Hit So Hard

A Memoir

By: Patty Schemel

Narrated by: Patty Schemel

Length: 8 hrs and 7 mins

Publisher's summary

A stunningly candid portrait of the Seattle grunge scene of the '90s and a memoir of an addict during the last great era of rock 'n' roll excess, by Hole drummer Patty Schemel

Patty Schemel's story begins with a childhood surrounded by the AA meetings her parents hosted in the family living room. Their divorce triggered her first forays into drinking at age 12 and dovetailed with her passion for punk rock and playing the drums. Patty's struggles with her sexuality further drove her notoriously hard playing, and by the late '80s she had focused that anger, confusion, and drive into regular gigs with well-regarded bands in Tacoma, Seattle, and Olympia, Washington.

She met a pre-Nirvana Kurt Cobain at a Melvins show, and less than five years later, was living with him and his wife, Hole front-woman Courtney Love, at the height of his fame and on the cusp of hers. As the platinum-selling band's new drummer, Schemel contributed memorable, driving beats to hits like "Beautiful Son", "Violet", "Doll Parts", and "Miss World". But the band was plagued by tragedy and heroin addiction, and by the time Hole went on tour in support of their ironically titled and critically acclaimed album Live Through This in 1994, both Cobain and Hole bassist Kristen Pfaff had died at the age of 27.

With surprising candor and wit, Schemel intimately documents the events surrounding her dramatic exit from the band in 1998 that led to a dark descent into a life of homelessness and crime on the streets of Los Angeles, and the difficult but rewarding path to lasting sobriety after more than 20 serious attempts to get clean.

Hit So Hard is a testament not only to the enduring power of the music Schemel helped create but an important document of the drug culture that threatened to destroy it.

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Critic reviews

"Patty Schemel's drums have always been a wake-up call, the punctuation that makesserious the wild streams of punk consciousness her bands have expressed. This book is a wake-up call, too - a clearly considered, deeply honest look back at arock scene that's often been mourned but rarely truly understood. Schemel writes most honestly about herself: she spares nothing and no one as she traces the path of addiction as it intersects with the privileges and costs of young fame. A must-read about rock 'n' roll realities." (Ann Powers, NPR music critic and author of Good Booty: Love and Sex, Black and White, Body and Soul in American Music)

"Reading about the myriad ways Hole drummer Patty Schemel - 'the best musician in that band' as her pal Kurt Cobain put it - brutalized herself with addiction can feel like a kind of sadistic experience. And yet, Hit So Hard feels ultimately uplifting and hopeful, in part because its author so fully and completely appreciates what she's survived in order to have written it. Hit So Hard is a harrowing but heartwarming read. Schemel's made the years she got that others didn't count. And it shows." (Lizzy Goodman, author of Meet Me in the Bathroom: Rebirth and Rock and Roll in New York City 2001-2011)

"[A] heartbreaking memoir...Schemel's recounting is bluntly terrifying and provides invaluable insight into the ravages of addiction-and just as importantly, the possibility of recovery...A must-read for any grunge fan." (Publishers Weekly)

As addicting to read as the drugs

I listened to this in just two days - a well written story. Addicts take note - the descriptions of drug use are vivid and exceptionally lengthy. Honestly, this should be required reading for those working with addicts. Absolutely worthwhile.

Best recovery memoir this year

I’ve listened to dozens of such memoirs as I’m in recovery. Patty writes with humility and honesty. Not your usual name-dropping Rock bio but very personal. Of course she had to talk about Kurt and Hole yet her focus was always about her own struggles with all of the humiliating situations that come with addiction. Great book!

AMAZING

LIFECHANGING. A must read for any musician or person struggling with addiction. Patty Schemel is my hero.

Wow just wow!!!

Life changing!!!! Would highly recommend for anyone who has ever struggled with drugs or is in recovery!

Surprisingly compelling

9 months later, I still think about this book all the time. It's far more well done than i expected. It's raw but with enough distance to be thoughtful. I wouldn't have expected it, but i highly recommend this book.

I've been a big Hole fan since Pretty on the Insid

I had no idea Patty went through all this. Glad you're stillhere Patty great book

Riveting!

Harrowing story of drug addiction and thankfully recovery, I couldn’t stop listening! Made me want a follow up book.

Patty is a total bad ass

I was on the edge of my seat listening to this book. Patty tells her story with a brutal honesty that is rare. Thank you, Patty for writing this book

Thrilling story of Courage and humbleness!

Be prepared to dive into the darkness of a soul in pain with an inspiring ending. Just loved it!

Courtney love took the P.C.Highway after killing Kurt cobain.

Every song of Courtney is a confession. Elucidated more and more until song Pacific coast highway to no apologies. If Patty reads this please tell what you think. It would make a great book contact me
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