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Ill Will

By: Dan Chaon
Narrated by: Ari Fliakos, Edoardo Ballerini, Michael Crouch, Alex McKenna, Scott Aiello
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Publisher's summary

NATIONAL BESTSELLER •

Two sensational unsolved crimes—one in the past, another in the present—are linked by one man’s memory and self-deception in this chilling novel of literary suspense from National Book Award finalist Dan Chaon.

NAMED ONE OF THE BEST BOOKS OF THE YEAR BY
The Wall Street Journal • NPR • The New York TimesLos Angeles Times The Washington Post Kirkus ReviewsPublishers Weekly

“We are always telling a story to ourselves, about ourselves.” This is one of the little mantras Dustin Tillman likes to share with his patients, and it’s meant to be reassuring. But what if that story is a lie?

A psychologist in suburban Cleveland, Dustin is drifting through his forties when he hears the news: His adopted brother, Rusty, is being released from prison. Thirty years ago, Rusty received a life sentence for the massacre of Dustin’s parents, aunt, and uncle. The trial came to epitomize the 1980s hysteria over Satanic cults; despite the lack of physical evidence, the jury believed the outlandish accusations Dustin and his cousin made against Rusty. Now, after DNA analysis has overturned the conviction, Dustin braces for a reckoning.

Meanwhile, one of Dustin’s patients has been plying him with stories of the drowning deaths of a string of drunk college boys. At first Dustin dismisses his patient's suggestions that a serial killer is at work as paranoid thinking, but as the two embark on an amateur investigation, Dustin starts to believe that there’s more to the deaths than coincidence. Soon he becomes obsessed, crossing all professional boundaries—and putting his own family in harm’s way.

From one of today’s most renowned practitioners of literary suspense, Ill Will is an intimate thriller about the failures of memory and the perils of self-deception. In Dan Chaon’s nimble, chilling prose, the past looms over the present, turning each into a haunted place.

Cast of Narrators:
Ari Fliakos as the Narrator
Edoardo Ballerini as Dustin
Michael Crouch as Aaron
Alex McKenna as Wave and Kate
Scott Aiello as Rusty

Praise for Ill Will

“In his haunting, strikingly original new novel, [Dan] Chaon takes formidable risks, dismantling his timeline like a film editor.”The New York Times Book Review

“The scariest novel of the year . . . ingenious . . . Chaon’s novel walks along a garrote stretched taut between Edgar Allan Poe and Alfred Hitchcock.”The Washington Post

©2017 Dan Chaon (P)2017 Random House Audio

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Tense

A great story. Well written and very well read. The readers did a great job.

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No escape

If you're looking for a way to distract yourself from the fact that we're all dying, and will die this ain't it. Incredibly dark and incredibly intriguing

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Gets Tedious

We’ll written and interesting murder mystery but very overplotted to the point I just wanted it to end rather than follow anymore curlicues and time fillers.

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Left to feel how we’re going to feel

I enjoyed this novel, my first Dan Chaon title. Massive foreboding throughout the course of the multiple narratives, and leaves you with a sense of acute discomfort. The threads that are pulled in the dissection of the Tillman family’s lives stop maddeningly short of fully unraveling. You have to just sit with the same weight of unanswered questions that will never be reconciled. Very well done, exceedingly disorienting.

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Disappointed

After spending 3 days listening to a book I absolutely could not put down- an extremely unsatisfying ending. The narration for the most part was impeccable- except for 2 small sections where a female narrator took over. I have never heard a more irritating raspy abrasive voice- I actually had to skip those parts since it was so grating! How she was chosen is baffling. Again, other than that, the entire book was amazing on every level -therefore I trusted the author to bring it to an exceptional conclusion. I was extremely let down at the end so after all this, I cannot recommend it.

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You can't go wrong with this one! So many twists and turns. Love it!

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AMAZING!!!

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At the top of his game

Chaon takes you on an amazing ride. He never disappoints but this one is incredibly and overwhelming dark, personal and engaging. The multiple perspectives and overall time and place are brilliantly evoked. Terrific!

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Not for the faint of heart

This book is very good. let's just get that out of the way. It is also very dark and if you are expecting a happy ending you are not going to get it. however if you like dark and macab tales this is your book. twist and turns throughout and the ending is the only way this book could have ended. I reccomend it, just know what you're getting into

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Wow!

Riveting, dark, complex, un-put-downable. The best book I've read (or heard) in quite some time.

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Solid Dan Chaon

What else can I say? Another good book by a veteran modern noir writer. Excellent read/listen…

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