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Borderline Personality Disorder. "What the hell was that?" raged Rachel Reiland when she read the diagnosis written in her medical chart. As the 29-year-old accountant, wife, and mother of young children would soon discover, it was the diagnosis that finally explained her explosive anger, manipulative behaviors, and self-destructive episodes - including bouts of anorexia, substance abuse, and sexual promiscuity. With astonishing honesty, Reiland's memoir reveals what mental illness feels like and looks like from the inside, and how healing from such a devastating disease is possible through intensive therapy and the support of loved ones.

©2004 Rachel Reiland (P)2010 Audible, Inc.

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An Authentic Tale

As a long time psych nurse and someone with a close family member with the same disorder, I can vouch for the reality of this story and the havoc that is reaked upon both the person with the disorder, & the dysfunctional family whose insanity helped create the illness.
I would have like to see it delve more into detail of her family of origin, but that probably is because I'm used to more details in my work. I imagine it's detailed enough for the average reader. I would definitely recommend this to anyone needing a better understanding of borderline personality disorder-especially family members & friends. It's quite informative without being technical. I give it an A++

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  • SLSoul
  • Minneapolis, MN
  • 03-26-12

May be worth the pain.

Where does Get Me Out of Here rank among all the audiobooks you’ve listened to so far?

Anyone diagnosed with Borderline Personality Disorder (BPD) or Post Taurmatic Stress Disorder (PTSD) will identify with the heroine as she struggles first to accept these new labels and then to fully participate in her treatment and recovery.

The book is not particularly well written; not particularly well narrated; but, it is the only book I have found that offers a first-person account of living through the traumas, diagnoses and treatment of BPD & PTSD. It was painful to listen to and yet tremendously helpful in my own efforts to manage, treat and shed mental illness.

If you suffer from mental illness or have a loved one who does AND can bear some graphic descriptions of sexual trauma (these are also very easy to skip) and mediocre writing, this book may be worth the read. Over and over I found myself saying,

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  • Deb
  • Chandler, AZ, United States
  • 10-21-11

Best Story on BPD

Thank you for sharing your story Rachel. I have much more compassion and knowledge about BPD because of you and can't thank you enough for your bravery in coming forward with the truth of your disorder. I'm amazed how you came through this and am so proud of you for the bravery you displayed and for who you are today.

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  • Knisley
  • Bainbridge, OH, United States
  • 09-07-11

Insightful for those with an Interest in BPD

This book was insightful for those with an interest in BPD. It more or less outlines a specific individuals' path with borderline personality disorder and is by no means a book that gives advice or suggestions to assist someone else suffereing with this disorder. It did give me a feeling of 'I'm not alone in this'.

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  • Graham
  • Radford, VA, United States
  • 04-10-11

Powerful story,amazing insight into psychoanalysis

This gripping story about a fragmented personality is a truly amazing insight into the workings, or failings, of the human mind and the psychiatrist who attempts to unravel the wounds and heal the very capable woman within. It is a fascinating glimpse into mental illness as few survivors can, or would, reveal in such embarrassing detail. It was a tremendous testament to the skilled psychiatrist who endured hours of verbal abuse from the "child" aspect of the woman and never lost patience or acceptance of this woman. He gently probed with leading questions, helping her to reveal events from the her painful past and achieving peace with them, and ultimately restoring her united identity. The patient was a very intelligent woman who had a herculean struggle with all of her metaphorical "demons," sometimes seeming that she might fail to conquer them and succumb to anorexia or suicide. The book is a powerful testimony to the need for mental health coverage, detailing as it did the years-long struggle in one-on-one therapy of this woman. It is no less a struggle than the chemotherapy of cancer patients or that of organ transplantation. This book would probably make a great play or movie.

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Riveting! Could not stop once I started listening!

Accurately describes the black and white thinking of someone with BPD in a way the lay person can understanding. Wish I had read this book before becoming a parent for the insight it gives to nurturing a child and offering unconditional love. Helped me to understand what I missed as a child and the dynamics of my family of origin. This story is not just for BPD; it is for anyone who wants the formula on how to turn their inner child into an healthy, fully functioning adult.

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Amazingly Beautiful

This story pulls you in from within the 1st few chapters. By showing what someone feels and thinks when their emotions hit extreme, in many different areas, is very eye opening - it was hard for me to put the book down; wanting to read more, and more and more. Reading her story of BPD, and how she has recovered, was like witnessing evolution, but emotionally, and in a much shorter period of time... "Great Book."

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Great buy

I bought this book to get some insight into the disorder prior to completing a course on BPD. I found her description of experiences such a wonderful background on which to base the academic studies I embarked on after listening to the book.

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Wow, so open, honest, and tender...

What made the experience of listening to Get Me Out of Here the most enjoyable?

I could relate to so much. It felt so good to be able to relate...I am so thankful that Rachel was wiling to share her story, because I learned a lot and could relate a lot, and it helps all of us, whether we also have borderline or not.

What was one of the most memorable moments of Get Me Out of Here?

I loved reading about the sarcastic defendant transforming into a soft, caring, and loving adult.

Did you have an extreme reaction to this book? Did it make you laugh or cry?

This book made me laugh, cry, and completely empathize.

Any additional comments?

I feel like I've been through the four years of therapy with her.

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Great read/listen period

What made the experience of listening to Get Me Out of Here the most enjoyable?

The way the story was told. The point of view it was presented from and how generously candid the author was in expressing her experiences. Her honesty was brave and made this book so real, anyone dealing with BPD or living someone who has been diagnosed with borderline personality disorder will relate and enjoy this book immensely. I know I did and overall it gave our family something to look forward to.

Who was your favorite character and why?

The main character and of course the therapist the repoir was perfect and drew me to both.

What does Mazhan Marno bring to the story that you wouldn’t experience if you just read the book?

Her voice was great at conveying the mood of the text and most of the time had me feeling like I was eavesdropping to a real conversation and not just listening to a book.

Was this a book you wanted to listen to all in one sitting?

Yes, but it can only be listened to in pieces because it evokes such real feelings and thought from you as a listener.

Any additional comments?

A wonderful book wish more books were written from such experiences with this real feel.

7 of 8 people found this review helpful

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  • naomi
  • 01-07-15

profoundly amazing & deeply moving

This has been the most profoundly therapeutic thing I could ever have read in my entire life. Suffering from BPD myself, I have gained extensive understanding of myself, and whilst listening to this audiobook, i have been able to apply the reasonings and advice from the psychiatrist to my own life. Rachel you have changed my life by choosing to share your life story! Deeply moving.

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  • jane joensen
  • 10-31-14

An Educating Listen

Where does Get Me Out of Here rank among all the audiobooks you’ve listened to so far?

I think I have learned so much from this book. Though it feels wrong to say that I feel entertained, I did, while learning at the same time.
The time flew listening to the book and I laughed out loud one minute and curled my toes the next.
I work with frail people so this book has been good for my work life too.

What other book might you compare Get Me Out of Here to, and why?

I do not have a comparison... You do ask some silly questions from time to time ;-)

Have you listened to any of Mazhan Marno’s other performances? How does this one compare?

I have not listened to Mazhan Marno before.. She did very well!

Did you have an emotional reaction to this book? Did it make you laugh or cry?

I did have different emotional reactions to the book and it both frightened me and made me laugh.. but even more it gave me food for thought.
It was hard to put down as it moved on so very smoothly.. I think many people may benefit from reading / listening to it.

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  • Tolliedee
  • 10-02-14

Superb!

this is a superb book for anyone who wants to know more about the internal struggle that is common in a person with BPD. It is beautifully honest and personal and a privilege to share Rachel's experience of therapy. The relationship that the therapist and therapy offers her in which to explore her damage, is truly special! You will never get a better chance to be a 'fly on the wall' and gain some insight into the struggle. Brilliant!

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  • VALESSA
  • 06-06-14

really good book! I never got bored of the story.

Would you consider the audio edition of Get Me Out of Here to be better than the print version?

YES! The audio version is really good. I listen the entire book in one seat without loosing concentration. In fact I put off many people I didn't show interest in talking to because of the audio book I was listening. It was super interesting. ;)
It should become a film.

What was one of the most memorable moments of Get Me Out of Here?

The part where they say that some of us endure life rather than enjoy it. Very true!

Have you listened to any of Mazhan Marno’s other performances? How does this one compare?

This is the first time I heard Mazhan performance and I liked her very much. She reminded me the character of Julia Roberts in Erin Brockovich. The only part that annoyed me a little, was the voice of the Doctor. Some how reminded me the same dropped tone of voice with Sandra Bullock's in The Blind Side. I just wonder Why some people choose to speak like that? That particular tone of voice sound very forced and irritating. (sorry!) I guess it was a way to distinguish different characters in the story. In general she is terrific!

Was there a moment in the book that particularly moved you?

The little kids telling their mum that she is the best mum in the world. I cried!

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  • Paul
  • 08-26-12

Touching, soothing and hopeful

For anyone going through BPD I can't recommend this enough. It helped me get in touch with my emotions and feelings around the condition - along with therapy. I think that was made possible by Rachel sharing her experiences in this book. The relief of actually being able to articulate the feelings, hearing someone else's story who has clearly experienced similar emotions and follow their route through it touched me in places I thought I'd lost years ago. Thank you for writing this book Rachel.

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  • Nichola E.
  • 06-28-18

A brilliant listen

If you worry about how you react to things sometimes listen to this book. By the end of the book I felt as though I had stood in Rachel's shoes.

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  • David BUNNEY
  • 02-04-18

A really good view into BPD

I found this a real page turner. The story really draws you into what it is like to suffer with a debilitating mental illness. We really see inside the life and world view of a mentally and emotionally damaged and fragmenting personality; operating under extreme defence mechanisms all the time.. I highly recommend this book.

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  • Bee
  • 01-11-18

Would like to give 3.5 stars

A bit like therepy itself this book is hard work and frustrating at times but it does provide insight.

Ultimately it's a good way to learn more about the effect of a toxic childhood and the way the psychodymamic therapy works.

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  • Hudson
  • 07-09-17

An exceptional book

For anyone with BPD this is a must listen. It follows someone who went through what you are going through.

It is read beautifully which adds to the impact of the book.

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  • tony
  • 02-21-17

excellent

Very good and informative story that is well written and well narrated - good insights into BPD and the supports that can be helpful

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  • Rebecca
  • 03-02-16

wow

wow just wow, this book to the most part described my own feelings and emotions that i have in dealing with my own BPD , although i have other diagnoses as well, i am now filled with hope and empowerment that i too can overcome this debilitating disease xx

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  • Anonymous User
  • 03-10-18

Reassurance<br />

It helped me understand I am not the only one experiencing these symptoms and have a heavy reliance on my therapist.

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  • Anonymous User
  • 09-26-17

inspirational insightful beautiful

Racheal my hat is certaiinly off for you .. Your storie has indeed touched a place with in us all ..

Recommended for all ...

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  • Danni Parsons
  • 09-15-17

Powerful & inspiring

Loved the narrator, admire the bravery of the author for sharing her story and greatly appreciate it for it inspires hope that there is a way out.