Heroic Disgrace

Order Out of Chaos. Hope Out of Fear. The Worship Hero Story

By: Scott W. Box

Narrated by: Scott W. Box

Foreword written by Brian “Head” Welch, cofounder of the Grammy Award-winning band Korn and New York Times best-selling author of Save Me From Myself. “Heroic Disgrace is truly a remarkable story about one man’s fight to find authentic freedom. I am extremely confident this book will change many lives.”

I was raised as a hero and groomed to be a worshiper. But a lot went wrong along the way. A debilitating mental disorder is a caustic pill for an arrogant man to swallow...the all-American 1980s and 1990s I lived through greatly influenced my early understanding and practice of heroism and worship. Sadly, by the mid-2000s, an undiagnosed mental disability began torturing my mind. Unbalance shattered me to the point that I could not be either the hero or the worshiper I had once believed I was supposed to be. My mind and my heart were broken. I was living in disgrace. Eventually, my determination to regain my health helped me begin to untangle on what I grew up understanding about heroes and worshipers. Ultimately, Jesus showed me - a professional church music leader of 20+ years - how to begin to pursue him and reflect him as a habit, to become a heroic worshiper. Out of my mental chaos and fear, the great hero, Jesus Christ, led me to order and hope.

Today, I know for certain, because Jesus lives in me, I can "be heroic as he is heroic". I'm amazed. The process of understanding heroic worship has been a lifetime in the making. The results will be eternal.

©2021 Scott W. Box (P)2021 Scott W. Box

Amazing journey through bipolar by God’s Grace and Scott’s determination to serve God.

Scott is an amazing example of God working in someone’s life with bipolar disorder as well as a someone devoting their life & service to God! Amazing man, I look forward to seeing God working in Scott’s life in the future!