If He Had Been with Me Audiobook By Laura Nowlin cover art

If He Had Been with Me

Preview
LIMITED TIME OFFER

3 Months Free

$8.99/mo. after 3 months. Cancel anytime.
Get this deal
Offer ends on July 15, 2026 at 11:59 PT.
More purchase options

If He Had Been with Me

By: Laura Nowlin
Narrated by: Gina Rogers
Get this deal

$8.99/mo. after 3 months. Cancel anytime. Offer ends July 15, 2026 at 11:59pm PT.

Buy for $18.51

Buy for $18.51

An achingly authentic and raw portrait of love, regret, and the life-altering impact of the relationships we hold closest to us, this YA best seller is perfect for fans of Kasie West, All the Bright Places, and Dear Evan Hansen.

If he had been with me, everything would have been different....

Autumn and Finn used to be inseparable. But then something changed. Or they changed. Now, they do their best to ignore each other.

Autumn has her boyfriend, Jamie, and her close-knit group of friends. And Finn has become that boy at school, the one everyone wants to be around.

That still doesn't stop the way Autumn feels every time she and Finn cross paths, and the growing, nagging thought that maybe things could have been different. Maybe they should be together.

But come August, things will change forever. And as time passes, Autumn will be forced to confront how else life might have been different if they had never parted ways....

(P)2020 Tantor

Accolades & Awards

#BookTok
#BookTok Contemporary Contemporary Romance Dating & Sex Difficult Situations Family & Relationships Friendship Literature & Fiction Mystery, Thriller & Suspense Romance Thrillers & Suspense Dating Heartfelt Tearjerking Emotionally Gripping
adbl_web_anon_alc_button_suppression_t1
Best of #BookTok on Audible Listen to what everyone’s raving about
Emotional Rollercoaster • Beautiful Love Story • Soothing Voice • Relatable Characters • Relatable Teenage Experiences

Highly rated for:

All stars
Most relevant
I would highly recommend this novel!! Its beyond engaging and the plot is very relatable! First book that Ive finished with in two days because I honestly couldn’t put it down!

It will not disappoint!

Something went wrong. Please try again in a few minutes.

The storyline was average. I expected more from it because of all the reviews on tik tok for it being in a lot of peoples “Top Read” books. It was just kind of bland, honestly

Average

Something went wrong. Please try again in a few minutes.

I have no words for the ending !! Super good book , it definitely had my emotions on a roller coaster ride !

10 out of 10

Something went wrong. Please try again in a few minutes.

I expected better writing, especially since it’s told from the viewpoint of a girl who is a writer and voracious reader. I was disappointed. The middle portion moves slowly and the end is too quick. I guessed what was going to happen before the story even revealed itself. The ending wasn’t surprising. I expected better.

This feels like a teen novel

Something went wrong. Please try again in a few minutes.

It was just ok. The most action takes place towards the end. Kinda hard to make it to the end as it’s pretty boring.

Meh

Something went wrong. Please try again in a few minutes.

See more reviews