navigates life as the poor kid in a rich school and pins his hopes on what seems like a promising baseball career - if he can untangle himself from his family drama.
-
-
Intriguing--Captivating--Altering
- By Mel on 04-19-12
By: Liz Moore
-
Firefly Lane
- A Novel
- By: Kristin Hannah
- Narrated by: Susan Ericksen
- Length: 17 hrs and 54 mins
- Unabridged
-
Overall
-
Performance
-
Story
In the turbulent summer of 1974, Kate Mularkey has accepted her place at the bottom of the eighth-grade social food chain. Then, to her amazement, the "coolest girl in the world" moves in across the street and wants to be her friend. Tully Hart seems to have it all - beauty, brains, ambition. On the surface they are as opposite as two people can be: Kate, doomed to be forever uncool, with a loving family who mortifies her at every turn.
-
-
Please please please end!
- By C Sir on 10-15-19
By: Kristin Hannah
Publisher's Summary
For listeners of Orange Is the New Black and The Glass Castle, a riveting memoir about a lifelong secret and a girl finding strength in the most unlikely place.
In 1979 Liz Pryor is a 17-year-old girl from a good family in the wealthy Chicago suburbs. Halfway through her senior year of high school, she discovers that she is pregnant - a fact her parents are determined to keep a secret from her friends, siblings, and community forever. One snowy January day, after driving across three states, her mother drops her off at what Liz thinks is a Catholic home for unwed mothers - but which is, in truth, a locked government-run facility for delinquent and impoverished pregnant teenage girls.
In the cement-block residence, Liz is alone and terrified, a fish out of water - a girl from a privileged, sheltered background living amid tough, street-savvy girls who come from the foster care system or juvenile detention. But over the next six months, isolated and in involuntary hiding from everyone she knows, Liz develops a surprising bond with the other girls and begins to question everything she once held true.
Told with tenderness, humor, and an open heart, Look at You Now is a deeply moving story about the most vulnerable moments in our lives - and how a willingness to trust ourselves can permanently change who we are and how we see the world.
Critic Reviews
More from the same
Narrator
What listeners say about Look at You Now
Average Customer RatingsReviews - Please select the tabs below to change the source of reviews.
-
Overall
-
Performance
-
Story
- Shey Shook
- 07-10-16
Inspiring & heart wrenching
Great story of overcoming major life challenge. Can't believe the maturity of Liz. Had to keep reminding myself that this really happened. When is book 2 coming out?!
5 people found this helpful
-
Overall
-
Performance
-
Story
- KIC
- 11-16-17
Disappointing. Spoilers below.
Privileged girl is whisked away to have her baby in secret. For five months she keeps company with underprivileged pregnant teens and is nice to them, influences one or two to consider adoption, learns that her own family feels entitled to the best of everything, yet despite all this wealth, no one even offers to help her with keeping her and her baby together.
Girl signs the papers, and reflects on how nice it is to return to her own life, but what a bummer it is to have to keep this secret - but at least she will be able to keep living her life.
Then the book ends.
That is why i am giving this just 2 stars. Did she never think of the baby again? Did the child grow up and seek contact? Does the girl ever wonder what might have been if she had kept her baby?
Adoption stories don’t end with the paperwork. This reads almost like a book written for teens considering adoption, under-emphasizing the lasting emotional impact of adoption and the trauma is causes mother and child. It glosses over that part saying she was told it is normal
to get the blues.
No follow up with the other girls in the home, either.
I will never re-listen to this book, the ending was so disappointing.
Everyone has a right to tell their story, and that’s fine, i just have limited empathy for a privileged girl whose biggest story to tell is how she once had a baby, then gave it away and everything was okay. Compared to all the other girls in that home, i don’t really care about Liz by the end.
4 people found this helpful
-
Overall
-
Performance
-
Story
- Derrick and Tamara
- 10-14-16
Don't believe the hype
Pregnant rich girl gets whisked off to live at a juvenile pregnancy/detention center to have her baby undetected. She of course does outreach with the other girls while there. Has her baby and returns to her normal life just in time for high school graduation. Obscene amount of profanity and non-existent moral code.
4 people found this helpful
-
Overall
-
Performance
-
Story
- David
- 07-13-16
Decent story, terrible narration
What did you like best about Look at You Now? What did you like least?
Compelling, heart-felt story. You could empathize with the characters and their various back stories. I think the writing is very good, good character development. In general I don't like a ton of profanity, but here it's purposeful. You know this was the way these characters spoke. It helped define them and the environment from which they came. It made them real and relatable. It also made it easier to see why Liz' mother related to them the way she did.
How could the performance have been better?
The author should not have narrated this book. It's as if she's reading a text book or something - very mundane, no emotion most of the time. Virtually every sentence ends with her voice falling off. Boring, boring, boring. I would have stopped listening because of the narration, but kept going until the end because I wanted to hear how it all turned out.
4 people found this helpful
-
Overall
-
Performance
-
Story
- Alex Parry
- 07-10-16
Highly recommend.
Liz, truly a page turner. Thanks for letting the reader experience your journey as if they were right there with you. Sandy P.
3 people found this helpful
-
Overall
-
Performance
-
Story
- Debra I.
- 06-29-16
What a story....
I only wish I could add stars!!! I enjoyed this book very much. My chills got chills!! Well done Liz Pryor.
7 people found this helpful
-
Overall
-
Performance
-
Story
- Alicia
- 08-26-16
Loved this!
What a great story! Kind of reminiscent of the movie Girl, Interrupted but not as twisted or crazy.
The author did such an amazing job of bringing these characters to life. I could feel myself in this facility, feel their battles.
Good and easy read!
2 people found this helpful
-
Overall
-
Performance
-
Story
- Fact addict
- 07-30-16
Surprisingly realistic
It is a little mild surprise that the protagonist ends up in a home for unwed teens. I didn't think they existed any more. The placement in the 1970's probably lends authenticity tiby
Lll
2 people found this helpful
-
Overall
-
Performance
-
Story
- Maribel
- 12-11-17
Loved the story but ending felt very incomplete
Because of the title it’s hard to fathom that after all she and doors and the garage she has to do what she does all comes down to that one moment of redemption. He didn’t feel like it. It really felt either disingenuous or inComplete
1 person found this helpful
-
Overall
-
Performance
-
Story
- Christina Combs
- 07-12-16
Remembering times were so different not long ago
I felt interestingly connected to the story. My mother had me at the same age only a few years after this story takes place. Its interesting to see how times have changed in such a short time. I also identify with Liz in how she feels about her parents at the end, two odd bookends that somehow manage to hold her up in their own way. Great read and a powerful story for someone to be brave enough to share. I'd be interested in knowing if she ever got in touch with any of the other girls...
1 person found this helpful