Laughing at My Nightmare

Narrated by: Kirby Heyborne
Length: 6 hrs and 7 mins
4.5 out of 5 stars (374 ratings)

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Publisher's Summary

With acerbic wit and a hilarious voice, Shane Burcaw's Laughing at My Nightmare describes the challenges he faces as a 21-year-old with spinal muscular atrophy. From awkward handshakes to having a girlfriend and everything in between, Shane handles his situation with humor and a "you-only-live-once" perspective on life. While he does talk about everyday issues that are relatable to teens, he also offers an eye-opening perspective on what it is like to have a life threatening disease.

©2014 Shane Burcaw (P)2014 Audible Inc.

Critic Reviews

  • YALSA Nonfiction Finalist, 2015

Editorial Review

Every once in a while, I come across a title at Audible that I’m shocked I didn’t already know about. After reading up on Shane Burcaw’s life, his spinal muscular dystrophy, and all he does for other people with this disease through his nonprofit Laughing At My Nightmare, Inc., I knew I had to add this to my library. The most captivating thing about this audiobook is Shane’s sense of humor. He shows us that even when you live with a life-threatening disease, there’s still room to laugh. —Aaron S., Audible Editor

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Insightful and unflinchingly honest

This book will stay in my mind for a long time. I want to thank Shane Burcaw for his unflinching honesty about painful and intimate parts of his life. I've read a number of memoirs/autobiographies, and I don't think I've seen this level of honesty before. He's willing to discuss his insecurities, his deepest fears, his shortcomings--and also his hopes, and the people he loves--all made fascinating through the lens of a debilitating disease that affects not only him, but also his family and friends.

I'm researching SMA for a series of science fiction books I'm writing. This memoir fulfilled my research needs and then some. I feel as if I have a much better understanding of what this disease is about and how it affects those who have it.

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Great story

This book was fantastic but it ended too soon. I could easily have listened for twice as long. It also ended too soon because I wonder if he published a bit too early. All the stories in here are perfect and I wouldn't change a thing -- highly recommended. It just would have been even better as the first half of a bigger book where he's grown up a bit and had some more post-college life experience. So here's hoping for a sequel!

I can't say enough good things about Kirby Heyborne's narration. I've heard him many times now and he never disappoints.

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finished in one day. it's that good!

I have a 7 yr old with SMA type 2. this book made me laugh and cry probably an equal amount. I learned a lot too. great book. well written. great narration. highly recommended!!

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Inspiring

Makes you realize life’s problems are really no big deal
Compared to Shane’s daily life. Wish the book went farther. What happened with Shannon? Enter today and his life with Hannah! A bit of A let down,

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Fantastic read!

I feel like I have to meet Shane Burcaw at some point in my life now! I've never read anything that honest in my life.

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Amazing book!

Tender, touching, funny and true. This well written book will change you. I recommend it highly.

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Outstanding

I love his rawness to open up about not only his condition but his feelings and coping mechanisms. I'm a therapist and I truly understood each stepping stone forward and every chop at the knees backwards fall Shane went thru. It made me laugh, made me have an empathetic half smile, a cheer for him, moments of sadness for him and out loud comments in disbelief and in a high five "awesome"!!! I'd listen to it again!!

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Makes ya think ???

Appreciate what you have, Shane does. Really enjoyed the story of how he enjoys his life.

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light fun inspiring

really fun, light entertainment. i love his YouTube channel. very worthwhile. (i could give it 5stars really, no downside. i just try to reserve 5 for more wow.)

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amazing

i bought this book a year or two ago and never grabbed it immediately. not that i didn't love the writer, he's been a favorite youtuber of mine since i first saw him on sbsk. but there was always some unknown hesitancy when it came to which book i wanted to read next. today i decided to finally download and read it and gosh , i forgot just how funny shane is. the narrator did an amazing job capturing his stories and every moment was hilarious and endearing. I've got to grab the next book immediately now as well.
to anyone that is reading this and contemplating downloading it: do it. it'll be so worth it, so engaging, and you'll surprise yourself with how much you'll enjoy this.

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  • Doobsters
  • 02-19-20

Loved this book, can't wait for the next book!

I originally found out about this guy on YouTube and immediately started following him, I loved watching his videos and seeing what he was up to in his life. I found him very inspiring and as soon as I found out he was an author and wrote some of his own books about his life I really wanted to read them. I was delighted when I saw Audible had his first book as I really need my books in a listening format due to my health, I was sad to see his second book wasn't available yet as I was very eager to read that one too. I'm just hoping as they have the first book that Audible will get the second book soon!

It did take me a while to get used to the narrator though, and its nothing against the narrator either as I think he is great. It's just I had recently listened to all of Miss Peregrines Peculiar Children audiobooks, of which he is the narrator so when I heard his voice as Shane in this book it took a while to get used too (because to me I connected his voice with the main character Jake in the other books I mentioned and often he sounds exactly like him). After a while though I did get used to it and I do think he is a perfect choice for this book :-) and for that I hope if they've done the second book in listening form they've kept with the same narrator as it would be strange to change that now. I think the only other better choice would of been Shane himself but I know thats not always possible and a huge undertaking, it's not to say that if a version like that became available I wouldn't buy it in a heartbeat though :-) as I already own a few books read by different narrators and each one can bring something different to the story/book.

I throughly enjoyed this book and as someone with a long term health condition that leaves me severely disabled there was a lot I could relate too, and in a way that was comforting as I knew I wasn't the only one feeling that way. I think anyone could enjoy this true story no matter what their circumstances are and get a lot out of it :-) so I would highly recommend it to everyone.

Audible if your reading this, please add his newest book to your catalogue as soon as you can as I'm desperate to read/listen to that one too. Thanks also for sharing books like this too, as I think his story is an important one to share and it's great to have access to it. Thank you!

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  • s manning
  • 02-26-19

Shane's Story is both inspiring and hilarious !

I found Shane Burcaw's book via watching him and his girlfriend on their you tube
Channel 'Squirmy and Grubs' which is also totally awesome. Shane is a great example of Laughter being the best medicine. Teaching us all to try and find humour even through adversity. Even with a life full of challenges life can still be
Beautiful and Shane is great at reminding us all to make the most of every
moment and to laugh even when we feel like crying and have others laugh
along with us.
As someone suffering from chronic illness I totally agree life is so much
easier to cope with, with a smile on your face ! Sometimes you've just got
to Laugh 😃
Awesome book Shane, it did not disappoint.

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  • Grazia D'aversa
  • 09-15-19

amazing book

Really loved this book. We should all learn from Shane: amazing human being. book very well written. looking forward to read the next one

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  • Brighid Golden
  • 07-23-19

absolute pleasure to listen to

loved the whole thing, only wish it was longer. the book is honest, educational, insightful but above all hilarious.

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  • Hannah Clarke
  • 05-14-19

Laughing at Shane's nightmare

Disappointed it wasnt read in Shane's own voice. but he would probably struggle with that. So 90/100

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  • Dan
  • 04-08-19

Grubs is awesome

Awesome book, awesome guy, buy this if for no other reason than to support him

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  • Jin
  • 07-27-20

Dear Shane

If only you narrated it yourself while cry laughing at your own jokes. All the best!

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  • Anonymous User
  • 04-22-20

eye opener

all you need to know about disabled people, and why you should never treat each one the same way we are all different and have a story to tell

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  • Kindle Customer
  • 10-05-19

This guy is funny

I loved this book. Makes you realise how you should never judge a book by its cover..... This man is living life and living it good.....

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  • Amazon Customer
  • 05-16-20

Attitude is everything

Great book. Highly recommend. A tragic, fun, hard, lively, frustrating and blessed life. I found Shane on YouTube and looked for his book here. Shane is an inspiration. Life has challenges that we all face, but for some, those challenges are ones the rest of us could never conceive facing. He does it with spirit, humility and the best sense of humor.

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  • louisecross
  • 11-17-19

honest, funny, insightful

A very honest, insightful and funny memoir, thanks for sharing Shane it is appreciated

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  • David
  • 04-09-19

Didn’t want it to end

I discovered this book after discovering Shane on YouTube Squirmy and Grubs. This Narrator was very easy to listen to & I will be looking more of his books up too. Shane I cannot get enough of your attitude to life & honesty & willingness to share life with the world. So many attributes that I admire & aspire to. Thank you for writing this entertaining, in a weird way light hearted, very well written book.

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  • Katy McTeigue
  • 02-21-19

Loved every second

Would recommend to anyone - I’m going to get my teenagers to listen to it too. Shane is smart, funny and engaging and Kirby does a great job telling the story. I laughed, I cried, and now I know how Shane poops.

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  • Anonymous User
  • 03-28-19

A great read!

Love Shane's witty and dark sense of humour. Timing is close to perfect! Great to see him sharing awareness and a positive outlook on how life is what you make of it and not letting your disability slow you down but also doing this in a realistic way! A great read.