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I Still Want It
- Narrated by: Derrick Jaxn
- Length: 1 hr and 24 mins
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Publisher's Summary
In I Still Want It, Derrick Jaxn delivers a life-changing collection of poems immersed in raw, passionate, but brave vulnerability. Dark truths of his lustful past, revelations during his ongoing battle with heartbreak, and empowering words of wisdom leave listeners with a renewed faith in a love they may have lost hope in finding. His signature way with words seasons all of I Still Want It, which will not only evoke a cocktail of emotions but leave the unforgettable and gratifying taste that Derrick is known for in his previous titles.
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- Amazon Customer
- 07-14-17
Raw and Real
What did you like best about this story?
I love that Derrick spelled out in a very clear line, the difference between a man and a boy. That he had the words to say everything that a woman deserves and I only hope that other men who think to seduce/chase after a woman, have heard "I still want it" because there are lessons built in wisdom, and the key to being a good and loving man.
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A beautifully raw and real bit of poetry that is life defining and could mold any man to search for a way to be better to -one- woman... for a lifetime.
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- Anonymous User
- 05-08-17
Get Ready !!!
beyond beautiful. ! absolutely pure and clean. honest and everything a heart needs to hear. listen to it twice or more, let the love melt into you. Not only will you realize what you're missing , but What you have already., what you deserve and what you want to give. it's everything, every angle, every reason to love again, to love harder, to put all the fake loves aside and find something worth it.
Thank you so much. I could fall asleep in your words.
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- Ms. Kool44
- 06-02-17
Loved it!
This is an excellent book of poetry to listen to! The author is awesome and reads his work with a great, detailed and sometimes animated voice! I recommend others to read and enjoy it!
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- Marva Hinkle
- 05-28-17
I would love to write my story 💓💔💕💖💗.
He is inspiring , I still want it gave me faith again, I'm waiting patiently.
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- Consuila Harris
- 05-22-17
Confirming I Chose the Right One
It was awesome listening to this book and smiling everytime I think of my husband
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- Victoria L.
- 09-05-19
Every Chapter In This Book Is Amazing!
One of the best books I’ve read! His poetry style is amazing and his delivery was perfect. This is a must read for anyone who is dating and also for those in a relationship. It really puts things into perspective for either side.
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- N. Bryant
- 07-29-19
easy listen
Felt Every. Single. Chapter! So relatable on many levels. This was a great ride expressing the phases and stages of relationships with self and others.
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- Amazon Customer
- 07-01-17
Amazing!!!
I loved every chapter. Makes you believe unconditional love is possible and still available some where. I'll continue to wait my turn with an optimistic heart.
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- New York Merch
- 07-11-17
Amazing
Loved it Just What I Needed!!!! Great Work felt like you wrote some chapters just for ME!!
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- X-Tina
- 07-03-17
YES
This is one of my favorite poems books ever. Thank you Derrick Jaxn for your encouraging words..I love this book
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- Danielle
- 11-15-20
Lyrical master right here!
Wow you have a way with words. Truly beautiful. Think I might send this to my boyfriend.
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- Bk
- 10-09-18
To every single lady out there....an elongated love letter from your future husband
Heart warming....reassuring...funny....I just kept laughing and smiling...sending to all my friends
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- S. andrew
- 05-03-18
Amazing. Still on repeat.
Amazing narrator. Amazing poetry; thought provoking, interesting, uplifting, soulful & hope inspiring. Can listen to this all night every night whether in a relationship or not. Love love love. Thank you DJaxn.
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- Anonymous User
- 01-27-19
amazing
I absolutely love anything from derrick so powerful. please narrate your others. can't wait for More